there is at least one person who hates me now. but i’m not entirely sure because if he/she’s smart enough, he’ll soon realize that his/her hate is only short-lived because i am not usually a hate-able (??) person. i’m oftentimes too shy and moral to ever have the power to brew some negative vibes within…

but dady says we’re gonna buy a laptop tomorrow. i don’t know. i don’t feel excited about it. because i know, I KNOW, for a fact that my sister was the one who DEMANDED on it. it’s not like my parents are doing it out of freewill. they’re doing it to save a day full…

well i always thought this semester will end rocketing downwards in a blur, but human nature pushes me to find things that will make me happy despite its trivialities. i know, i don’t have a love life. i don’t have a crush. i don’t have someone to swoon over in my dreams and pursue with…

this has just been one of the most unproductive mondays of my life. well, i planned on studying but i’m not even a quarter halfway. and on the other note, i’m still struggling to draw two nerds on a boxing arena for a teaser assignment. anyway, i’m not sure why i felt depressed (again) awhile…

have you ever felt so bored? so uninterested and indifferent? like nothing interesting is happening? none of your endless encounters with people stir something weird in you? i don’t like this feeling. i feel dead. i feel like what’s occupying me right now is not worth it because it doesn’t give me a sense of…

there’s not much difference after all. multiply sites still load at snail’s pace, my gmail account won’t update in a flash and games! games! slow parin. >__>; july’s 18th birthday celebration (july 5): – july, i thought you were just boyish but straight. i confirmed that from you and you said no, no, no, i’m…