A very personal blog

two negatives equals positive

allow me to hop around, jump around and skip around in joy because this has been one of the happiest days of my life ever since i’ve been receiving a lot of rejection notices from a lot of universities.

yeeheeeeeeeyyyyy!yiiihhaaaaaaaa!!yaahaaahooooO!bibidibabidibbbboooooooyyaaaaaa!!!wooooooooowwwwwwwwwwiiiiiiiieeeeeee!!!yeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrzzzz!!!!yeyeyeyeyeyeayayayayayayayayayayayayayayay!!!!!!buwahahahahahahaahhaahaagagagagahahah!!!!!!!!yippeeeeeeyipeeeee!!!!! haaaaappppyyyyyyhaaappppppyyyjooooooooyyyy!!!!! jooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooyyyyy!

whew! that’s one way of saying, “SA WAKAS MAY SCHOOL NA KOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!”

i’ve been waiting for the 16th of august ever since the 3rd. yesterday i checked my blood pressure and it reached 120/90 which means i’m too nervous to even blog. and as a result i cleaned our bathroom. something i don’t usually do but because i’m high blooded and i don’t want an eight legged freak disturbing my bathroom rituals, i cleaned. seriously, there are giant spiders ocassionaly visiting our bathroom and it’s not nice even though they look super exotic with their skinny legs and tiger like complexion. i’m not scaring you, i’m scaring myself.

back to the title. i dreamed last night that i won’t pass. when i woke up, ate theresa told be that she had a similar dream. but you see, i passed!!! i passed!!! after a long list of failures a record breaking pass saved my life!!

i’ll be in UP los banos and i’ll be taking up chemical eng’g. which means i have to lay down for a while my dream of becoming a businesswoman and focus on my new course.
unless i shift.

you see, yesterday i was thinking of college life in FEU. it was super nice. i’m near our neighborhood, i’ll drive my own car and i wouldn’t be facing too much pressure. i can find a lot of time to sell gano chocolates and avon cosmetics and perhaps i’ll sell in sara lee and natasha too. imagine the money. and my goal then would be to create a smashing business proposal and be FEU’s delegate to the annual business fair in Harvard. two years ago their delegate won first place, beat that. sounds grrreeeeaaattt! i was too excited to go to FEU and i just realized that yesterday. but now…

i cleaned my nails, which is something that – again – i don’t usually do because they’re too short and don’t deserve a nice little push and polish. but i cleaned them so that seeing them nice and pinkish will stop me from biting them. it’s time to get out of my nasty habit.