bored

i think i'm bored... or am i just too lazy to do things?
if i'm bored then that means i have nothing to do and i want to do something... but in this case i have a lot of things to do but i'm not doing them which leaves me with nothing to do and yes i want to do something but i want to exclude schoolworks from that... and schoolworks are the only thing left for me to do.

ok. i'm lazy.
did you get me?

you know what... i auditioned for the song group in pinoi... actually i'm already listed in research but in case, by some miracle, i passed song... i'll be in song.
oh, and that was the very first audition i had in my entire life. hehe.

mehn. i'm kind of lazy to update my fic... actually i was just waiting for 10 reviews per chapter and now that i got them, i know i should be making the next chapter but unfortunately, i'm not seeing much of itachi right now so there are no ideas coming in...

and right now i'm planning to write a harry potter fic. HPDM of course.

blech. my life is sooo boring.

dreams...

thank God it's Friday...
you know what, i have 2 dreams to share
one is good...
the other bad...

the bad one first... i forgot to pray last night so maybe that's the reason why i had a creepy dream.
i was with my family.. blahblahblah... and we're situated near a lake or something... we're in a mountain... in a cave perhaps... then i saw a drowning chicken, so... i rescued the chicken... by the way it was a white chicken, maybe a hen i'm not sure, then i finally rescued it... and i landed on the other side of the lake...
i saw a staircase leading down, and out of curiousity i went down... when i got there... i saw.. johnny depp, in his casual attire acting exactly as he was in the trailer of charlie and the chocolate factory... very nice indeed, but he's evil. next thing i knew, i was locked... with the chicken and a couple of children my age, crying.

he's so evil.
then... i woke up! hehe... that was last night...

the good dream... this time i prayed before i slept...=)
setting: school... i was standing on the stairs near acctng office with my friends overlooking this GUY who was sitting alone in the MMA L extension...
this guy happened to be daniel radcliffe... blah blah blah... people are starting to mob his place... autograph, duh. and soon enough, i'll be part of that crowd... and so i asked pen and paper from a friend and that certain friend happened to be 'charles' (if you know HER, good for you... if not, then suffer. she's in my HATE LIST so i shouldn't really be describing her as a 'friend').. he gave me a pretty decent paper and ballpen... so i went to daniel na... got there... asked him for his autograph... and he did... i promised this won't happen again (me bother him or WE bothering him...) and he replied something b/w the lines of 'that's great. thanks' blah... didn't sound sarcastic to me though...hmm.. and he read my ID... for my name, that is... kasi nga autograph diba?

damn... i'm getting insane. i've been dreaming a lot of celebrities lately...-_-;;

finally...

ateneo essay done, indian song done!
yey! but still, i can't promise myself a stress free week, and month! since we have to focus on the entrance tests...-_-;;

but anyway, i'm just glad that things are finally over!
we didn't win the song competition but i got over that fast because our class won the over-all winner award! =)

the cultural show was fun! our song was ok, the dance was superb! (they won btw.. congrats!), the food was delicious, the physical setup was well-done, the powerpoint was nice too (except that i'm not expecting our class to win... but we (or they) did anyway..so congrats!)... everything fell in place just right and that's what i'm grateful of..
hehe...

you know what, this is the only day that i appreciated people claiming that i did look like an indian... my mom used to say that to me... coz i'm dark and all... but i just get furious coz what i knew about them were the 5-6s, the bombay thing, the turbans, the snakes and the... well, no offense... smell.
but i was kind of enlightened awhile ago, their culture is cool... they're all cool! and of course we really have to look like indians after all. =)

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just now, i'm uploading 3 of tepai's artworks in her devart coz she asked me to scan them ... check it out HERE!

what to write! what to write?!!!

i'm getting a little hysteric around here... asking people, "sa tingin mo anong nakapagbago saken?" and stuff like "ikaw, anong nakapag change ng life mo?" hoping that i'll get a potential (when i write that, i'm actually thinking of making up another lie..tsk) answer but no!
tss... that significant thing that change my life... as in entirely... hasn't happened yet... kaya nga i'm still waiting!
malay mo bukas! something might really change my life...like uhm, the indian song?

oh my... i'm getting wierd here...-_-;;
so, if i really have no definite and interesting answer yet... i'll go with God and religion... i mean, any topic is interesting as long as you do it in an interesting way....
it's just... forgive me Lord... kind of boring to talk about those. no! i'm not saying my relationship with God is boring it's just... uggh... you know people might think i'm trying to make them believe i'm a goody-two-shoes by writing something about how God changed me. but seriously, even though it didn't change me entirely... (like 95%, the remaining 5% of me hasn't changed yet) i can say it's the closest thing that changed me wholy...

ok... how else stupid could i get? i just answered my question!!! woofie! gotta start writing!

in case you're confused on all the jiggies you just read, i'm talking about the ateneo essay... it's a requirement for the college of admission. talk about ACET and other CET stuff...

