happy new yeaaarrrr!!!

damn. mag babagong taon na!

i remember the fireworks show in disney channel... LoL.. it was great... there were real fireworks tapos there were also light effects so ayun soooper bongga nung gabi...

weee...gawa ko toh! hehe.. pasensha na... i'm running out of time ksi...^^;;







HAPPY NEW YEAR!

happy new year!

haha... soundtripping again with my music player...LoL.. shempre rinesearch ko ung song sa commercial ng star cinema... 'you're so damn hot' -check the music player...

i love the electric guitar (???) interlude... haha.. 'ok go' ano kyang band un..haha

haha.. MANIGONG BAGONG TAON... ano b meaning ng manigo?

hahaaaaaa.....

asus... hindi ko pa nagagawa ung bibliography notecards sa english.. anyway... aun.. katangahan... i went to school to fetch my eng notbk... stupid no.. rizal day pa so.. wala pasok... wala faculty.. at least may guard pero ang shitty tlga nung mga grills... lamo un.. kada stairs may grills! kung my nakita lng tlga akong space kung san kasha ko.. aakyatin ko un eh!



anyway.. ayun.. lam mo un.. na challenge ako... it's time to check my supernatural abilities.. haha... i.e.. flying! pra maakyat ko ung grills na un... lock kasi.. grr.. anyway.. ok lng un.. haha.. super inikot ko lahat ng pede kong pasukan.. to no avail.. wahahaha.. ang saya...



woooohhhoooo... ang lungkot ng new year... well di nman. kasi we're trying to be safe.. wala kaming paputok.. kahit lusis or TOROTOT manlang... *iyak*.. bwisetttt... prang last yr.. nagwala pa ko kasi wala akong torotot!! grrr... tapos ngaun... wala pren... tapos last year soooper walang nagpaputok sa upper portion ng street namin... pano.. mga safe pipol kmi hehe... grrr... so un.. i think.. ttlon na lng ako sa strit at 12 para tumangkad tapos i'll wear my polka dots pajama.. haha! gud luck!



MALIGAYANG BAGONG TAON MGA TOL!

i wanna buy this book

SPEAK by LAURIE HALSE ANDERSON

why?

why do i always get a message na i just ignored an incoming phonecall whenever i use the internet? tapos i get disconnected then i'll wait for that fucking phonecall only to find out na damn... wrong number cla!!! grr... anyway... di naman yan always eh.. haha



i can't think of something to blog about.. maybe i'll tell you the story of the utterly boring process of making a refrigerated cake...

first of all get ready for some mess (esp is you're working with me)... expect some bloodshed coz i'm too careless to notice that my finger is being pricked by some can lid.. haha... also... expect some arguement... i wouldn't want to mix the fruit cocktail with my fresh mangoes in one tray of desert... che!



pero kahit ganun.. enjoy... i love my taste haha... my tastebuds are craving for more sweet that there's more condensed milk than cream in my mixture.. haha...LoL



tapos nun... wala na... i'll rummage the refrigerator for some space kasi it's always full..



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haha... for the sake of blogging tlga oh... wala akong magawa...



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shoot.

i have to save money nnman... i want to buy the book Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson ... wala lng.. i found the synopsis interesting... but it costs 500... haha.. kaya yan.. pagiipunan ko...

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haha... just finished reading phil ghost stories book 2... LoL.. it's not that scary... kaso i hate the pictures... lalo na pang black and white... ^^;;

when boredom strikes...

i do nothing but sleep and check out my nearly neglected antique accounts...-_-;;

and now that i'm once again bored...

let me just rant every bad thing that happened to me this christmas season...-_-;

first... talk about the quarterly exams...i hate them.. as much as i hate myself for not studying very well... now i got my fingers crossed with the thiller like aftermaths of my laziness...-_-;;



2nd... the christmas vacation... rewind...i mean before that.. the last day of the horrible exam week...i lost my paper bag of gifts... remember? ok..should we all mourn for it for the nth time? *sniff*



3rd... for the whole christmas vacation i just stayed at home... waiting for my nails to decompose...waiting for santa to drop by our non-extistent chimney and bring in the items in my wishlist... unfortunately.. there were no santas around to help me regain my optimism from those traggic events...-_-;;



4th...haaayyy.... there's nothing to brighten up my day today... nothing to keep me aliveeee... i'm bored.. soooppperrr damn borreeedddd...



plus... my worst nightmare is still bugging me...-_-;;

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'haaappppyyy birthdddaaayyy sayyoooo.... just give love on christmas daaayyyy.....'



