So lazy

I don’t know what to do with my chronic procrastination now. It’s already Friday and I haven’t done anything productive at work. I am so dead.

I have two projects I haven’t started working on AT ALL. I have one that’s pretty daunting because it involves getting data from multiple sources and putting it on an Excel template that has formulas and everything. And there’s a part in there where I have a get a random sample size from the data and distribute it evenly to a set of users. Quite a challenge if you ask me. Which is why I have been putting it off for so long. I just can’t deal with it. My brain isn’t braining with this one. I’m too stupefied.

The other one looks manageable but because I’m too scared to start the first one with the Excel template, I couldn’t start with this one. Get what I mean? Aaaargh. And I really need to make progress because we have a checkpoint next week and I need this automations out in one to two month’s time.

Lord, help me!

Life lately

✱ I feel like my hips are so tight that I need to release them but I don’t know how to do it properly.

✱ Work lately has been uhm, busy. I mean I should be busy but I’m still pretty scared to face most of my projects lol.

✱ I just started doing physical therapy at St. Luke’s BGC. It’s very different from Healthway Shang that’s for sure. For one, it’s a hospital so they have a bigger gym and have more equipment, but it also means the queue is longer for a single appointment. I had to wait a month to get a consult, and another month to start my PT. It’s also much farther, and parking is hell so there’s no way I’m bringing a car next time. Hopefully I get to progress with them.

✱ I just joined a challege I saw online. It’s called 75 Hard Challenge, but I’m working on the “soft” version because it’s much easier. In this challenge you have 6 daily tasks to accomplish,

1. Workout for 45mins
2. Read 10 pages of any book
3. Drink 1.5L of water (custom)
4. Eat healthy
5. No alcohol
6. Take a progress picture

You do that for 75 days straight and you win! It’s more of a mental challenge than anything else. The HARD version requires you to workout 2x a day at 45mins each session, where one should be outdoors. That’s that hardest part of the challenge for sure. At least with the soft version, I can log my PT sessions as workout sessions because I workout in them. Then I can just walk my dog for 45 mins on other days haha.

I have no problem doing 5 and 6 cos they’re easy peasy I don’t drink alcohol and I don’t prep myself for the progress picture I just take a mirror selfie.

Reading 10 pages is hard though. I thought I’d use it as a chance to finally finish A Little Life but it’s proving to be very difficult still. Urgh. I’m trying.

As for #4 as long as I don’t order out, our fridge is mostly filled with healthy food so I can manage. And besides, I’m pretty broke haha.

That’s pretty much it I guess I’ll just ease into this challenge and enjoy the journey. See what comes out of it! 😀

✱ How are you? 😀

All the meds I’m taking this flu season

I’ve been terribly sick the past few days and now is the only time I’m able to look at my computer for more than 30 minutes without getting a headache, so here’s an update!

I’m not completely well. Thursday evening I started to feel like I’m about to get sick. I predicted that in my previous post. I thought blogging about it would jinx it lol but now I learned it doesn’t work that way HAHA. My blog isn’t that strong to jinx any upcoming sickness. Oh maybe because I didn’t plan for it haha.

Anyway. Since Thursday night I’ve had fevers, dry cough, headaches, colds, and now sore throat. My sore throat was worst yesterday, glad to say I’m starting to feel better but still watching for my fever.

I’ve been on Tuseran Forte for the most part, taking it every 6 hours. Then when the dry cough transitioned to regular cough after 3 days, I switched to bioflu. It sucks. It really sucks being sick. I’m lying on the bed shivering, praying for sleep to come. I didn’t have a lot of fighting spirit in me, not that I want to die, I just want to be able to sleep peacefully and wake up fine. But most nights I wake up feeling more sick. It was dreadful. My headache lasted for days aaargh.

Anyway, today is a good day. I feel much better, though my throat is still a bit dry and cough is still there, I haven’t had any fevers today so that’s a clear good sign.

I was able to clock in at work though I have to cancel an early meeting because I just couldn’t make it too early. Then my manager asked me if I could talk about our automation updates in our team meeting tonight. I said of course I could. So I checked the slide she has for me and made a script for all the items in there. Unfortunately halfway through the meeting we had to reschedule because of a possible P1 incident that everyone on the team needs to look into. So yey for the delay? I don’t know, I kinda want to get over it already haha #stress.

On the plus side I won 2nd place in the ice breaker we had earlier! Trivia questions are fun, I also learned a lot! 😀

Back to the title!

Here are all the meds I took that helped in my recovery. I didn’t need to go to the ER because my sore throat subsided in a day.

• Tuseran Forte – every 6 hours for fever and dry cough
• Immunpro Ascorbic Acid – I double dosed these days but still got sick. Maybe I was too late?
• Betadine nasal spray – as needed when nose is very clogged
• Kamillosan – when my sore throat kicked in
• Bactidol mouthwash – gargle twice a day (10ml) for 30 seconds, in 10 second intervals
• Bioflu – when the dry cough is over
• Nasatapp tabs – for the ocassional allergic rhinitis attack

I also make myself hot ginger tea with honey because it’s the best thing for the throat and tastes really good. Whenever I’m sick like this I couldn’t drink coffee because it tastes different and glides weirdly on my tongue. Like the texture feels different when I’m sick, I just couldn’t drink it, it makes my mouth dry. So I avoid that and drink tea instead.

