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Sunday, January 11, 2026

2025 screen recap

Here we go again! Not proud of my book count, as usual. I think I may have gotten over my love for reading. Which sucks. Because it's like one of my proudest hobbies. It's when I learn the most; write the most. I don't want to give it up. I believe it's just a matter of finding the right books, and intentionally giving it time. 

I enjoyed The Kite Runner and A Man Called Ove. They're both really good reads. I finished each book in less than a week, which is a personal best, given my dwindling attention span. 

Whitney, My Love was a re-read. I remember being so hooked with this type of period romance ten years ago. But now that I'm older I find it annoying haha. Clayton and Whitney need to learn to COMMUNICATE. It's marriage 101, my goodness. Then again, this book wouldn't exist without the pettiness that miscommunication brings. Oh well. 

Maybe I'll re-read Nicholas Sparks instead. 

 

I watched a whopping 47 movies this year. All with my husband. Mostly Marvel because we decided to re-watch everything that leads to the infinity saga. 

We also "re-watched" Kung-fu Panda. Putting it in quotes because my husband insists we've already watched them together more than ten years ago, and I have no recollection of it. I do remember dreaming about Mr. Ping's restaurant in the past but I'm not sure if it was halfway into the movie haha. I tend to fall asleep watching movies at home.

Besides re-watching, we also enjoyed a bunch of films that came out recently, like Weapons, Novocaine, The Companion, and Quezon.

 

My favorite series of 2025 has got to be Severance. It's so freakishly mind blowing.
I would love for Mythic Quest to go on but apparently it got cancelled after four seasons.

 

That's about it for 2025. Hope to get back to reading more books and picking up on KDramas!

Wednesday, January 7, 2026

Nothing new for 2026

It's that time again where I pretend to realign with my long forgotten goals. So yeah let's do this haha

I want to jump into this trend of fighting overconsumption by reducing the things I buy this year. This means no new clothes, shoes, anything personal and material, except of course if something breaks or runs out. Like my hair ties and body oil lol.

Besides limiting my purchases I also want to continue decluttering items we don't use anymore, just to make space, not for something new, but for the sake of regaining storage space. Our house may not look that cluttered but I assure you every cupboard and drawer is full and we could probably throw away 50% of the stuff in this house. Maybe I'll do a weekly declutter. It's so easy to give away stuff within our condo anyway.

I always tell myself to limit doomscrolling as well, but I couldn't get myself to quit Instagram or Facebook. It's where I discover and document things. Maybe I'll quit Facebook instead and focus on Youtube and Instagram? I don't know yet, but I know that I want to write more and scroll less.

Speaking of writing more, that goes hand in hand with reading more - in my case. My 2025 book count was dismal (3), but at least it's not as bad as the previous year where I only finished a single book, regretfully at that. This year, I really want to read more. In fact I've just made my first ebook purchase, for A Thousand Splendid Suns, because the copy I downloaded for free was so horribly transcribed. 

While jotting down my bills payments earlier I happened to look into the sum total of our credit card expenses and learned that we've spent close to 8 million pesos in the past 9 years. What a sum. I couldn't imagine we've spent that much. We're not even businessmen.

Which is why I want to save more money this year. My goal is to be able to save a million pesos at least, and put it in MP2. Should be easy if I don't spend a lot on unnecessary stuff! Also food! Argh!

Oh well, we'll see! Here's to still trying in 2026!

Saturday, December 20, 2025

High definition

I don't know if there's value in recording my daily vlogs in 4k 60fps. While I appreciate the high quality and smoothness, my phone's memory doesn't, and I've been editing on the laptop for the past few weeks because of it.

Pros. I got to learn more about DaVinci Resolve, which is a desktop editing app that's pretty powerful for its price, ie. FREE. I've been able to get the hang of editing through it, getting used to the shortcuts, the different workspaces, it's been great. But honestly I still prefer my editing process in VLLO just because it has more cute assets haha. Also it's easier to generate intro highlights in VLLO. 

