city of angels

i cried big time last night after watching it at qtv. sorry naman, i'm not really fond of movies. hehehe :( such a tear-jerker, why does maggie have to die when seth just gave up his pevious life to be with her? grabe. unfair ba? unfaaair!! oooh, so that's where the famous scene with a bicycling meg ryan came about. hmmm, it doesn't pay off to be so outdated with what's in... before. nyahaha

i'm leaving in, hmm, 2 hours! hehe, haaay why do have to meet for a presentation? hum2 pa? sorry talaga, i'm not used to practicing fo pesentations eh. that's so gradeschool. haha, i miss hum1 tuloy, wala lang puro impromptu, di kailangan magmeet total... matatanda na kami lahat. keri na yun. pero sige, bear with it, bear with it, i'm the oldest in our group. what i can i do? i don't even want to take charge, so bahala ka na aiza. haha haynaaaaku.

oh by the waaaay!

after finishing Ouran Highschool Host Club, Lovely Complex na ko ngayon! hehehe :)
mejo sad nga ako e, kasi wala kaming dvd burner and i badly want to save my video files separately kasi nanganganib ang memory ng computer na ito. hmmm, nanghihinayang ako sa mga cd-r na binili ko. they're not enough!!!

magpapaburn na lang ako. hmmmph. >___>;

not enough sense

i was reviewing my notes awhile ago, take note: it's my first time to actually get my ass with reviewing over the weekend. that's not me, usually, but i'm breaking some bad habits here so you ought to be happy for me. hehe

church went well, i can't say i'm a wholly spiritual person because i'm still subject to dozing off during homilies, but i appreciate it that i get to pick up useful words of wisdom everytime i step in the room. it makes me more, hehe, wise? ewan. siguro ganun.

everytime we walk to the auditorium, we pass by the sunday school room. they have transparent walls so i can see what's happening from outside. damn it, i miss sunday school. i missed being a kid, being with my church mates, i miss teacher Flor whom i got really close to back then, i miss my classmates... who are now handling the kids. everytime we pass by that room, i feel regretful that i didn't pursue being a sunday school teacher just because i went on year long hiatus from that church. huhu, if only i attended class regularly, i could've grown up to be one of the teachers there now. hay. pangarap ko yun eh.

anyway. maiba naman

so eto. i'm came across a friend's blog awhile ago. crush ko yun dati eh. and when i read his blog, ayun, crush ko na ulit sya. lol pero the chances are slim na we'll close, as in. haha he has his own circle which isn't exactly unpenetrable (in?un?heh) but really, there are slim to no chances at all. i admire him for his sense. that's where it all (well, most of it) went. you know i think i can talk to him seriously.

so may trend talaga, yung mga nagiging major crush ko... mga sensisble people. kahit na pinipilit kong magconform sa ideal crush type ng buong mundo, in the end i still fall for the different kind. fall in crush lang naman eh. haha :\

a date with my mom :)

my charger broke so i asked ate theresa to buy me a new one, but it also won't work so i decided to have it fixed at fcm. i thought the battery is the one at fault but it turned out the new charger is the defected one. so i bought a new one instead of returning the defected item back because a) it was bought at a different place and b) i need to recharge asap.

haaay pera.

actually, my mom came with me. before i came to fcm, she left with my dad then not a few minutes later they're already back. looks like their plan didn't push through, but from what i perceived they had a quarrel. i was about to leave already when mommy asked me if she could come with me. i said no problem, i knew she needed some time out after God knows what they argued about. i kinda took pity on it and took her with me, dad knows i'm leaving but not with her. i didn't really tell him i took her out. hahaha i want him to look all over the house and panic. bwaha

so we went to fcm... then when my problem is settled and we have nothing else to do, i said maybe we could just go to the mall to chill. honestly, this isn't part of my plan but i want to make her happy this day, who knows what's bothering her? (anyway, she's not all sad about the quarell, it's nothing actually. seriously) so we went to the mall to chill, hehe, we just commuted! hehe i was somewhat hesistant to take her out to commute because well, she's my mom, she hardly commutes nowadays (well, ever since we got a car), i'm afraid the heat and the pollution will hassle her big time but i was wrong. hehehe :) we were happy! i was happy about it. totally happy that i was able to take my mom out to mall and pay for, for... the fare! hehehe it's a date! it's a date! and how much did i shell out this day? 1000 pesos omaygaaaad... kasi i bought a gift for july and a gc for kuya noreens, the charger, a box of cereals and paid for a debit card appplication. haay

i'll probably get serious saving money, even with the unnecessary deprivations.
i'm all hyped up for my debit card! weeeee :)

thanks anne for introducing express cash to me hehehe :)

meron pa

this is what happened yesterday, hehe.
sa kagustuhan namin ni terai na makatipid sa pamasahe sa bus, we were convinced na sumabay sa car ng daddy ng friend ni anne papuntang sta. rosa. o diba ang layo? but the thing is, free naman until sta rosa so we took the van from there na 65 pesos lang to cubao. ayos diba... if you compute it, naka-save kami ng around 40 pesos plus traffic! ang bilis ng byahe. bwahaha :) at nakilala ko pa si eirrol na friend din pala nina alya, patti and ace (hs schoolmates) at POSIBLENG naging roomate nung crush ko dati sa newdorm. haha, bat ganun diba. small world. batchmate pa sha ni terai sa upjes. hehehe.

