Oh I don’t. And I need help. Last night, I promised to sleep as soon as I got in bed. Unfortunately, I found myself doom scrolling right after I set my morning alarms, next thing I know an hour as passed and my head is starting to hurt. And yet I couldn’t stop scrolling. Later on I’d find myself bending over the toilet puking out my last meal. It’s horrible.
Anyway.
Today is a Monday. I woke up late which means we went to the grocery late, and in effect drove to the office late. I don’t really mind. BUT. I’ve got a really bad headache for days now, coupled with a bad dry cough, and when I got to the office I realized I have my period already. Argh. I didn’t have any napkin or cup with me so I had to go down to buy some emergency pads, and walk to my car to take a pain reliever.
I hate that I’m not feeling good right now cos I promised myself I’d have a productive Monday. I had significant progress on my script last week so I wanted to continue that. But goodness my head just fucking hurts and my dysmenorreah is making it worse argh.
PS: Now my eyes are hurting too. I feel like I need to have my glasses adjusted.
First of the many gifts I intend to give myself on my birth month.
Been wanting to replace my rubber shoes for a while now but I couldn’t find a style I liked from Skechers. I wanted something similar to what I used to have, machine washable, and easy to put on. I’ve tried on different styles, went to Megamall, Podium, and Estancia to look but it’s either it fits weird or not available in my size.
After my rehab yesterday at Shang I tried checking at Rustan’s if they carry Skechers and lo and behold they do! In about 10 minutes I found the perfect shoes and in no time I’m out with a style I love in a size that’s perfect for me. Gotta love Rustan’s! It’s one of those expensive department stores I never go to unless they have something specific that I want.
I don’t know if there’s a psychology in high-end department stores but most of the time when I want something brand specific and they have it, it doesn’t take me weeks to mull over it. I get is as soon I see it. That’s the case when I got my Corelle plates, Tefal cookware, Doughnut Bag, and just now my new pair of shoes.
SM Store also carries all of those brands but for some reason, I always end up not getting from them. Maybe because there’s too much variety and I get paralyzed with choices? Like I want to rest my head and consider my options and come back for it later? Rustan’s doesn’t carry a whole warehouse of items so maybe that’s why I’m more focused when I’m there? Oooor, it could be that the range that SM carries is too wide. Like on one corner you have expensive Corelle plates and next to it you have cheap ceramic ones that look alike so your head goes, huh do I really want a 800 peso saucer when it sits right next to an 80 peso one? Haha idk. And you go back to Rustan’s and every where you look it’s expensive so it doesn’t matter what you get they’re all gonna break bank so might as well get what you want. Haha does that make sense.
Annual Birth Month Tax Holiday. No income tax withheld from your salary on your birth month. I haven’t really thought about the economic repercussions but I’d get an extra 27k+ every year which is not bad. And for my birth month that’s gonna go a long way! But that’s about as much thought as I put into it. Maybe the government should shoulder this as a sort of bonus for every tax paying individual. They’re already taking too much without giving back anyway.
Badminton. Which I can’t do right now. Bummer. My husband introduced it to me when we started going out more than 10 years ago. It was a family activity for them. I hated it at first because I sucked at it but eventually I found it fun hehe. Except I keep getting injured from it. Like now.
Been on rehab for around 3 months now and my recovery is really slow. I still haven’t achieved full extension, still can’t flex my knees beyond 100deg actively, still limping around. I’ve improved a lot since the operation but right now my progress is just so slow.
For context, I underwent ACL and meniscus surgery on June 24th and it’s been 4 months since then. I got injured playing badminton early this year. Self PTd for around 2 months but then it got worse. I consulted with an ortho, got an MRI and confirmed a chronic ACL tear and a meniscal tear on my left knee. So I got scheduled for surgery and what have you, few days before the operation I slipped and hurt my knee further. After the operation the surgeon said my ACL was completely torn. The procedure was a success, my HMO covered most of it, but I had to buy the implant. I opted for a bioabsorbable button and screw which set me back 85k.
A month after my surgery I started going to rehab at a nearby clinic. I admit it may have been too late. My doctor said I was supposed to be starting rehab at 2 weeks post op, but during that time I could barely put weight on my leg and had to rely on crutches all the time. I skipped my first post op followup because I literally couldn’t bring myself to the clinic.
I had a lot of catching up to do after I started rehab. Last month I got synovial fluid extracted from my knee because we thought it could be preventing me from making progress. My knee still looked swollen and I couldn’t bend past 100deg actively. But after getting some 6cc of fluid it didn’t improve significantly.
I’m starting to think I’ve started forming scar tissue, I know it starts forming as soon as you start healing so you want to keep moving to keep it from growing and hardening. I fear that might be it but I can’t be too sure. I’ll let my doctor think about it.