It's Friday and the last working day of the week. Most people are going off for the holidays next week, I'm working on Monday because I don't have enough leaves haha. At least I can work peacefully for a day! Hehe

I want to get the iPhone 17. I think it will be a great upgrade to my 13 pro. It's lighter too. Probably can process 4k 60fps without lagging. But maybe that's just VLLO? Idk. I'm still happy with my 13 pro, but sometimes I wish I had more storage. 

Anyways. Back to creating more videos for @kumi.sounds

Merry Christmas! 🎄

Monday, December 15, 2025

How Can Sustainable Shapewear Combine Eco-Friendly Style with Perfect Shape and Support?

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One quiet afternoon, Mrs. Vina sat sipping her tea, letting out a long sigh before laughing softly. “Oh, Alea,” she said, “sometimes I feel like a walking contradiction. I want to look polished, you know? I’m fifty-five—but still fabulous, thank you very much.” 

She grinned, then continued, “A little smoothing underneath my kebaya or modern outfits can make such a difference in how confident I feel. But then, I start thinking about the world—about what I’m actually wearing.”

“I’m a size XXXL, so finding something that fits well is already a struggle, let alone something that doesn’t feel like I’m wrapped in plastic or gives me a rash. Sometimes it feels like I have to choose between feeling good in my clothes or feeling good about what I buy.”

Alea leaned forward, clearly engaged. “I totally get that, Ma’am,” she said with warmth in his tone.

 “So many women feel like they have to compromise—between wanting something that truly fits and wanting to be kind to their bodies and the planet. But the good news is, the industry is finally changing. It’s no longer just about ‘slimming’—it’s about conscious contouring. I really believe the answer lies in combining sustainable shapewear with innovative, skin-friendly fabrics.”

Their conversation that afternoon flowed easily but carried depth—a gentle reflection on style, awareness, and the journey of being a modern woman who wants to look beautiful without sacrificing comfort or compassion for the world she cares about.

The Modern Dilemma: Conscience Meets Curves

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For women who have embraced their curves over the decades, like yourself, the practical need for effective shaping remains strong. We are past the days where shapewear meant stiff, agonizing corsetry. Today, we seek support, smoothing, and an enhanced silhouette—a beautiful foundation for any look. However, the environmental and health considerations have become just as crucial.

As a size XXXL woman, you require superior construction that doesn't roll, pinch, or dig. As someone who cares deeply about the environment, you want materials that are biodegradable or made from recycled content, produced ethically. And critically, as someone mindful of health, you need fabrics that breathe and won't trigger allergies on sensitive skin.

The beauty of the current evolution in intimate apparel is that these demands are no longer mutually exclusive.

The Health Imperative: Why Natural Fibers Matter for Mature Skin

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When we talk about skin health, especially for those of us experiencing hormonal changes or simply having skin that demands more gentle care, the fabric composition is paramount. Synthetic materials, common in traditional shapewear (think heavy nylon and spandex blends), excel at compression but often fail in breathability and biocompatibility.

The key insight is; many traditional shapewear fabrics trap heat and moisture. This warm, damp environment is a breeding ground for irritation, rashes, and even infections. For skin that's already more delicate with age, this is a significant concern.

This is where the move towards sustainable shapewear becomes a health benefit, not just an ethical one.

  • Hypoallergenic Qualities: Materials like organic cotton, bamboo viscose, and certain Tencel blends are inherently hypoallergenic. They are processed with fewer harsh chemicals, meaning they drastically reduce the chance of contact dermatitis or allergic reactions common with synthetic dyes and finishes. If you’ve ever experienced an itchy waistband or a rash under the tightest part of the garment, an eco-friendly, natural-based textile can be a revelation.

  • Superior Breathability and Moisture-Wicking: Fabrics derived from plants, especially bamboo, are exceptional at wicking moisture away from the skin. This constant airflow keeps the body cooler and drier, a massive benefit for comfort, particularly in a tropical climate like Indonesia’s. Good ventilation is your best defense against discomfort.

