"can i open this?"

yesterday i met with an ebay buyer at sm north the block. after the transaction, i went to fully booked to check for gifts for my baby this tuesday (bts christmas party at ding's). i was looking at the journals section when i heard someone say, "can i open this?" in quite a high pitched voice. i looked at her and instantly turned around and walked out of the store in fright. it was someone from highschool. someone i didn't want to see... me looking like... a girl. argh. i knew i looked okay, i knew i looked good! i just took a bath when i came there! lol but i was wearing a mini dress and a black jacket and i have eyeliner on too. i could've faced her in denims for some reason. hahaha i dunno but i didn't want people from highschool seeing me like that. like so much has changed. like i actually bloomed hahahaha. she wasn't even a close friend, she was part of what i would favorably call the mean girls faction at school. too engrossed in make-up and too busy criticizing people's faces. i dunno if she has changed. i couldn't care less? i was headed to the main building when i realized that she sounded different so i could be wrong. and i don't think she's into books either but of course, i saw her at the journals table so she could be a journal or planner person. uhm. hahaha. so i went back to check for real. and believe me, i was mentally laughing at myself. why the hell am i hiding from my higschool-mate?! but i really want to check out the journals so i took some courage to come back at the table. i took a glance at her and it was really her. though i was just looking at her left side and it was only a quick glance. it made me want to leave immediately again. hahahaha ewan. but her voice was really different, her voice was paosin eh not that trying hard high pitched a-list konyo voice. hahahaha

i don't know why things like this bother me. people change! she could be a saint now for all i know. college may have molded her into a kind and appreciative high-pitched angel. i shouldn't be worrying right? i'm entitled to change too! to wear dresses and make-up and all? HAHAHA ang arte arte lang hahahahah

10 minutes to go before we sign off for today's duty! i'm so excited to get over my OJT (read: STIPEND!) hahahaha real vacation for me starts on the 27th! >XD can't wait!

yesterday , i bought a lot of snacks... a pack of rebisco crackers (my favorite plain crackers!!!), a pack of sunflower pizza flavored crackers (trial mode!) and a pack of lemon square cheescake cupcakes. i dunno why but i thought i could use them for my eat-often-but-in-small-portions-diet i'm officially starting as soon as i receive this fat burning diet capsules from Nutrex called Lipo 6 Black Hers. HAHAHAHA Dear Lord, i may have posted my plans here so i'm putting a prayer to break off the jinx. >XD

countdown to 1 minute. i will be shutting down this pc now. >:D

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Good thing I googled this first before trying to call. i confirmed from this site that this is indeed a scam.
There you go, for your information! >:)

raided!

last night, my parents invited the homebuilder's ministry from church (where they're part of) to bless our house cos we're finally out of debt (for the house at least haha)! yehey! what they did after a short sermon was bless each part of the house with olive oil and blah blah blah so they went to all parts of our house then suddenly some the members felt chills at the rooftop so we prayed over it and arg i really don't know what's wrong but it was scary cos 3 of them felt err bad vibrations and pastor mike felt goosebumps too. we ended up surrendering suspicious items for inspection. by suspicious i mean occult looking stuff and blah.

items raided were:
1. pyramid hat - daddy bought this from ernie baron's store years back and told us to wear it every time we study cos it helps. lol idek know why, it's uncomfortable on the head. it has been stored upstairs for years too. hehe
2. pikachu pen holder - because pikachu is a symbol of the devil and all and yeah, it's a pocket monster. haha
3. quantum pendant - see? i told you i didn't want this piece of jewelry on my neck! but since my parents told me to wear it everyday cos there's nothing to lose anyway, i went for it out obedience lol. but lookitdaaat, it could be a stronghold of evil spirits at it makes you think you'd be stronger wearing it and blaaaah. bro. something (sry, i forgot his name) hammered it and it shattered to pieced, he got a headache and a super bad vibration. salfkhasldsalj scary scary night. then we prayed over him.

