grabe lang. this week has been alarmingly stressful. i try to act normal but at the end of the day, when nothing else is there to distract me, i’m back to dwelling in this shit. this shit i’ve caused… by heeding improper judgment, false assumptions and a bunch of supporters who believe i’m fighting the…

because i’m having such a hard time figuring out what to do with my problems, terai bought me these to cheer me up! a set of stabilo markers (my, err…7th set of colored pens haha), a red akatsuki cloud cellphone chain from comic alley, and a pint of selecta coffee crumble ice cream (my 2nd…

but why can’t i quit right now? pera pera lang yan e. i can’t quit because my savings are down and i’m out of revolving funds. it sucks because i never really thought of saving because i was so secured with my job. i didn’t expect it will come to this. with me dreading every…

testing the strength of smart bro and globe tattoo here in my room. apparently, this place is not good for broadband internet connections. i don’t know if it’s because we have 4 levels altogether or the walls here are too thick the signals can’t pass through (huh?). it’s really the house e. smart is pretty…

oh right. so i’ve finally decided on something. i’m transferring to a different department, that is if i get allowed to, otherwise i’m filing for resignation. i don’t wanna make it look like i’m having such a hard time at the library, cos the truth is (and as i’ve mentioned countless times) the work is…

but i’m out of the hole-full of crabs for now. i’m wandering on the shore with my co-crabs. we’re getting along well, that is, you know, until we get into another hole. haha see what i mean? i thought i was the only one bickering about our job but looks like i have the entire…