  • No "Forever Chemicals": The push for sustainability often targets the elimination of PFAS and other toxic chemicals used in textile finishing. Choosing certified eco-fabrics ensures you are minimizing your skin's exposure to these substances, which can be a real win for overall wellness.

Eco-Friendly Style: The Materials Driving the Change

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The sustainable shapewear market is rapidly innovating to meet the demand for effective shaping using planet-friendly materials. These fabrics manage to deliver the necessary stretch and recovery for true shaping power while retaining natural softness.

  1. Bamboo Viscose: The Soft Powerhouse

    Bamboo is a champion in this space. It’s fast-growing, requires less water and no pesticides to cultivate, and the resulting viscose fabric is unbelievably soft—often feeling silkier than cotton.

    Support & Feel: It offers a lovely, gentle yet firm compression that molds to curves without feeling constricting. For a size XXXL, this provides smoothing over the tummy, hips, and back, acting like a second skin. Look for collections that emphasize bamboo shapewear for its incredible softness and cooling effect.

  2. Recycled and Regenerated Fibers

    True sustainability often involves turning waste into something useful. Many modern sustainable shapewear lines utilize recycled nylon or fibers derived from renewable resources like wood pulp.

    Performance: These materials often mimic the performance of traditional synthetics—offering excellent four-way stretch and durability—but they significantly lower the carbon footprint and reduce reliance on virgin petroleum products. This is where the technology really shines, giving you high-performance shaping that aligns with your environmental values.

  3. The Underpinning: Thinking About Panties

    If the foundation isn't right, the whole look suffers. The choice of asses panties—or shaping briefs—is vital, especially when prioritizing comfort and skin health. Traditional briefs can cut in unflatteringly or bunch under outer layers.
When seeking out eco-friendly options, look for shaping panties that feature:

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  • Seamless or Laser-Cut Edges: To disappear under clothing and prevent visible lines, which is a major confidence booster.

  • Natural Gusset Lining: Even if the main fabric is a blend, a 100% organic cotton gusset is essential for maximum breathability and hygiene in that critical area. This small detail is a hallmark of health-conscious design.

  • Appropriate Compression for Your Size: A size XXXL often needs firm, targeted support, not just a light hug. The best eco-lines are now engineering their fabric structures to offer this targeted support across the entire size range.

Achieving the Perfect Shape at Size XXXL

The biggest hurdle for many women in larger sizes is finding effective compression that doesn't create new lumps or feel like a torture device. Here’s how sustainable options are mastering the balance:

Targeted Compression Zones

Modern, well-designed shapewear—whether synthetic or eco-based—doesn't rely on uniform squeezing. It uses different knit structures in different areas:
  • Midsection & Tummy: Requires higher, more stable compression for smoothing and support.
  • Legs/Thighs: Needs graduated compression to smooth the silhouette without creating a harsh line or bulking near the hem.
  • Back: Strong vertical support helps improve posture, which is incredibly valuable as we age.

Comfort for All-Day Wear (and Beyond)

You want to feel supported from your morning kopi until your evening routine. For extended wear, especially for someone who prioritizes comfort, features like silicone grips (if they are skin-safe and non-irritating) or seamless construction are key to keeping the garment in place. 

Furthermore, never underestimate the power of a good fit. Even the most eco-friendly garment will fail if the size is wrong. Always check the specific size guides for sustainable shapewear brands, as fits can vary.

Making the Conscious Purchase: Value Over Volume

It's easy to get drawn to a massive shapewear sale, but when you are prioritizing ethics and health, the focus shifts from the cheapest price to the cost-per-wear and the garment's integrity.

A poorly made, all-synthetic piece might be cheap upfront but will lose its shape quickly, need frequent replacement (creating more waste), and potentially irritate your skin in the meantime. A well-made, durable, and sustainably sourced piece—even at a slightly higher initial price—will serve you better, last longer, and align with your values.

When you are browsing, look for transparency. Do they state what fibers are used? Do they have certifications? Do they offer options in your size? Checking out the eco-series collections from brands committed to this cause is a great starting point.

