luis?

last last night i dreamt that i was part of a santa cruzan and my escort was my gradeschool classmate. e wala lang, naalala ko lang cos i woke up laughing so hard at that dream kasi.. bat nga ba... ah kasi when were walking na, he held my hand and it felt awkward so i just hooked my arm on his and we started walking blah blah blah, then we noticed the people we're following were gone na, so we ran, and we were laughing along the way. the place reminded me of BF homes and... o yun lang naman. i wonder why i dream of people i hardly care about right now. luis is a cool guy, we used to hang out at the library and read encyclopedias. LOL i also think he's in the states now. hehehe

btw, i dreamt of JM bwahahaha. i don't remember the dream all i remember is him wearing an orange shirt and making funny faces. my bestfriend was also there. hey, that's the first time i dreamt of JM hohoho bongga. >:)

TAG you're IT

TAG is probably the coolest MLM company i've ever encountered.
MLM stands for multi-level marketing, in other terms, networking. LOL ok, i did kinda get tricked again, but i knew it was coming. i knew first hand i was coming to yet another networking orientation that guarantees income. but i was curious, and i was planning to go to the mall after so i didn't mind. hehehe


then i found out about the privileges and it was fucking exciting! well, you can check out their website, http://www.mytagasia.com for more info. anyway, the privileges include access to many different bars across metro manila (or wherever you are) for FREE. yes meeehn, that includes encore, guilly's, manor, dolce... and many many more. it also offers discounts to hundreds of establishments aaaaall over! it's a lifestyle privilege membership i wouldn't wanna miss, even though i'm not a gimikera and i'm not a fan of night life. what got me really excited was their so called BOB or Birthday Open Bar, wherein you can celebrate your birthday for FREE and invite 15 people for FREE, at a BAR OF YOUR CHOICE. whew. that's a freakin hot offer, really. >8D hahaha but there's a 8,990 pesos membership fee. roight. there's the glitch.

if i had the money right now, i'd probably join. i want to join but for a student like me, it's impractical. maybe when i'm already working. hehehe but i really want iiiiit!!!! >:D >:D

break

lol i thought i already quit summer job hunting but i just responded to a job offer. brian, tara ulit. baka sakaling dizizit na talaga hahahaha.

this day, i did the laundry, ironed the clothes, and DID TERAI'S CHARGE SLIPS. you see, it's a very simple task that she does everyday at home, she lists down charge slip details of metrobank users who participated in their promo blah blah blah. it's easy but it's A HELL LOOOOOOOOT. i was like,

"terai, you're doing all those??" pointing to the stack of charge slips beside her...
"yeah."
"ok, lemme help."

and that's how i ended up having such a sore back and pasmado hands. grabe and dami dami daming sinusulat mehn. i'm grateful though, cos she buys me ice cream and treats me to oi! sisig. hehehehe BUT STILL, i want something that actually pays. hahaha

i don't mind having a lot to do as long as i'm being compensated for it.

i really really wanna go to LB asap cos july needs me daw. aaaaw, i wanna be there for her and i also wanna see batch equilibria. haaaaynako. problem is, kacheeeeeng $$$$$$$$. where are yoooouuu???

k, back to worrrrk.

yeah right

i used to believe that love is a major friendship breaker and that if you don't want to lose the closeness you once had with someone, never ever fall in love with him/her. that's what it says in tumblr lol. i believed that, for quite a while... err ever since i stepped into a situation where i fell in love with a really close friend. i was never the risky type of girl, specially when it comes to love. i tend to save too much of my pride so i end up veering away from situations that would eventually humiliate me and my feelings. but that was before. now, i couldn't imagine myself falling in love with just someone who isn't a close friend. that's where it starts anyway duuuuh.

and i also believe that people share the same sentiments towards this, they wouldn't settle with someone who isn't a close friend at least. i mean, it's just that sometimes, couples are brewing the closeness on the bf/gf stage so it may seem like they're barely friends when they got into a relationship. there isn't true love in there. but when it progresses, they learn to become friends, then close friends, then eventually learn to love each other.

the same thing goes for those who want to become friends first before catering to their raging hormones. they become close friends then get into a relationship and yada yada yada. what's cool with this type is that we're pretty sure they're both in love with each other when they decide to be bf/gf. roight.

