the truth has never hurt me this bad. i feel pissed because this is where our friendship starts to wear off. it’s hard to bring back the old times. it’s hard to fake it all. even for the sake of preserving our friendship. i feel disappointed that i was misjudged, misunderstood and betrayed by the…

i want to drink. seriously. i miss the feeling of getting dizzy and drunk and just being crazy with my friends. i miss being light-headed cos recently i’ve just entered a state of paranoia regarding my crush. don’t i always? but it’s weirder this time. no, it’s the same. the same delusions. the same hurt.…

perfect health. that’s all i need right now. i could trade everything for it. i hate getting sick! i used to be really healthy! that was before i spent an entire summer at a newly painted dormitory 3 years back. i must’ve inhaled all the paint gas and had toxic deposits in my lungs. since…

i feel like people are overestimating my problems. HAHA sorry naman if my biggest problem right now is my CRUSH. did that disappoint you? am i not entitled to worry about such a trivial thing? did it strike you as you as odd that i’m worrying about something that you wouldn’t think worried me in…

WAAAAAHHH!!!!!! @_@ i’m getting stressed over design jobs. i suck so much at photoshop >_< currently toiling over editing my proposed play poster design, because it looked like a horror movie poster. @_@ when it’s actually comedy.  grabe talaga, every time i think about it, napapa WAAAAAAHHH ako literaaaallll!!!! parang whaaaat, everything from the start…

it’s kinda random right under the cut. you can opt not to read of course.and i thought i was being valued for what i can offer, but it turns out i MAY be not, after all. MAY — because i’m not sure. i wanna think i’m talented enough and i wanna get it from people…