Alea smiled warmly and said, “Mrs. Vina, don’t think of this as compromising—think of it as an upgrade. You’re stepping into a new era where your clothes don’t just fit your body, they also support the planet. You still get that sleek silhouette you love, the anti-allergy comfort you need, and the satisfaction of helping the environment—all wrapped up in one meaningful, functional piece.”

Hearing that, Mrs. Vina’s eyes lit up. Her voice turned bright and energized, “Wow, Alea, I feel so much better hearing that! It’s not just about finding something that fits—it’s about finding something that cares. I’m definitely going to look for bamboo and organic cotton blends now. Knowing that the softness against my skin is also a kindness to the Earth—that’s the kind of support I truly need. Thank you, Alea, for making it all feel so meaningful.”

Conclusion: The Future is Form-Fitting and Green

The journey toward truly functional, comfortable, and ethical shapewear is well underway. For the discerning, size-conscious, and environmentally aware consumer—like our experienced friend Mrs. Vina—the message is clear: sustainable shapewear is no longer a niche category; it is the future standard.

By prioritizing natural, breathable, anti-allergy textiles, demanding inclusive sizing (XXXL and beyond), and looking for durable construction, you can finally enjoy the confidence a perfect foundation garment provides without compromising your commitment to health or the environment. The perfect blend of style, support, and sustainability is finally within reach, offering a firm but gentle hug that is good for your curves, your skin, and your conscience.

Friday, November 28, 2025

Takedowns

I didn't know Youtube had a content detection feature that detects potential copies of my videos.


Here it shows eight videos that have copied and uploaded my content to their channel. Five of them are 100% matches or complete copies! I can't believe it! Fortunately they didn't really get much traction. But I'm still going to request for removal because how dare they!

Thursday, November 27, 2025

Where will this take me

I recently subscribed to Suno so I could put up a lofi bgm channel on youtube. I know they have stricter policies now with regards to AI generated content but I'm curious where this will take me. I've already accepted that I may not get this channel monetized but at least I get to listen to my own AI playlist haha. 

I got the idea after realizing the bgm I've been nonstop listening to on youtube is actually AI generated. That's the time I submitted to the fact that AI is just gonna get better over time and I need to embrace it. It makes life easier in a lot of ways.

People are quick to dismiss the effort it takes to monetize AI generated content but even with Suno rendering the tracks through my prompts, it still takes me hours to edit the video, create a thumbnail, and write up a fitting description.

Oh well, let's see where this goes!

Tuesday, November 25, 2025

Ah, life

I don't know what to say about life lately. It's been okay, despite my mobility issues. 

✨ I just turned 35! Celebrated with family since we couldn't go out of town in my condition. Normally we would be in Tagaytay or Baguio, just my husband and I, of course Koomi. It's been a while since I celebrated my actual birth date with my parents. I've missed them. My mom who's still regaining her strength from heart surgery was able to carry down the stairs so we were able to eat together in the dining area. It's the first time in months we got to dine properly. Ever since her surgery we've been eating in the bedroom instead which can be uncomfortable. But hey it has AC! 😄

✨ I recently got a recognition from my manager for my automation efforts. It came in the form of points which is redeemable in this rewards hub that we have. It's the biggest I got so far. It converts to 8,000 Sodexo credits that I will gladly spend this season! Yay! 🥰

✨ I finished two books this November. The Kite Runner and A Man Called Ove. They were both very good reads and easily became my favorite. Then I started Blood Meridian upon my husband's recommendation. Not a tenth in and I found it difficult so read so I had to park it. The words just flow very slowly in my head, and I can only read it in silence, with a fully focused brain. The introduction has compared his style to Faulkner's. And as I read an excerpt from one of his classics, I have to agree.

✨ Might go with A Thousand Splendid Suns.

✨ I have so many things to do at work and my priority is still improving the AI capability of our Power BI dashboard. My manager was going to present this feature two weeks ago but the meeting got moved to a month later so now I have to really focus on it this week because I need to show something by Monday next. Whew.