no wonder

shirt sold by some org in ateneo.

toradora: check!

anime. it's the only thing getting me in touch with my 'younger' side nowadays. my youth is draining off already. i want to feel like a kid.

toradora...?

uhhh, the ending got me in tears! but quite frankly, i didn't understand the whole love-matching conflict. aaaand, i always feel oddly depressed watching scenes where a young couple elopes to get away with their parents and start a life together. just the mere thought of drowning in destitution scares me enough to pick a poor guy as a husband. go get rich first, then we'll see.

it all started when i watched this movie starring angelou de leon and bobby andrews. so angelou is rich and bobby is poor and they fell in love and eloped, they lived in the slums and had to struggle for money, then the girl got sick and died (i guess? but she got sick, right). i mean, you can't immediately go big-time if you elope with your girlfriend, deym that's stupid, unless both of you literally want to build things up from scratch (from a cheaper than cheap shanty). if you're really thinking of saving your relationship you have to prove it right in front of the faithless people who antagonize your romance story.

to elope is the most cowardly option a couple could ever decide on.

anyway, toradora was nice. it was the elopement thing that struck me most, yeah that's why i'm making a fuss out of it.

and now i'll go watch Up then resume watching bleach, i don't care about the missing episodes now, i'll start at 190.

yong pusa! :)

WEH! ANG HABAAAAA! hahaha

// wow naman! the 4th mental smackdown was a success! yehey, congrats AChES! congrats Laguna College!!! hahaha kahit feeling ko hindi na ko dapat considered as member (kasi ganon sa ibang org?), you still honored me as a non-resident member! hahahaha soooo, i'm wondering kung anong magiging status ko when i graduate? i can't possibly be an alumna, but all my batchmates are gonna be one eventually. forever ba kong non-resi? anywaaaaaaaay. haha at least may participation ako, i proctored st. joseph's academy and brought in the last calcu needed. haha

// but the best thing about it is that i was reunited with my batchmates kat and datu! awww grabe super namiss ko ang equilibria! :) isa lang request ko as batch leader narin, umattend kayo! especially next sem dahil eng'g meet na! :) sana makakain tayo minsan, yung hindi ramadan alang alang kay datu! hahaha sa beerday ni kat! yosh!

// after the event, tumuloy ako sa apt nina jayjay. haha met azh and jaimee. ah pati pala si yong, yong pusa. wahaha then it was a night full of fun and video spazzing. 2ne1, big bang, dr. horrible. hahaha ang aadik parin ng mga tao dun! hahahaha thanks so much for accommodating me (again!) jayjay, steffi, mino, ella, azh, jaimee...oks, pati ikaw yong. nakakaaliw na kuting (emo pa kasi all black)! ang tanga pa kasi nya uminom ng gatas. she's supposed to lick it diba? but she dunks her head in it! sige! magpakalunod ka! hahaha ang cute sobra!

// where have you been? ang daming nagtatanong. nakakapagod, not to mention nakakahiya, sagutin. especially to those people na hindi mo talaga nauupdate (at walang balak i-update) katulad ng mga suki kong tindahan haha . i don't want to make it sound like i transferred because i got kicked out or something kasi it's kinda automatic that when someone transferred from UP --- "ah, kickout yan", eh ayoko rin naman pahabain ang storya so... yeah. while walking at raymundo, kuya donat called me out and asked me kung san ako galing at kung lumipat ba ko ng bahay.

suuus! ang haba haba naman neto. wag mo na ituloy. haha


// si kuya donat nga pala yung may ari ng suki kong laminate-an/xerox-an. yeah, my business kasi ako dati na kelangan ng laminator e so naging suki ako dun. he also makes the best buko iced candy in the world. promise! haha :) then the ates from melville (suking carinderia ko pag almusal) also asked me a similar question. chaka bakit daw hindi cornsilog-na-walang-itlog-plus-hot-choco ang order ko. wahaha! nag combo kasi ako e. e yun lang parati kong kinakain dun so nanibago sila. nako ateeee-na-kamuka-ni-princess-punzalan, namiss kita!!!! :(

// si tita ymelda (from may suking compshop - astra!, kasi pangarap kong ma-acquire ang anime series database nila) rin ganun ang tanong. haaaay, laging masama ang motibo[1] ko everytime i go there kaya naman nakaka-guilty magpaka-friendly. [1] - ah kasi kinokopya ko yung mga anime nila sa usb. bawal yun eh, sabi dun. hehe but i figured it out eventually kaya binabalik-balikan ko. 8gigs per visit. haha

// pero ngayon naka 6.something gigs lang ako! i copied the remaining toradora eps na walang subs sa dvd ko. plus 15 eps na love hina. blah blah blah i finally downloaded the entire Lovely Complex OST!!! hahaha utang ko yun sa pagiging-CS ko sa feu-fern. bakit? kasi naka-block yung mga p2p and file sharing sites dun, so..no rapidshare, mediafire, 4shared torrent blah blah blah parang sa skul hahaha eh dun lang ako nkakuha ng link. so chorva chorva chorva. basta nadownload ko. haha masaya na ko. proxy! haha may pakinabang o.

