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Thursday, June 30, 2011

Sunday, June 26, 2011

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// i thought i'd be able to change my layout tonight but looks like it has to wait! antok na ko! i was editing the icon website yesterday and realized how easy it is to configure your layout using just blogger's premade templates. it's damn easier i kinda regret not utilizing that feature earlier cos thought it wasn't that customizeable. HAHA when you're a (frustrated artist) you always want to do things your way. using someone else's layout as mannequin for my design felt like a stab to my originality. after all, i can code. anyhow, it's a matter of ego. right now, i'm moving out of layouting by scratch cos it bums me like hell and saps all the fats in my skull. i thank blogger for making life easier for me. >:)

// ayon, for now let's all wallow in the apparent pinkness of this page.

// today was cool! finally sold my MS28 to some guy online. i thank God cos of the three times i met with a stranger to sell stuff, nothing bad happened (to me or to the gadget at least). bwaha it isn't much, just enough for a small CD-R King splurge, i was even reluctant on spending the moolah cos his payment includes a new-edition 1k bill. the pretty blue bill with the tubataha reef and a cool pearl on a shell or something. it's my favorite bill, for obvious reasons. LOL

// hey i saw this owl at sky garden, SM North awhile ago. >:D


it's soooo smashing beautiful, a fully grown up version of Ron's Pigwidgeon! >XD

// yah sabi ko nga inaantok na ko. kinakabahan ako sa grades ko seryoso. i can feel they're gonna plummet to hell... o sige para hindi masyadong pahumble, to earth. ampotek. stratosphere na nga lang. shemay sorry talaga. hahahaha.

Saturday, June 25, 2011

Day 23 - Pictures of 5 famous guys you find attractive

it's hard to pick to just 5! >XD
anyway, in no particular order.

1. Chuck Bartowski
i put Chuck  instead of his real name, Zachary Levi, because it's his character that i came to adore more than the actor himself LOL.


2. Chad Michael Murray
for being Lucas on One Tree Hill. he has the most mesmerizing eyes grabeee ♥

3. Harry Potter
not Daniel Radcliffe, and specifically Harry Potter from the 3rd installment (Prizoner of Azkaban) because it's his last totoy look. On the fourth installment, he already hit puberty and became more manly. Eh wala lang, I prefer this look.


4. Ryan Agoncillo
my forever crush since grade 6, specially when he wears glasses and hosts Y Speak.

5. Usui Takumi
my ideal guy aka someone who most probably doesn't exist in real life. but still my ideal anime guy.

it's joketime >:)

detective mode!

19 - odesk
20 - notes
30 - notes
18 - joketime
25 - school
2 - bf
3 - wala lang
4 - wala lang
 31 - greg
1 - greg
10 - bf
11- mystery man
12 - wala lang
14 - kwento
15 - wala lang
16 - mystery man
17- kwento
18 - wala lang
19 - mystery man
21 - mystery man confirmed
22 - wala lang
23 - name drop
24 - bf

ako pa tanga? pano ba yan alam ko na. kung pumasada ka naman kasi ang obvious.
nyek.

Ken Out Source Free Job: The Final Verdict

IT'S SCAM.

Sorry, this is a pretty late update! Anyway, if you land on this page, don't go seeking for any more answers, don't go looking for people who could have been paid, they don't exist. The hope of getting paid in this kind of job is slim to none, or none at all.

Here are my previous entries about Ken Out Source, it might help you:

Ken Out Source Free Job: Scam or What?
So there you go guys, don't waste your time on this like I did. >;)

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

what the fork, mehn.

apparently, i think the gravity of the things i'm supposed to be responsible for for this year has sunk in too deep for my nervous system to handle. everyday it stresses me out. like, i dunno. i'm trying to identify with my stressed self. sometimes i think it's an overstatement to call myself stressed, after all, i still eat (though honestly, the daily jitters are affecting my appetite. which is good >;D), i can still joke and laugh heartily [1], and i still sleep for at least 6 hours a day.

it's guilt tripping having to go home and do nothing but watch anime and play games AND BLOG. at the back of my mind i think i have no right to be spending my time leisurely because of all these. then again. who cares? as long as i deliver. which leads me to my biggest dilemmas:

will i be able to deliver well?
will my grades drop?
will my leadership suck?
will i get bald patches on my head for being too negative?

i tend to lose inspiration easily. damn easily. i'm not confident in the things i do. will this mass of duties drag my performance to mediocrity? i've been worrying myself too much ever since ICON got into my 'area of responsibility'. my only source of strength and inspiration for this is my co-officers.

i think i'm not getting any sleep tonight.
i have no right to sleep tonight.
fork the (grading) system.

[1] - laughter is medicine! if i counter this stress by being happy, it lowers the risk of getting bald patches on my head (not that it ever happened to me yet). seriously!!! i don't like being stressed cos aside from losing hair, it promotes the production of toxins in my body. ugh.