blah blah blah

4. most of our excel stuff (scalar energy stuff) got raided too. that's 10,000++ "lost" already.
5. paintings with chinese symbols and patterns on it.
6. essence oil burner with a bagua and yinyang symbol on it.

i don't know what else is in this house that we could destroy to prevent the evil from getting in or something. minsan nga naisip ko if they're being too paranoid. putting meaning on everything they see, but err, it's totally okay for me. hahahaha >:)

oh wow

i  missed reading fanfics! this afternoon i was suddenly reminded that if i was too lazy to grab a real book, i could get my dose of words via reading fanfics. hahahaha >XD and i am right now! >XD yehey! yehey! for awhile i thought about resurrecting my long lost writing track at ff.net cos i have two years-unupdated considered-dead fics but i figured, i would be sinning writing M-rated stuff, and much more having 2 guys in it.

segway! terai just brought in a box of First Baker sylvannas. i was hyped up about it but errr, not as good as Red Ribbon's >;D

so there. it never fails to flatter me checking my profile and seeing the huge number of people who reviewed my works. waley lang! >XD hihihihihi but then, not enough for me to go back writing err stuff. like. that. haha

ETA: my stories have more traffic than this blog. lol >X))

noightmoire

i dunno if it was a nightmare or something but as soon as i lay down to sleep last night at around 4.30am, i immediately got super groggy and the noise around me became unpleasant. the sound of the ruffling leaves and the grass and dried leaves being stepped on became points of paranoia to me. i suddenly trembled with fear, there was a man trying to get on my window with a gun and i could sense it. grabe yung trauma. the first thing i thought was to get up and rescue terai from the other room, thinking that the bad guy would want to assault her too but dammit my limbs were glued to the bed. srsly. i was too scared to get up. i tried to wake up by opening my eyes but the atmosphere didn't change, it's as if the guy is still waiting for a chance to kill me. i wanted to run to terai's room and sleep there but my fear tied me down my bed. >:'( my prayers didn't work either. it's none of those dreams where you know it's from a bad spirit because any attempt to mention Jesus' name would render you speechless, you know they were trying to stop you from calling God for help. but this one is too different, i say 'in Jesus' name' and was surprised to have said it too easily, like no evil force is restraining me to do it. super scary. >:'(

politics blah

high on toffee nut mocha latte!

one of the few times i'm actually looking forward TO STUDY! as in bend my head over my notes and meditate on them! however! with the way i'm blogging right now, i don't think i'm starting in a few! hehehe

anyhow, my thoughts on impeaching chief justice corona:

the media is crazy over this politics blah! and it's because of this that i learned to understand PNoy more, and his rather "low" productivity rating. you see, i hear a lot of people complaining that our president isn't doing anything about our slumping economy, or that ever since he sat down, nothing has changed, and that the best he can do to reduce the number of poor people in the country is to lower the poverty threshold. hahaha

when my parents heard the news about the impeachment thing, they were so happy! i couldn't see what's to be so happy about it but i realized, heyyyy it's big news aright and while i believe that there are other news out there that deserve as much public spectacle and sensationalism as such, news like this is pretty encouraging for us! his impeachment would mean one less evil official in the government and that's already a milestone for the Philippines. considering that you have to put your life on the line if you ever wanted to purge the government of corrupt people.

whenever i pass by articles and comments telling that PNOY isn't doing what a president ought to do, which is yknow focus dead on on the pressing economic issues our country's suffering from, and that all he ever did since the day he sat on the throne is chase gloria like crazy... i see it this way... he's just doing what's right for someone who just moved in to a new office! imagine tryna work on a desk that was left dirty by the one who used it before you, will you not clean it up before starting your work? no one wants to work on a desk full of clutter. roight?

so there, our president probably hasn't started "working" yet because he's still busy cleaning up his new desk. it's not even supposed to be given to him that way, but yeah, props to the previous admin. >;)

k. i kinda need to study now haha