// janges makes the best choco-banana shake and cheeseburger in the world! and because i missed them, and they missed me too... kumain din ako dun! hahaha si kuya rin, makailang beses kinonfirm kung medium shake tlaga ang order ko, e kasi dati forever large ako eh. hahaha at alam na rin ni ate na honey mustard ako forever. well, di naman ako nagbago. hehehe yumyumyum grabe nakaka-crave! @_@

// nakakatuwang isipin na namiss din pala nila ako. :)

// maiba. may namimiss akong tao ngayon!

what the.

and for some reason, parang si boysen21 lang si state u 20 ah!

something for my notebook

uhm, dati pa to e. e i was bored awhile ago so i recopied the black and white original version tapos ayan. kulay lang naman ang ma-effort dyan e, chka ung black background. kasi pinentel pen ko yan lahat! bobo lang kasi wala pala akong black paper. haha oha tapos, inisa-isa ko pa yung mga butas wahaha. ganon ako ka bored.

wheeeew!

eto nanaman kami!!!! kelangan talaga ng matinding career orientation at comprehensive aptitude test netong ate kong maganda. hay!

whatever happens

// i can never genuinely hate my sister. shempre nagiisa yan e. sabi ko kahapon i'll take her out to relax but on the contrary, she took me out instead! oha. sinagot nya lahat! wahahaha! :D dinner! pizza! ice cream! arcade! pati pamasahe hahaha. nakoooo, ganito tlga dapat ang mga bunso eh, spoooooiled! allowance ko pa! game game game! chka, pamasahe papuntang LB! hahahaha! bumabawi lang.

// o tapos sa bus, may mamang lasing. e traffic sa technohub, tanong nya "matagal pa ba tong traffic?" tapos sabi nung kundoktor, "hanggang templo pa to" tapos sabi nya, "bababa na ko! naiihi ako eh!" so bumaba si kuya para umihi. tapos nung nasa central na kami, umakyat ulit sya ng bus! "ayan! tapos na ko! hinanap ko pa to ah!" laughtrip!

// tapos biglang nag-ring phone ko. pagtingin ko, muntik na kong atakihin. di ko alam kung miscall, accidenteng miscall, o miscall lang tlga. e ang tagal. edi sinagot ko. wala naman pala e, nagttanong lang kung ppunta ako bukas. e hindi. so, goodbye. ibang tao pa nga yta yun eh, di nya kaboses e...nakitawag lang. haynako! oks na rin yun. feeling ko rin naman, kung kausap ko sya ma-uutal lang ako sa kaba. !@#$%^&*()

// new-found cousin!!! exciting lang! hahaha ang laki lang talaga ng pakinabang ng facebook no? kaso sana hindi pinamimigay ni kuya yung number ko e. hmph.

// amoy peppermint yung sleepasil! and it's purely herbal so oks lang, no addictive factor. di na nga ako bbili ulit e. haha 12 pesos is 12 pesos. lol

do not let schooling interfere your education

sleepasil! yeah. let's see if it works, 30 minutes before bedtime daw soooo... malay.

i'm semi-pissed off with my sister. i want her to grow up because it's becoming a burden looking after her. she stressed all of us again this day. there are times i want to badly reprimand her for being so unstable, indecisive and impractical. tomorrow my parents are off to fontana, i wanted to come (and v.v.) but they said i have to stay for my sister. stay for what? for a whole night of whinning? what the hell am i? my sister's keeper?

i envy her so much cos she's already there, at the 'real world' and she's bailing out already.

understand that real education starts when you get out of school. what theories you learn in school must be translated into practical thinking once you're out. we are forever students, yeah, but once we culminate from college, we become immediate transferees of the university of life.

i am never in the right position to talk about life and shit because i haven't achieved anything yet but it strongly infuriates me how i can't see what she should have learned from the university everyone's so fucking proud of.

i wish i had enough sense and wisdom to tell her the best thing to do but all i can do right now is shut up because i haven't calmed my nerves yet. so tomorrow, as promised, i'll take her out. ice cream! pizza! yehey!

whew. sleepasil makes a good sedative. i can feel it working now.

good night!