so. at least i got a good feel of the auditorium. it was my first time there. and hey, my crush was there. with another girl whom i presume is the one he’s courting (or is already his girlfriend). i couldn’t care less. actually and i was wondering when the killer arrow will strike me dead because i didn’t feel jealous or something. for one thing, i already know what’s happening between them and pretty much i’m just playing the role of an imaginary third party.
damn. my upper lip is swollen. >.< so what's driving me? ah, you ask. i've found a new yaoi pairing in Death Note and obviously it's LxRaito. i'm reading a fic right now. hmm. i miss my friends. i want to transfer to diliman, badly, but seeing that i am too dumb to garner an average of 2.50, i guess i’m stuck in los banos… for life. i’m not afraid of repeating chem16 because if there’s no opening of chem17 this summer and 1st sem then i’ll still see my previous classmates in the next class. well, there’s a chance, yes… but what a shame. what a shame talaga. waaaaaaah!!! i need to study chem!!!