I didn’t have a lot of appetite these days and find myself eating only once a day and when I do I almost always want to eat rice and soup. I had Manam’s sinigang twice and something from North Park so we could order soup. I also found myself craving for my mom’s lugaw but I forgot to tell her how sick I was so that’s sad. I could’ve had my sister deliver it to me on the weekend. I would really love to eat her lugaw with fried fish. Hay.

Oh well, hope to recover fully soon! My husband has just been sick so there’s really something going around these days.

Take care!

Urghh

Internet has just been restored after being gone for almost 3 days. Thankfully we were able to manage working on a hotspot. But it was hella spotty. Specially in this rain. Converge did a new thing where they proactively tell you they’re aware of the outage along with a ticket number, but all it really did is minimize the tickets they get. As for the impact and criticality, I doubt they’re aware. I would much rather flood them with tickets so they get a sense of urgency at least.

That proactive thing they did, as much as I tried to appreciate it, might work better if they actually gave real meaningful updates, like what caused the issue and if they’ve already dispatched someone to fix it. But nope, every time one of our neighbors would call them, they were given a spiel that only sounds like they’re aware of the issue and is working on it. No timeline, no other status. Sucks right? When your customers are agitated the least you can do is reassure them properly. But nah. I guess they don’t pay their CSR enough to get that kind of training.

Anyway. I’m just glad the internet is back.

I feel I’m about to get sick. I just downed two doses of Vitamin C to hopefully counter it is but I’m starting to feel the weakness crawling in. Maybe because I got tired from rehab earlier. I was sick two days ago, I was down with allergies and colds but thankfully I was able to recover the next day. My husband, though, has been sick for 3 days now. Hope he recovers soon. It’s difficult taking care of the sick when you’re feeling sick yourself.

I have a boatload of things to do at work but I’m too tired and sleepy and quite frankly I just want to rest tonight. The weather has been really bad the past few days. Lots of areas flooded. My parents’ basement got flooded too, so they were very busy cleaning things up.

Praying for the storm to pass and to start feeling better.

An unexpected enjoyment

Walking around BGC when it just rained hits different. I’ve never walked in BGC after a rain. Generally, I hate walking outside when it just rained. It’s humid, it’s slippery, it could rain again, air gets filled with sweat, it stinks, etc. There are so many things I hate about the prospect so I just avoid it entirely.

But Monday afternoon I was forced to. I had to walk back to the office after an event from another site. The rain had stopped but it was still drizzling in some areas. But instead of rushing to my destination I decided to savor it. After all I couldn’t afford to rush. I could slip and die.

I didn’t want to sweat so I just walked slowly. Taking videos like I used to. Admiring the sheen on the pavement, the vibrance of the trees, the refreshing smell of the earth – petrichor it’s called. All of a sudden, BGC didn’t seem so urban to me. For a while it looked like it had a soul. Not that it didn’t have one, I’m sure its bottomless pit is filled with the souls of the untiring working class. But that day, when it just rained, it feels like nature had touched it. Like the city was being pet by mother nature, reminding the all-consuming slave driving city that it is to take a break and let its beauty show.

Oh well, I’m just here romanticizing the novelty of my experience. I know I won’t take a step out next time when it just rained.

Hey Monday

Another Monday, another RTO day!

Went to the office earlier than usual to attend an onsite event.

Thankful to get a parking slot in the building.

Curious about what’s gonna happen by August when a lot of people are gonna come back to the office. As I’ve heard, those who were given conditional WFH arrangements are now being forced back to do weekly RTO’s unless they live at least 50km away from the metro. And those who live farther than 50km are given until next year to comply. Shocking! And I thought the WFH setup is here to stay.

It doesn’t really affect me because I’ve been doing weekly RTO’s anyway. But then by the time more people come in to work I’d be competing for parking and desk space argh.

Currently getting frustrated about the internet speed in the office. It’s so fucking slow, at least for the UAT environment. I don’t understand why it’s not working.

Okay I just talked to Service Desk, guy did a gpupdate /force, then I restarted afterwards. It worked! Is this the new “have you tried turning it on and off again?” haha

Have a great week ahead!

My brain is fried

Oh man I’ve been working the entire day. I thought it would be easy to do prod testing and UAT on two different projects in one day but I forgot how deathly exhausting TESTING can be. I thought I’d be able to turn over all of my projects back to my clients for testing but I was damn wrong.

I overly underestimated my schedule. I tried to do so much in one day but oh well! Not everything is a happy path. But at least I’ve reported all the issues and created tickets for everything that needs to be requested, so that should roll on their own. Hopefully by Monday I get to do a lot of focused work despite having to come in early for an onsite event urgh.

I’m tired but it’s a really productive day for me. I don’t really work an entire 8 hours a day. Mondays and Fridays are my most productive because they have the least meetings. Mondays I’m in the office so I can focus better because there’s literally nothing better to do. And on Fridays, my husband is in the office so uhm, there’s also nothing better to do lol.

Happy weekend!