i thought i’m just afraid of getting into a relationship. but i realized, any form of attachment scares me as well. i don’t just accept responsibilities as they are. it’s the fear of screwing up that’s screwing me today. you know what, sometimes i feel like i can live on my own, without my parent’s…

— so yesterday, i excused myself from work to attend my mom’s awarding at makati shang. i commuted from home and had only ice breaker for lunch. oh, i also went down at the wrong mrt station — buendia — supposed to be ayala haha. they were both undergound, so i got confused. i wasn’t…

— i have never felt this special, as a friend. after an hour on the phone she said it’s okay if she loses all her friends, as long as she has me. awww nakakatouch. i couldn’t possibly say the same cos i never looked into the possibility of losing all my friends (and i never…

wow. here’s goes fucking insecurity. i’ll try to be nice. but damn. the problem is, i’m always nice. you’ll hardly notice if i actually hate you. i hardly hate people anyway. i just get paranoid a lot… threatened is the right term actually, and insecure. HAHA what. what do i need to change? i miss…

— why do i feel like something fishy is brewing? don’t leave me out! i’m so fucking curious. you dropped the hint mehn, you dropped it and the suspense is killing me. what is it that you need to confirm? may something ba? slow ako e. anyway, that’s all under the working assumption that nothing’s…

I’m not in love, so don’t forget itIt’s just a silly phase I’m going throughAnd just because I call you upDon’t get me wrong, don’t think you’ve got it madeI’m not in love, no-no I like to see you, but then againThat doesn’t mean you mean that much to meSo if I call you, don’t…