A very personal blog

babbling out

wow. here’s goes fucking insecurity. i’ll try to be nice. but damn. the problem is, i’m always nice. you’ll hardly notice if i actually hate you. i hardly hate people anyway. i just get paranoid a lot… threatened is the right term actually, and insecure. HAHA what. what do i need to change? i miss my old hair. and my old size.

i need to be consistent. maintenance is key.

what to do:
– study java
– edit script
– read essays
– exercise. HAHA

but for now, i want to sleep. >:)