A very personal blog

hopeless

i feel so frakking hopeless! >X’O i was literally in tears bawling about the probability of what i could possibly lose by taking this much load. Lord, help me. >XO i feel depressed and shaken and crap and blah but i don’t wanna let go of anything. like srsly. arg. socncul and that friggin thesis!

hay Lord. thank you. God bless us tomorrow and the following days to come!