i used to (well, until now) worry a lot when someone says he likes me... specially if it's a friend. yes, i need psychiatric help to explain this but i know it's commonplace. anyway, it becomes really awkward and kinda avoid being with em until i'm sure they don't like me anymore hahaha. and yes, even if i do like the person back i still act strange. and i think i know why. it's because any hint of getting into a relationship scares me. big time bro. biiiig time. not ready, obviously.

here's what i really really really wanna do now, i've given up on summer job hunting now that it's May. i want to just bum around but we're maidless so i have to attend to the whole house while our helper is gone. my back hurts from doing all the laundry and i'm just one heck of a loser when it comes to ironing clothes. i hate ironing grrr. i enjoy cooking but i don't like the part where i have to wake up so early for it. =___=;

yes, back to what i wanna do:

DVDs!!! yeah that's all. and coffee crumble ice cream to match. >:)
Bleach
One Tree Hill
Gossip Girl
One Piece
Glee
The L World (i think i can handle the semi-porn now lol)

BV

bakit ba may mga babae na talagang sadyang nakakainis? kahit walang ginagawa sayo. tawag dyan, BV! bad vibes mehn. bad vibes. yung sobrang pacute at masyadong overbearing, not to mention malandi. fuuuuck those girls. ay mali, edi natuwa pa sila kung ganun nga. ano na lang, DIIIIEEEE!!!!! okay. nailabas ko na. tapos na ko sa babae.

sa lalaki naman. actually, i don't usually get bad vibes with guys at first sight e kasi malay ko ba hindi naman ako marunong magbasa ng lalake. pero meron talagang nakakainis rin! lalo na yung feelingero amp talaga aaaamp! lamo yuuuuunn??? pag di mo matitigan, feeling nya crush mo na. pag tingin ka naman ng tingin, aba crush mo parin?!?! ang haba lang naman ng hair mo pre! eto pa nakakainis, bakit may mga lalaking hindi mapakali pag may babaeng (feeling nila) maganda sa paligid? e wala lang. can't trust those guys, reaaaaalllly. -_-;

weirdo talaga tong si B kahit kelan. kung sino sino tinuturo sakin. wth. pero sige sige, pagbigyan. what's wrong with new friends. nakow.

dear chamel, i hope you're not hurt with jejemaster's joke. i swear to God it's not true. joke lang yun talaga. alam kong nasaktan ka, sorry talaga (and i also know you won't be able to read this). pero hindi talaga ako. walang kaming kung-ano. at hindi nya yun gagawin sa pasukan. promise. sorry. -___-;

no regrets!

this morning, brian and i came to convergys for our initial interview. hehe i just came to experience the application process, i wasn't really planning on working there because my parents are both against it. anyway, when i heard that there were no part time slots available and that a shifting schedule would be observed thoroughly, i already knew it wasn't for me. but i continued the process just to know how far i could go.

i passed the initial interview and the series of tests afterwards, and then i was scheduled for a final interview. BUT right before i was called in, i quit already LOL. i talked to the test administrator that i can't show up for the final interview because i can't work with a shifting schedule and a full time job right when i'm also a full time student. yon. so, yuuuuun. i didn't get the job. they put my application under active files in case i want to continue the application process, it'll stay there for a month. hehehe they say the final interview is the second to the last step, before the contract signing. ewan. no regrets. it was nice to know that i am capable of getting a call center job. feels goooood. >:)

but i also know i deserve something better HAHAHA yabang meeeehn.
so for now, i'll focus on studies! and being a SA parin hehehehe.

i'll most probably reapply after two years lOl. TSR sounds coooool.

nice?

finally got an interview schedule at convergys. hello call center... O_O whew. quite scary really. first real job interview. !_! anyway, i was wondering if they'll allow part time contractual employees. SA pay is too small, and i wanna get serious with helping with the household bills. (yeah, and like buy a new cellphone, a digicam and laptop LOL)

i fucking hate meralco right now cos our usual 4k monthly bill jumped to 8k!!!! and the consumption graph didn't even double in height. grrrr...

right, back to work issues. it's actually win-win. if i get a job at the call center, i'll try it out for the next 3 to 6 months, if i can handle it without losing my scholarship... i'll push through. otherwise, i'll continue working as a SA. sounds cool.

pero you know what, i kinda don't want to leave being an SA because of JM. LOOOOOOL!!! attached much? AS IIIIIFFFF!!!!

brian tatawagan ka rin nyan promiiiiiseee!!!!!