case closed.
till next time. =)
weeeeee~

traffic

commonwealth is so congested awhile ago! it's a big NO-NO to go out, really.. i mean that's why it's a holiday! to relax yourself and listen to Gloria's 23 minute speech and not go out at all! unfortunately, we had to do some business and that business needs a wide commonwealth avenue to pass by...-_-;;

too bad, the moment we went out of Don Antonio! foofie! there's no turning back! the overpass was hanged with OUST GLORIA banners and the lanes in front of Ever are jam-packed with people... we were actually planning on going to Ever to mr.quickie coz my sister's bag is wrecked kaso nga ayun...tange noh?!

anyway... the other 6 lanes in front of Don antonio were the only way vehicles can pass by, and now it's 2-way... so soooper traffic talaga... the moment we got there we immediately decided to go home... kaso where? how? sobrang traffic! parang after ten years pa kme makakauwi kaya we went through an alternate route which was in tandang sora to sauyo then to... fairview! yehey!

now that i'm here... let me tell you something about the SONA... it wa short... 23 minutes only pero nakatulog pren ako! hehe... i was waiting for her speech on the gloria gate... pero nothing came! as is.. nada nada no no! wala!

pwede narin yun... although i want to hear her say something about the issue, it's better for her to stay dedma about it na lang.. bka may lumabas pang kung ano eh... about her speech... ayus lang even if people consider her 23 minute speech short.. sakin mahaba nayun! pano nya kaya namememorize lahat yun?! hmm...

anyway. i was observing the people... they say there're barely members of opposition who came, and the SONA was a success... pero wala lang.. ksi Frank Drillon is a member of the opposition so it's natural for him not to pay a little respect... he wasn't even clapping... but that's how he should be, being on the opposing side...kaso ewan... haha.. kwawa naman sha.. walang kkmpi!!! hahahahaaa

hehe... cge... cram cram... still have to do my comex and the prosec project... brrr... haven't done a single word in my ateneo essay?!

what am i going to write?
you know what? i really hate this question "any significant event that changed your life?"
i so haatteee that! it makes me wanna lie!
i realized that i was fooling myself by beleiving that my life was changed by book! it just changed part of my life as in 1/100? but not entirely... i just couldn't make something up.. something interesting to talk about! that event hasn't happened yet... i'm still waiting...-_-;;

politics...*sigh*

whew. yay! no classes tomorrow! haha... SONA day! hehe...rest day!
haay, i think i have to listen to what PGMA's about to say... i haven't been hearing from her lately and God knows how i want to hear her side on the gloriagate tape... we all don't want to depend on rumors right? we want answers straight from the one involved... not one who wants to be involved...
this crisis has to end... our economy is slowly deflating!
unfortunately with the anomalies and political instability i don't think we can live peacefully for the next three years or so... who knows what will happen next?

ok, let's say Gloria gets impeached... who's going to replace her?
cast your votes mentally, i don't have a poll...
there are two options... it's either Noli will take her place or another election will be done... and here are the possible presidentiables i'm thinking right now:

Noli de Castro
Ping Lacson
Loren Legarda
Susan Roces
Edi Villanueva
Raul Rocco (?)
blah blah blah...add your own...

now if you have to choose just one worthy being to rule the Philippines, who would it be? now don't be silly, don't pick yourself... ^_~

insights:
if you ask me, i'll choose Loren Legarda, she's the only one whom i know that could, at least ,make a little difference to our country today (in a good way)... she's been in public service for a long time and she's fairly good in doing her job. i think she's worthy for it.

but, if Loren decides not to join or by some bad omen she loses, then i'll go for my next option... and that is..

Ping Lacson - if the filipino's can't be handled the easy way, then let's do it the hard way! while martial law and anarchy are threats...discipline is one thing we lack and i'm pretty much sure we'll learn some when he reigns or at least we're going to experience a different kind of approach in bringing out our tough egos. you may think a lot may die, but don't you think that's the answer to overpopulation?

(oh my, i'm becoming a saddist... but i really think the only way to solve overpopulation is to, yes... kill [uhm, not me please...]*winks* sorry sorry...-_-;;)

people call it concern when thay make rallies and walk around raising banners and flags, marching in their distorted Gloria mascot shouting "Patalsikin si Gloria!" but the real thing is, they're causing traffic, they cause the establishments near the rally area to close, they cause economic downfall! their rallies, seriously, won't do anything to help us! if they're fed up with all the problems we're facing, rallying won't help. i don't see the point of rallying... if you want your voices to be heard, go do it an undisturbing way... ripp off the noise barrage! they even used children! how dare they?! they're polluting their minds!!

i'm just so mad with all these things!!!

tu cheez badi hai mast...

sing sing sing.. my voice is awful! i can't sing well because my throat is... well i don't know, i seem to cough and cough whenever i gasp for air...-_-;; and that's the bad thing, i can't sing in front of an audience coughing every now and then!!!
hafta work on this... how?

i.have.no.idea.

we went to lea awhile ago to practice... well, twas fun... we recorded our voice using jami's phone and mehn... it sounds... H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E!
spell that again for me...

we thought we sounded indian-y.. but no. we're like witches... whispering withches...-_-;;

guess what? i'm alone again.. and dad said awhile ago a cat, yet again, hid itself inside the house... so i have to brace myslef for another wierd noise or uninvited glass breaking...-_-;;