i want to drink. seriously. i miss the feeling of getting dizzy and drunk and just being crazy with my friends. i miss being light-headed cos recently i’ve just entered a state of paranoia regarding my crush. don’t i always? but it’s weirder this time. no, it’s the same. the same delusions. the same hurt.…

perfect health. that’s all i need right now. i could trade everything for it. i hate getting sick! i used to be really healthy! that was before i spent an entire summer at a newly painted dormitory 3 years back. i must’ve inhaled all the paint gas and had toxic deposits in my lungs. since…

i feel like people are overestimating my problems. HAHA sorry naman if my biggest problem right now is my CRUSH. did that disappoint you? am i not entitled to worry about such a trivial thing? did it strike you as you as odd that i’m worrying about something that you wouldn’t think worried me in…

WAAAAAHHH!!!!!! @_@ i’m getting stressed over design jobs. i suck so much at photoshop >_< currently toiling over editing my proposed play poster design, because it looked like a horror movie poster. @_@ when it’s actually comedy.  grabe talaga, every time i think about it, napapa WAAAAAAHHH ako literaaaallll!!!! parang whaaaat, everything from the start…

it’s kinda random right under the cut. you can opt not to read of course.and i thought i was being valued for what i can offer, but it turns out i MAY be not, after all. MAY — because i’m not sure. i wanna think i’m talented enough and i wanna get it from people…