ok, yun lang. :)
thanks for the ride, sobra! hehehe

in memory of my excessive posting days

more entries per day = more gibberish.

diba? but now that i blog less (but still regularly), i'm slightly deviating from the self claimed title of this blog. not that i write with sense you know, which is hardly ever the case, but at least in a span of time i wasn't able to blog, my entries became more a of a gist than an overly exagerrated stupid teenage account. mas, err, condensed and less-detailed and wala lang... :) at least i don't go overboard offering my whole life on a platter.

wala naman akon stalker so ok lang. hahaha (or so i thought... hmmm) mag-post kaya ako ng suspicious IP addresses? hahaha joke lang, give me more traffic!! and more comments! and more link-exes! hahaha magpakilala naman kayo. it doesn't help to know which province you came from (because, I KNOW. bwahahaha). hello, let's be friends. mabait ako, pramis. :P

na-realize ko. masakit palang matawag na GEEK. but they're my favorite stereotype! i love geeks/nerds/dorks but to be actually classified as one and be treated with utmost disgust (which i deem is bewilderment in disguise. ayaw pa aminin mga shunga.) is just, heart shattering. hahaha

isa pa. yesterday, i realized something after deleting the Ouran series (4 gigs) from my media device, to make way for a brewing obsession with Lovely Complex (3 gigs). YOU CAN'T KEEP EVERYTHING. KA's right, i got the thought from her blog and was struck by the reality of it. you can never have enough storage space for your favorite files. you'll always have to dispose something one way or another to give space for something more urgent. see? i've consumed the whole 8gigs memory of my player by saving Ouran and now i need another gigabyte full of storage for a new series.

wow life. :)

gusto ko na ng laptop. :P
and a smashing portable harddrive not less than a hundred gigs.

not really.

stupid title. can't think of any. i'm really making good progress averting myself from consuming the world wide web on an unreasonable count. it's only the first time i saw the net since this weekend... and it's already thursday. hehehe nice diba?

oh anyway. i came online to download our physics handout (and of course do my downloading and copying). thank goodness it's already out in its complete form! hehehe 66 pages of junk, woooh i can't do with just that. i need to work hard!!! it's not easy you know, i actually thought it's simpler than its prerequisite subject but i guess they're just the same, though i'm more interested with what's now because... because... it's electronics? siguro. ewan. freak.

okokok. soooo...

monday, 23rd: no classes yet. still at home. got sick. was badly reprimanded by my mom. took medicine and stuff. hopefully... yeah.

tuesday, 24th: my uncle drove us to elbi with my mom. came in to deliver the beds (folding beeeds with foams. they're kinda nice and comfy), chairs, a stool and more stuff. still sick but i came to school because i can't afford not to. not when i'm trying to build a better acad life. haha, sige maniwala ka.

wednesday, 25th: feeling better... because of the bed. :P i have tonsilitis and i still drank cold drinks, sweets... grabe. i hate myself. minsan.

and now: wala, pagod. i just finished doing my immediate homeworks (oooops! ngayon ko lang naalala, may homework pala akong di pa nagagawa. haynaku.)

so yun. gagawin ko na muna...
shempre after magdownload. haha

piano mode

sabi ko na nga ba may future ako sa electronics eh. hehehe i fixed the pedal! yaaahooo! hehe, now i can use the organ again. hehe, namiss ko sya! :) i stopped playing kasi sira nga yung pedal and ang arte ko, i want the grand piano tune to be sustained all the time. after all, i'm playing classic pieces so i need a pedal. hehehe

grabe voldy (that's the name of my casio organ), it's been a while. hehehe. so how did it get fixed? actually, binuksan ko yung mismong pedal, buti na lang di sya mahigpit. hindi ko alam kung anong concept ang na-utilize ko at gumana sya basta i just aligned some wires and the spring tapos tenen! gumana! hahaha

parang yung charger ko lang dati na ayaw gumana... pina-ayos ko pa yun a... sa isang locksmith-slash-sapatero-na-may-background-sa-electronics, well... after finding out the source of the problem (broken coils), edi inayos nya..pero wa epek. so dahil dyan... ako na ang nag-ayos. inulit ko sya... and pinagpapawisang kinabit ang mga wires habang nakasaksak sa outlet... i need to feel the current kasi para makasiguro na tama yung pagkaka-kabit ko. and tentenenen! naayos ko naman sya... temporarily nga lang kasi bumili na lang ako ng bagong charger. hehehehe

ok so far, i'm printing music sheets...
Lullaby and Lost Memory from the OST of My Sassy Girl.

hehe, actually nakapa ko na yung intro ng Lost Memory pero i guess it's better to have the original score parin hehehe. :) excited na ko. hindi pa ko nakakabuo ng isang piesa since Grande Valse Brilliante (chopin). haha, i need tiiiime. :) :) :)

here's where you can get Asian OST sheet music for free
Soda Sheet Music

yeeeey. :)

natutuwa ako, when i opened the piano seat (kasi may compartment yun), naka-tatlong clear book na pala ako na puro piano pieces. well, hindi ko sila lahat naaral. tamad ako eh. nakakapagod din magbasa ng nota. >____>;

sige sige, piano mode muna ko! ehehehe
tamang tama, may bagyo.
labo.