I would say Guga Rub Steak and Truffle Mac and Cheese. Also oatmeal raisin cookies and banana cake. Caesar salad too, with dressing made from scratch. I don’t know if I love to cook but I know I love to eat! Who doesn’t haha.
Hmm. Might as well prepare them for my birthday!
Today is pretty chill. It’s RTO Mondays and thankfully I got parking yey!
I know I just babbled about getting a Dyson for my birthday but I’m currently contemplating it now that I’ve set my eyes on a bigger goal. A new car. Which I’m gonna share here because I figured this blog has been effective in curbing my appetite for material things like an overpriced vaccum and an unnecessary automobile upgrade. So here goes…
I know I wanted to get a Honda CR-V. For a while it was my dream car. And I think it still is. But for now a CR-V is too much for our needs. What I’m looking at right now is the Toyota Veloz. And I think I can save up for its top of the line version. Which is why I might hold back on getting a Dyson. So I can keep the 50k haha. After all, my 4-year old Dibea D18 is still working great. Plus it’s not like I can save on our monthly general cleaning expense by getting a new vaccum. They all work the same. Just a matter of preference for fanciness.
But a new car. My mom has been sublty suggesting we get a new car so we can give our goold ol’ Toyota Vios to them lol. And I want to, believe me. I want to give them a car cos their current car is already too old and cranky, we call it Lolo Wind. It’s a 2004 Isuzu Crosswind that’s currently on its last breath.
Hope my parents can get a new car though. My sister can very well afford one for them but she’s a tough nut when it comes to spending money. As much as possible she wouldn’t. Hope that changes though cos it’s also for her own good.
Anyway, back to the Veloz. I love everything about it except how it’s lowered. The backside I also don’t prefer much, but everything else I’m okay. I only really looked at the Honda BR-V to compare and I wanna go with the Veloz cos it has more bells and whistles. When it comes to cars I’m kinda loyal to Toyota, but still aspiring for a Honda because as they say, Honda is Honda. Though we can’t probably afford maintaining one lol.
Yeah that’s it pretty much as far as my ever changing wishlist is concerned.
So go blog, do your thing. We don’t need a new car do we? 😆
It all depends on what I have planned and if I’m able to do any of it. Any day I’m not able to do what I planned to do is an unproductive one. If there’s no plan at all, then there’s nothing to produce.
Just like the past few weeks at work. We’ve been bombarded with knowledge transfer sessions for support work that take up a lot of time. Back to back to back meetings spanning four hours, every day of the week. I’m so tired of attendting those meetings, specially when it’s not very clear what the expectation is from our team. And most specially today, when I’m having a really bad headache. It takes away time I should be spending doing actual development work; from projects I should have started months back. So in a way I’m being punished for procrastinating on those.
It’s RTO day today. Surprisingly parking is full in the building so I had to park in an open area two blocks away. This never happens, it’s the first time I encountered full parking in the office building. At least when I got parking rights hehe. And it’s a Monday. Nobody usually comes in on this day. I suspect it’s because the developers who moved to our building somehow all came in today and got all the spots. Bummer. And of course they have cars, their salaries allow them to haha.
Oh well, hope it doesn’t rain later.
Currently listening to some random cafe themed playlist on YouTube while writing this. I’m happy we finally have Youtube access. We requested it for training purposes but honestly I use it mostly for music. At least for now hehe.
It’s gonna be my birthday a month from now. I’ll be turning 33. Nothing exciting haha. I figured I’d list a bunch of things I plan to buy with my 13th month pay and say it’s my birthday wishlist haha because you know, my wish is my command. 🤣
First on the list is a Dyson vaccum. I’m eyeing the V12 detect slim. I’ve always wanted a Dyson vacuum but I couldn’t justify having it. Now that I can fully afford it without thinking twice, I don’t need justification anymore HAHAHAHA. It’s enough to say I want it haha but I’m still gonna wait for 11.11 cos I still love getting discounts and I’m not that rich. Plus it’s a personal gift to myself so it can wait a month!
That’s really all I want for my birthday. Not including the usual staycation. I wanted to replace my sneakers with something from Skechers that’s machine washable and doesn’t have laces so it’s easy to put on but I’m not too keen on it cos I still like my current sneakers from Decathlon. It’s filthy and has a huge speck of oil but I’m too lazy to clean it. More like I don’t know how cos it’s not machine washable haha.
There’s another thing I want to buy but not for myself, for my husband. I want to get him a monitor cos it’s damning to see him code on a friggin 14″ laptop screen lol.
Oh well, guess that’s it!
My Mondays look different now that I’m squeezing RTO in my routine. Normally it’s just the grocery today then WFH after. But since my husband and I can’t RTO at the same day because of Koomi, I decided to give up my usual Friday RTO and just go on a Monday. We have number coding today but I go during window hours so it works! 😊
