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Wednesday, May 18, 2011

hulaan tayo ngayon

a social experiment with two subjects
what are you gonna do if you found out i was backstabbing you?
i have a suggestion
quit being friends with me
or cry in the corner like you always do
or go tell your boyfriends how i'm such a bitch
but of course you won't do that
you're such a "Christian" so you won't do that
yknow, i should never have learned about your IP address.
it's annoying how you're still reading this.
it's funny.
sometimes i think i'm bipolar.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Day 9 - How you hope your future will be like

great health and wealth! you could also jump back to Day 2, i'm pretty much gonna say the same thing anyway. >:)

nakakapagod tong araw na to sobra. lakas pala makadrain ng energy ang pagsusulat ng article. >:| tas ang daming lakaran. whew. gusto ko ng matulog. nalulungkot ako dun sa walong subjects kong mabababa sa LB.

on the other hand,
thank you Lord dahil

1. street food trip with terai! we were supposed to go grocery shopping kaso wala pa palang sweldo e gutom na sya so bumili sya ng tinapay, ako bumili ng kung ano ano sa tabi ng FCM. >XD leeg ng manok FTW! sarrraaaappppp.

2. i was able to save a paper bill this day! HAHAHA achievement much! i kinda promised myself to just bring enough to school, and put the rest of what's left in my piggy banksssss when i get home. no unnecessary spending because the times are so hard ampotek. we have to help each other out at home!

3. i want to be healthy now more than ever! i watched gma news awhile ago was shocked at this 9 year old boy with type 1 diabetes! jusme! 9 years old ampoteekkkkk he has to be injected thrice a day with insulin omgehhh e magkano per turok yon ha?! ha?! libo libooooo shemaaayyy ayoko humantong don. ayoko humantong si daddy don. i don't want anyone in this family to get sick kasi iiyak ako.... sa gastusin huhu >:''(

4. dahil dyan. i (WILL TRY TO) see to it that i follow mommy's healthy eating habit everyday. she's a freakin organic junkie kasi and i'm thankful for that!

-a tablespoon of blended garlic+honey+kalamansi downed with malunggay tea every morning... masarap yun kaso hindi pwede sumobra sa garlic concoction kasi gumuguhit sa bituka. yung malunggay tea homemade din ni mommy, pinatuyong dahon lng naman hehe madali lang hihi ngayon ko lang to naappreciate. mommy wakes us up for this every day!

-aloe vera gel salad. kederehhhh talaga to. i super appreciate it that mommy has gone through all the effort of growing aloe in the rooftop. umabot na nga sa apat na paso e, kaso kederehhh talaga e. mabantot yung lasa ughhhh. pang buhok lang talaga. pero i believe it's a powerful health remedy. that's why hinahalo ni mommy sa salad, hoping na hindi umangat yung lasa kaso ugh. fail parin eh. >X|

-squash soup. a eto ok naman. pero nung bata talaga ako pahirapan to eh. makikipag-sagutan pa ko wag lang ako kumain neto. kasi naman kapaklaaaaa, tipong blended squash na pinakulo't inasinan lang! thankfully, my mom was introduced to canned milk and cream of mushroom kaya favorite ko na to ngayon. haha

-tapos shempre yung iba pa: vitamin c, fruits and veggies and lots of water and water alone! i was kindof naadik pa naman sa smart C. pero nothing beats water parin.

anyway. i'm beat and deym tired so imma sleep now! >:D good night!

Monday, May 16, 2011

Day 8 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life

that would be when i started getting high grades in college, which started 2009! >:) which made me realize i have to work super duper extra hard this year because i have 8 freaking subjects that are most likely to rob me of a latin honor, those are credited units from UPLB and they're so dang low. >:| if i had the choice, i would love to repeat them all. >:|

ay oo, another of the most satisfying moments in my life, is earning my harry potter fanfiction 200+ reviews, and a french translation hehe. i know i've mentioned this a lot of times but haha lemme say the same thing again. it's heartwarming for an author to continue getting reviews 3 years after the final update. even if it's just 1 or 2 reviews a month, the fact that it's still getting comments means it's well appreciated! the french version is also doing great. >XD haha


whew dilemma. i have to take 24 units this coming tri. andame non ampotek! >XD i still have to work yknow! ilang oras na lang matitira sakin non so SA?! no waaayyy no friggin way. >_<;  kelangan ko ng pera! dahil dyan, kailangan mag-sacrifice ng isang subject. hay. haaaayyyyy. >X|

