but you know it gets really frustrating at times. i feel like i’m lagging too far behind my generation now. whenever my friends talk about it, i just keep wondering to myself. what do i lack to merit some sort of admiration? then i end up not caring, since i wouldn’t be able to do…

grrr. i should remind myself not to put too much effort on design if i’m working under time pressure lest my code gets really messed up. our php midterms awhile ago was… ewan… fail? i’m pretty sure i’ll fail that part. maaaan, that was an exam! and i left my usb, which sucked big time…