sometimes i’m thinking if all of this was worth it. if my choice was right. that in exchange of a better sounding company and a 5 thousand salary difference, i’m facing a lot of hassles in life, stress and my kryptonite — java. i’m thinking if the experience will be worth all the hardships, the…

no not the movie, just yknow, something i think i’m kindof touring right now. so you see, i can live with the haggard commute home, standing on the bus from ayala to guadalupe at the least (megamall at worst), the seemingly endless walks, and the muscle pain, EVERYDAY. yes, i can totally live with that.…

i’m actually pretty scared to start working, mainly because i just realized how dynamic and fast-paced Smart is. i dunno if i could handle the workload, the technology shifts every now and then, and the travel. took me 2 hours to get home because of heavy traffic. >XS plus i’m like so nega about getting…

or girls for that matter… // signed 2 contracts today! the first one was for REX, it’s for the yearbook. the committee just signed for 120 copies so yeah. i really hope this pushes through. just a few more numbers to reach. hay Lord, help. // the other contract was for smart. yey finally i’m…

Thursday, May 24// i did say i was supposed to get my NBI clearance then go to makati and blah. and i did! i woke up soooo early that day, like 4am! haha i arrived at ever around 5 and i’m already the 25th in the line. it was a freaking looong wait. from 5am…