trying hard to be a good girl...

LoL. i'm a super duper EVIL girl. mwhahahaaaa....
i was never a good girl in the first place... i backstabb a lot, i gossip a lot and do a lot of MORE ghastly things than those... and i don't care.

no... i actually care but i care less though...
brrrr... i'm so BAD!! and yet happy when i'm commiting the crime.

oh, today is mrs. dino's bday. happy bday. =)

you know what... let's talk about SOUTH!
do you know her? er... last year i posted about her. i posted something bad of course! oh my... so bad.

there... i'm starting to hate her again. you see, i've always (most of the time i mean...) hated her, and to think i'm her FRIEND!
what kind of freakin friend am i?
she's just so arrogant. i'm not the only one who notices that and i'm bloody irritated with her being soo mayabang without her knowing it!

she should know that by now or else her whole section will suffer.
i mean it! you see, she should quit her what-not swears! the fucks and damnits and all other pointless cusses she's making fond of adding into her statements. everybody hates that! plus her high pitch voice that's breaking swears on my ears.

whew.
now you know what a big liar i am.
what a big backstabber i am.
i'm a whole big plastic!!!
and this is not that first time i did this.

we have a winneeeeerrrr!!

oohh... my certain knack of generosity surfaced again! for the third time namigay ulit ako ng 2 hours free prisontale gametime!
LoL... masaya kaya! it's like being a host of a contest show! hehe... ayun... the 3rd email-er gets the price so congratulations sa winner!

ayun... masaya. i'm really a cramming diva! actually most of my batchmates naman eh!
we have a test physics... kelan ako nararal? super nung lunch lang kasi di ako mkaaral sa bus sa outreach dahil sa mga ghost stories ng mga tao! haha...
pero ayoosss 17/20 ako! masaya nako dyan at least di bagsak!
tapos sa pinoi! omaygad! first time ko pumasaaaa! whattabouttt! i love you el fili!!
pati dun sa a.p. long test! i got a fairly high score and i just studied that same day!

ang saya. pero come to think of it, this won't work in college. tsk.

hmm.. sa pasko sisikapin ko makaipon ng 5 isp cards para 10 hours yun ipamimigay kong top-ups! wow! what a xmas gift!

heehee

kulaytuldok

we got our gradpics na! yay! er.. m not really that excited over my pic eh kasi nakita ko na yun kaso it's just bigger, duh. oh my, i seriously like the contact prints better than the enlarged and final copies. you see when you enlarge it you'll see more details therefore you're sure to give yourself a more scrutinizing look. just like what i did with mine, from afar you could not see this little detail but if you look at it closer you'll see them! i'm talking about the gaps on my teeth. haha... i just don't like them, and wait! i look better in the contact print!

tss... anyway. there... hehe

by the way our prosec field trip was fun! =)
tss... but i had to change my top coz, according to some of my classmates, i'm reavealing some of my cleavage which is er... bad. LoL, i didn't notice that... how come? maybe i don't know how to differentiate cleavage from some other bust terms. haay, nevermind. so i changed to another black top (it was like expected of me to change cos i brought an extra top with me) and continued living.

first, we went to hearts and hands salon to put make-up on ourselves...
i did my make-up on my own! yay! fine fine, i don't want to bother people by asking them to put eyeshadow on me or ask them how my blush on looks like (frick, i'm an artist! i should know when the right colors are in place or balanced! LoL), besides i believe i know how to apply make-up ON myself so i don't really have to ask for someone's help. but i did ask Sasa to flat-iron my hair... thank you!! :) oh, that's a different story.

we presented ourselves to mrs. zeta after 40 mins. i thought she's going to criticize our faces like
"who did your eye-shadow? why does it extend to your eyebrows?"
"is that a blush on? oh, thought you slipped."
but hello... of course she's not going to do it that way!
she just asked us something like "how do you feel now?" and "do you feel more special?"
and when i answered her i just said yes and yes! in the happiest tone i can manage...
i don't even know how putting on make-up will make you feel special...
maybe...
i should feel special that someone noticed me and said, "too much foundation" or that someone dedicated her time to fix my face...
i don't really know so nevermind.

so, tomorrow is our outreach and i already forgot the name of my previous partner... oh great, now i know! ate bailyn! good! so.. what do i do now...
onga pla.. i downloaded the first 3 books of artemis fowl... i'm sure to read it after i finish with my reading report. i mean after i finish reading 6 other ebooks which are series 5 to 11 of a series of unfortunate events.

eBooks rock! yeah!!
why? because you don't have to pay for them! you just have to have the proper software to be able to run it and there... enjoy your book.

we're going out tomorrow!

yay! it's our prosec field trip tomorrow! we'll be learning stuff about fine-dining and some other make-up application tips... something like that. something girly! haha...

