this is so uncool

5 pages in FILIPINO made my nose frakking bleeeeed.  i just finished 3 chapters of our term paper in Filipino. wtf, such a hassle. i'm sleeeeeeepy.

btw. does it happen to you? that your dreams come true? literally! there are a lot of times when something happens and it feels too familiar like a dejavu, and then i'd realized that i've dreamt of it that's why it's freakily weird when it happened. it happened twice this day, when i was talking to jen at the cr at school. and when i read umpe's text message. there are many more from before, but i couldn't remember...

anyway. sometimes i try getting ahead of it. like when i realized the dream-coming-true too early, i try to predict what's gonna happen next based on what i can recall from my dream. unfortunately, i've never had a successful attempt. the situation changes once i try to get hold of it.

anyway i feel groggy. i don't understand what i've just written.

good morning. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

!@#$%^&*()

aynako! excited ako gawin yung VB project namin yun pala, may kelangan unahin! FILIPINO! grrrrr
i have every right to stay up aaaaaall night kasi babawi ako sa tulog tomorrow afternoon, unless my friends come over for our other projects haaaaay. ewan.

wow. he's talking to me na! when will i ever get over the pettiest things? @_@

BESTFRIEND! miss na kita! may kasalanan ako sayo! >:(((((((

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forgive me, for i am going to sound like Rebecca Bloomwood right under the cut. >:(

i stepped out of the coffee shop pretty pleased with myself after downloading 3 OSTs of Bleach, getting lots of sources for my two term papers, and overdosing on caffeine and cookies! then you know, i came down and checked TBS, i wanted to buy another bottle of white musk, it's just that it's too expensive for me right now. but guess what? THEY'RE ON SALE!!! i never realized it until the sales lady came to me and said that the perfume i'm holding is on BUY 1 TAKE 1. @_@ it's probably the happiest moment of my shopping life, seeing my most wanted vanity item ON SALE and best of all, on a buy 1 take 1 promo. i mean, what the shrek? are they phasing it out soon? my mistake though, was that i got myself lured into buying another item, a lip and cheek tint. i don't even know why, but it's also on sale. it's usually 800, now it's 500. i can't believe it, so i bought it. i don't know how, but the sales lady led me to the vanity station and tried the item on my face. i thought i looked good with that freakin tint on. and so i took it. they're evil, you know, their mirrors make you look better than you were if you looked in your bathroom and they put their best conditioned items as testers. haaay. and with one swipe, i lost my entire half-month salary. Lord, what's up with me? i don't think i'm that vain. and i'm not an impulsive buyer too. i don't really buy when i see it, i buy when i need it. i mean, i'm running low on these items. i'm so in a valid mood to purchase, it's just that both of them ran out at the same time, so that's double the cost. it's not like i didn't plan it. naman, defensive.

haha! and i'm entitled 50 pesos rebate because of that purchase. LOL big deal?

on coffee high

feasting on cookies and mochachillo. i did tell you i'm going to research right? i'm done! halfway! bwahaha but i was kinda distracted with these make money online ads i've accross while browsing. so i'm trying ClixSense and NeoBux. basically, they pay users for clicking sponsored ads. >:) sounds cool. hahaha ano ba. i've always wanted to make money online, i'm just not properly mentored. hahaha

my gusto akong bilhin asdfghjhgfdsa. @_@

ETA: i was curious about justin beiber so i searched him up on youtube. my god, he looks disturbingly lesbian, and he sounds too female. aaron carter wasn't like that, and sam concepcion too. hehe

can't hear ya!

too much water in my head. @_@ awhile was great! too many kiddos! i remember i wanted to become a sunday school teacher but yadda, yadda, yadda, didn't happen obviously. 

anyway, summer plans? nothing! GYM. driving school for sure?. or some cheap house party with BTS, plus whoever calls. not really up for expensive trips since i'm kinda broke. look, i'll be losing 3 days worth of sweldo because of holy week and my highschool neighbors are done with school so no more free morning rides. haaaay pera. and i only started earning for myself this march cos i dedicated my entire feb money for someone. >:) man, i want a hair relaaaax. @_@ i'm out of perfume too. and blush on LOL.

i hereby declare tomorrow as my research day. i'll probably be at blenz. this makes me guilty cos i'm really just up for the coffee but i freakin need an entire day just for research cos the net here has gone slower than ever! =____=;;

nyarghruhjaghfdaiuhajasdfg!

bakit parang may alam kang hindi ko alam? bakit? anong alam mo? anong sinabi nya sayo? i'm letting go because i don't think i can trust him. i've cried enough! STAPET. i don't even talk about it anymore, but people keep bringing it up. chaka na yan, pwede? >:))))))

everything worth waiting is worth having

but sometimes, it's also worth leaving. people say, whenever you think of giving up, think of the reason/s why you're still holding on. then again, that's only one side of the coin, why not also think of the reason/s why you thought of giving up? surely, it's big enough to consider since it was able to shake your resolve. >:P

// i kinda want to sleep early because i want to do a lot tomorrow, like go to the gym! people say i'm getting fatter @_@ that's what i need summer for!

// fortunately, i didn't see JM this day. maybe God is hiding him from me because i already got too much yesterday. and besides! how will i greet him if we see each other by? HE-HE-HELLOOOO? i spent the rest of my break at the canteen because i knew he'll be at the library at that time, reading the newspaper. not that i'm trying to avoid him, i just don't know how to react... naturally.

// i figured this will be much easier if none of my friends knew. e i want to share my happiness e! bakit ba?!

sige, goooood night! >:D