-damn i forgot the lyrics... pero good thing i still know the tune..pero...darn.. wala sha sa net...tsss...-_-;;

SCRAMBLED EGG

just like the others... i'm one those people wishing to have a real band.. REAL..mind you... hindi banda bandahan... hindi rin church band...^^;;

why scrambled-egg? wala lng lng... ksi i was inspired by the band name/ or egg mismo na 'sunny-side up' kaya ayun... bahala na kayo...

haha... i made a sketch...erm..pasensha na... kinakareer ko tong 'imaginary' bnd ko eh...T_T;;







yey! sna ok lng.. if u notice the person to the left is holding his guitar the other way around.. okay lng un noh... meron namang guitar na ganun eh.. pang kaliwete raw.. haha.. style un...i think...haha... shempre shadowed pa ung guys sa likod.. kasi wala akong bandmates.. haha... nyak... cno kya ung girl sa gitna... haha.. pwede maging ako yan.. balang araw (pag pumayat ako!).. kaso.. hindi ako pang vocalist material.. keyboardist lng.. hehe.. LoL eh mahirap mag draw ng organ eh.. haha.. yaan nyo na ko maging vocalist kahit sa drawing lang... -_-;;

ay walang kulay...^^;; cge ok lng yan..



tapos..share ko na rin to.. nafeel ko eh..



hehehehheeeee... nahihiya ako...*hides*



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anyway... hehe... on new years eve... or maybe sa jan1 na mismo... i'll be greeting a happy new year to every tagboard i see in my friends' links.. haha... wala lng..



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terai and me just got home from SM, wala lng.. just checked and bought some books for my term paper... kinareer daw ba un.. i bought two books.. hah... isang 'reiki therapy' chka phil. ghost stories 2.. haha... dba? connected nman... third eye... haha... at least may mailalagay na ko sa aking bibliography notecards na hindi ko tlga magawan ng paraan para mapuno kasi i left my english ntbk sa school.. eh nandun pnaman ung list of bibliography items ko.. haynaku.. epal...



tapos un... *sniff* nanghihinayang ako sa pera... haha... -_-;; haaayy...

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nanuod ako ng SCQ yesterday... LoL.. crush ko c DM... pro bakit kelangan kay erich pa sha magkagusto.. yuck.. ang yabang nman kasi nung babaeng un noh.. tapos.. gusto ko sa girls c michelle.. tapos gusto ko rin c theo! stig nya mag dance...\m/

MY WORST NIGHTMARE

before.. what i consider my worst nightmare is that when our family are being chased by some figureless smoke [duh] and once it catches any of us... our bodies will be trapped in an aquarium... floating with only our torso in it.. plus the head...

now... my worst nightmare is...it's not scary as in pasado pang horror plus thriller movie pero... ah basta eto sha..



wala.. i broke my three front teeth plus two molar teeth na puro permanent... sabay sabay pa... tapos my hands...gaaahh! blood filled... tapos i remembered the superstition na when you had a dream wherein nalagasan ka ng ipin.. someone from your family will die... tapos i had a dream nnman afterwards... my mom will die daw...oh no. i read it would be on the 19th of december... which already passed away so i thought it was.. sa 2005 pa.. tapos in my dream i joined this program wherein it enables you to talk to ur dead lovedone... tapos wala... nakita ko dun c andy (my classm8)... she was guiding me thru the progam... ewan ko kung bat sha nandun... tapos there was this certain lola celebrity na sobrang paranoid with the news she heard na she'll die daw in 1,980 days..tapos she's battling it na nga eh.. tapos un.. i also saw some seniors from our school.. hiding.. i mean squeezing themselves in a cabinet... how wierd could dreams get? tapos un... and to think.. i was doing the 'talk to the dead' program when my mom is still alive at that moment? wla.. sabi dun.. think of a place where your dead loved one could be in.. tapos nagisip ako

inisip ko nsa room nila sha.. tapos bigla na lng may nagflash na 'selection of ways o talk' sa mind ko.. e duh malamang pipiliin ko.. mouth.. para tlgang talk noh! ang funny nga ng mga selections eh.. nose! ear! hands (ok..so mejo pwede pa) feet! (so anu on.. sspain mo?)

tapos un...

i onced told myself na pag sa isang dream naisip mo na 'hindi! panaginip lang to' magigising ka na.. pero during the scene of the broken teeth naisip ko na 'no! dream lang toh!'...i was still in the dream... hindi ako nagising or something... para shang bangungot.. tapos edi gising na ko... iyak ako na iyak... tapos i hurriedly check mom on the other room.. she's sleeping tapos grabe iyak parin ako (soundless) tapos i went to the prayer room to pray...

i told God na sorry.. dahil naging faithless ako.. na mas naniniwala ako sa superstition and dreams kesa sa inyo... sinabi ko pa na kung may kukunin kayo.. ako na lng..todo na feel ko tlga...-_- i love my family.. i was sobbing/sniffing/crying/wailing (o.O) when i told him na wag nyong kunin ung three most important people in my life... instead.. take me na lng...



ayun... i soo hate that dream.. sana hindi na lang ako natulog... -_-