PHYSICS awhile ago was super fun! i mean, i almost laughed the whole period! everybody else naman eh, pero lam nyo yun... saya. sakit sa cheeks and stomach.. nakakiyak toh...

ayun. fun fun fun. although i have a little problem with my bestfriend right now, hope we get over it and jump back to normal.

anyway... ayun! at last! i finished downloading a couple of my favorite beatles songs (i will, hey jude to name a few...) and also lemon tree by fools garden... why? i dunno i just recalled reiko and prach singing it last year and i realized... oooh sounds fun.... kay, download that!

there... i love piano instrumentals. it sets me in a state of trance thinking of various things and being just sentimental. it really calms me and it's best listening to it while reading. gaahh, i'm so lazy to finish reading 'from witchcraft to christ' for my reading report. nothing quite interesting is happening, i mean she's like narrating her AUTOBIOGRAPHY and it doesn't interest me a bit. i'm expecting the author to feed us immediately with her experiences during her being a witch but look at that, she started when she was eleven, when they were relocated due to a war. she fights against the current of everyone discriminating her and her sisters... then she turns 13 and pretends to be 14 to start working coz her mother died and she chucked herself out of their household to avoid her fugly step-mother ... blah blah...

urrgghh... those stuff. boring. how bout i read another book? -_-;;

go sixtreme!

i finally got over the hook of the thought that our batch name is er, uncool and totally not out of the norm. well, it's simply because there's more to us than the batch name itself. plus, it's definitely gazzilion times better than 'six-boom-batch'! no offense to those who thought hard on that, i found it really funny but it just lacks class. ok, so sixtreme is our batch name. hmm..acceptable.

mehn, do i really sound like i hate my batch? hah! no, i don't hate my batch. i know we're great. it's just that it feels like i should be on the 07 batch instead of the 06... but nevermind. talk about the irrevocable.

ok ok... i'll get over some of the mischiefs i recieved from our batch soon enough.
we won overall chapion in the eco week in assumption! cool. i'm proud of our batch but i'm also envious of those who're generally part of the triumphal crowd. look at that, i'm happy for our batch yet sad for myself... sad that i'm not part of the ones who brought victory to our school. sad that i stayed just in my box. haayy...

no! i didn't 'just' stay in my box! i tried to be in different competetions but failed! haha... looser. i guess i don't fit for winning something for the school... i'm more of winning for myslef, like the milo tennis club. ohmy, yabang. so sore.
tss... since when did my ambitious self surfaced?
i don't know. i just want to achieve something in my senior year. something i can be proud of. goodness, it's been four years of 'nothing great' happening in my life. well, aside from the essay and photo gallery thing last year. i don't deserve that, i should not be the one who climbed up the stage... it should be pat'am. yeah, i just checked the whole essay and added a couple of words to lengthen the compostion to 2 pages. you think that's good enough, not even close!!!

and to think that title of this post is very much encouraging. -_-;;

i want a cupofrappuccino

today we woke up 3am para ihatid si terai sa uplb. damn i was still so sleepy but i couldn't pass out from the chance of travelling even for just four hours. so i dressed up and got ready.

anyhow. there starts our journey to los banos. if you were in my place and you're OLDER sister keeps bugging you on how to troubleshoot with the computer and keeps whining on how hard college life is, wouldn't you get irritated?

i'm learning a lot when mom scolds me for blaming other people on something irrevocable. she's always reminding me not to waste time by pinpointing the criminal and instead, start working on the solution. it always worked.

urrgghhh, you know what's beyond college life? maturity! take it, it's yours!
i hate immature people. no, my sister is not immature!!! she's just pressured... poor her. but sometimes she do acts a little immature like she couldn't step-forward without mom and dad's opinion on her plans. oh my, that's why there's a word called independence... for you to live it.

gaah, i'm not saying i'm already independent, but i just don't seem to rely on a lot people that much. i mean, my problems are not big time that's why.

hmmmm...
so there... after we dropped her to their boarding house (around 6am), we decided to eat breakfast in the a stop-over gasoline station - uhm, shell. hehe, i really love stop-overs. ayun... sobrang lamigggg, ang aga pa ksi eh.. tapos i went to the cr to warm my hands with the hand dryer! waah... sarap ng feeling ng warm gush of air.

ayy wait... alam nyo ba na naiinis ako sa mga air curtains sa mall? lam nyo yun, yung pag pasok mo may hangin sa taas tapos sisirain ung buhok mo! ang badtrip ah...

uhmm... basta kumain kami ng instant noodles at siopao na baon pa namin mula sa maynila.
blahblah... diretso kami simbahan... kain sa tokyo tokyo (haynaku, there's still NO place like yoshinoya) tapos... uwi!

good day to you all!

wee. at last i got my price from our class raffle. hehe, who would've thought? anyway... a good way to spend it (no! not all of course, need to save...) is to go malling!

so there, ate theresa and i went to mall in spite of the rain since we need to return the vcd we rented, which accumulated a P90 penalty -_-;;, and also to stroll around and cure our mall sickness.

there... oh well, i spent 500 (to me that's already a lot! hah!) but i don't feel that bad about it because i still have some money left. sometimes you really have to shell out some bucks in order to satisfy your craves. =) heh.

i bought a perfume (was it a cologne? dunno) at penshoppe and honestly that's the first time i spent money on that thing, coz i don't usually apply perfume but i guess as time goes by, my age is demanding me to be a bit more vain. yeah right, like a 14 y/o needs to apply makeup and spray on perfume? but anyway, i bought some makeup too... a concealer and a blush on. i mean, i don't know... i'm suddenly growing fond of these too girly stuff.
but hey! i really need a concealer... just look at my leg! so full of scars... and i mean dark scars! and to think i'll be wearing a skirt this tuesday... pero hmm.. whatever, i don't think i'll still be using it. heh, so much for P90.

then... hmm. before that we returned the vcds back and borrowed two again, mean girl and pirates of the carribean. come on, it's not my fault i haven't watched those yet. =)

not in consecutive order:
- ate at jollibee. my treat!
- checked the surplus shop. i love bargain stuff.
- went to nat'l bukstore
- strolled around sm dept' store. grrr... love the skirts, hate the price. =lastly... went home!