nothing drives me T__T;

our physics3 lecture exam was (yet again) moved! yaaay!!! on the dull side though, the lab exam pushed through, without me getting even a bit of study. fuck. how can i be so negligent of my academic standing?? i've never been this irresponsible before! i bet i will flunk all of my 1st exams. and trying to console myself with thinking that i could just study harder (or just plain STUDY) for the next exams is not good enough.

i want to to change this layout already.

there's something wrong with me. i've changed. i'm not studying a lot like i used to. either way, i stay mediocre. nothing much, nothing less. but apparently, with the way things are going... the 'nothing less' is getting more weight in the scale of mediocrity so now i could partially consider myself an idiot for letting the scale be disturbed with my inner struggles.

the thing is, i'm not inspired/motivated enough to open my textbooks and read what those extraterrestrial beings theorized about centuries ago. I'M NOT DRIVEN! i miss Sir Chester Dabalos! i need an intructor who could bring out the passion in me!!! ok, so i'm not passionate enough on this craft. case in point made.

Lord,
Help me.

slovak: nezmyzel

i believe i still have to fill up a lot of empty gaps i left hanging for the last 3 weeks. you know, it was both fun and exhausting. i experienced a lot of things, learned a lot of values and cleared a lot of misconceptions about life. but it doesn't end there... actually, it's only the beginning (cliche i know). and i'm thrilled to break through that blasted wall that partially kept me from the reality that i'm not alone.

note: i'm not requiring you to understand the underlying message of this entry because personally, i would classify this under crap. this is pure randomness and it is my intention to confuse you with my nonsense allegories. o diba? kahit ako nalalabuan kaya magtiis ka muna...

hahaha. what do you think is the point of this nonsense entry? nothing. exactly. i just want to write something random and un-understandable (go figure). i just want to let go of this unhealthy flux of words because it doesn't make sense to keep it within my deflating brain sacs.

i'm not really particular with making sense with my blog entries, hence the title of this blog. i don't care if people don't understand what's written here becuase in the first place, i couldn't expect anyone and everyone to understand. that's why i value those who can grasp what little sense there is in this utterly vague entry.

eeh. ayoko na. walang patutunguhan ang entry na ito. :)
sa susunod na lang ulit :)

adik sayo

hahaha. ngayon lang ulit ako nakalaro after 2 weeks! yehey! in fairness a... top scorer parin! duh, ako lang naman naglalaro! hahahahahaha...

pagbigyan nyo na ko. ngayon lang ulit ako nakauwi... :)

i can sing. i can't dance.

i took this picture last friday at freedom park. finals namin nun. hihihihi ang ganda ng rainbow.... :) ngayon lang ulit ako nakakita ng malaking rainbow e. hahahaha


eto naman ay kinuha ko one month ago. isang note na nakapaskil sa labas ng room A-101. ang title, "IN CASE OF FIRE...."

bwahahahahahahahaaaa.... nakakatawa diba??? wala lang. don't laugh daw. ano ba yan. don't lag behind. don't cause confusion. basta... natawa ako e. ano ba.

wahahahaha. ui ang galing! nagdownload ako ng 4 na midis! ittransfer ko sa phone as ringtones maya maya. hehehehehe... hulaan nyo?

haha wag na. eto lang yun, sesame street, rugrats, sex and the city tapos powerpuff girls! wahahahahahaha... ewan ko ba... ang cute nila e... :) hihi lalo na yung rugrats.

may exam pala ako bukas. ayoko na muna magpalit ng layout. haha kakatamad.

yey!

tapos na finals!! hahahaha pagod na ko. ang sakit ng katawan ko. bwahahahahahaha. lamog na lamog sa mata ko. hahahaha iyak ako ng iyak kagabi. bwahahaha sobrang iyakin pala ako... ano ba yan. hehe

gusto ko na umuwi!!!
i miss mommy and daddy! huhuhuhuhu

drained

fuck.


i hate this day. sobrang gusto ko na magcollapse sa sobrang pagod. putang ina talaga.

ayoko na. gusto ko na matapos to. gusto ko na umuwi. gusto ko naman sumaya! gusto ko na silang batukan lahat.

sa ugoy ng duyan

our physics lab instructor dismissed us early! hahahaha.... teka. ayoko muna ng all english post kasi... sa mga panahon ngayon super bilis ng flux of ideas and emotions and blah blah blah... hahaha baka makalimutan ko pa kung uunahin ko mag english. bwahahahahaaaa...

honestly, pagod na ko. two weeks na akong haggard! pero on the bright side... NAG EENJOY AKO!!! yun nga lang, naho-homesick na ko. i miss my parents. i miss our home. gusto ko na umuwi! utang na loob! pauwiin nyo na ko! di ko pa nakikita sa harry potter! ikamamatay ko ang hindi sya mapanuod ngayong showing na ang HP5. bwahahahahaaaa...

masaya ako.
masayang masaya.
oo, andyan ang kaba, andyan ang takot pero at the same time... andun ang excitement! gusto ko na to matapos! go lang ng go! pa-sched lang ng pa-sched!! pakabibo, pakabibo! lagi na lang yan ang comment sakin... bwahahaha natural na mahiyain talaga ako... but i'm learning to be a 'performer'. i'm learning to lose my dignity. oy, joke lang. enjoy naman e. iba naman kasi ako mag-isip e. :) and i'm satisfied with the way my mind works. shempre hindi acad-related yan. kasi... napaka ewan talaga ng utak ko pagdating sa acads. ngayon pa nga lang sabaw na utak ko e. arrgghhh, grabe!!!! i wish i had kat's intellect! ang galing nya kasi sa acads e. i mean, tamad ako e. sobrang tamad. pero sige, i'll change. :) bwahahahaaaa.... :) :)

ay nakaka-asar! ung folder ko ng 'instrumental' music... biglang nabawasan ng files!grrrr... parang more than 30 yun e... tapos ngayon 15 na lang!!!! ay nakakainis talaga! favorite ko pa naman ung mga classical pieces don! huhuhuhuhuhuhu :(
pero ang galing kasi ang ganda ng pinapakinggan ko ngayon... isang instrumental guitar piece ng 'sa ugoy ng duyan'... ang ganda ganda talaga! heheheheheheeee.... :)

kat, datu... kaya natin to! hahahahahahahahaaaaa :)