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Day 7 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality

i'm scorpio and i grew up knowing it was the best sign ever (read: bias). there's a time in everyone's life when they learn about their signs and its characteristics, and get amazed at how it suits their personality very well, even though at that point (11-12 y/o) i could hardly assume anyone has a concrete idea of his/her personality LOL. i didn't miss that part. when i learned i was scorpio, i got semi-obsessed with scorpio stuff. i got myself a mug, a book mark and gave myself an alias of scorpion_princess04 on yahoo chat. my favorite color was actually taken from my sign. hahaha i was 11-ish, so i believed my mug when it read scorpios are jealous, possessive, loyal and persistent. whenever i felt jealous, i felt like i was living up to my sign so that's a good thing hahahahaha. reading about other signs convinced me more that i'm on the right group because, apparently, none of their listed characteristics apply to me... at least i know that's what i was thinking years ago. but of course, eventually, i learned that the zodiac is bull and that everything was schemingly put together by chinese astrologers major in superstitious psychiatry.... and that if i was introduced to the wrong sign in the first place, i would've felt the same belongingness. i could get a scorpio who's more of a leo or something like that. personality traits aren't something to be generalized by zodiac sign.

but you know, THIS LINK HERE is quite accurate for some odd reason. but i'm sure it doesn't apply to all scorpios. rar bakit kaya. hahaha

BWAHAHA nakakatawa yung ibang signs!!! i was reading on the other signs and checking if it applies to the people i know with that sign. nakakatawa. nakakatawa talaga. wahahaha bakit ganon. HAHAHAHA according to the site, my parents are not romantically compatible but what the heck huh.

hm. Thank you Lord for this day because:

1. sobra sobra ang kinain ko ngayon. dalawang party pinuntahan namin! busooogggg yeheeeyyy! >XD
2. nakahanap ako ng karamay sa mga hinaing ko sa buhay. it's bad, but it felt good. salamat kay Saycee HAHAHA
3. OFFSET KO BUKAS! yess walang pasok! >XD
4. nakakaiyak si Job. literal. >:''( ramdam ko ang pagdurusa nya sa pagsesermon ni pastor. nakakaiyaaaaakkk bakit wala kang movie (or meron ba?)?! Lord, paki gawa nga po ng movie si Job! >X''(
5. nabuo gabi ko dahil kay JM. i mean, si JM na pamangkin ko HAHA ang kyot sobra. sobrang puti, tas dark grey yung mata. ampotek san nagmana yon? kidnapin na yan!
6. sorry for the foul words. >:)

good night! >:D

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Day 6 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself

haynako my hatest part. enumerating things about myself na para bang napakahirap kong kilalanin at kelangan pa ng ganito. sows. ang arte lang pero sige.. yaman din lamang na vanity tribute eto, osya:

andami ng 30. wag na lang. KJ amp.

Day 5 - A time you thought about ending your own life

I don't remember the reason but i remember wanting to slash my wrists with salon clips hehehe
Haynakowww i feel super duper bitter today, and also yesterday! rarrrr >:| Hindi ako pinag-SA sa graduation! nakaka-inggit na nakakainis!!! okay lang naman na hindi eh, kasi naglabas sila ng list nung thurs ng sasama sa grad e wala ako so okay lang kasi may iba rin namang wala. pero kinabukasan, i learned that even those na wala sa list... sumama sa grad practice sa morayta for i dunno what reason so sobrang sumama yung loob ko cos i was literally the only SA left sa registrar's office and it sucked so much. parang connivance ekek. so binuhos ko na lang yung galit galit ko sa pag-gghost. leche talaga. leche. ansakit ng katawan ko tuloy. >:|

chaka lumalala na rin ang kaplastikan ko. dibale sa pasukan, i'll get rid of you. sino ba ko para pagsabihan ka... ni hindi nga tropa ang tingin ko sayo eh, naki-sawsaw ka lang eh. hindi rin ako concerned sayo. guilty lang ako. kasi ayoko magmukang masama sus. kung alam mo lang.

gusto ko na grumaduate. as in. gusto ko na ng bagong crowd. bagong tao. bagong friends. ibang pinag-kaka-abalahan. chaka pera shempre.

hey i dreamt of Yeorim kagabi lang.. or kanina.
in my dream we were in an outing somewhere na may water falls basta yun masaya kami dun nagkkwentuhan blah tapos parang umalis yata kami, nagbike tapos naka-angkas ako sa kanya yun lang. hehe >:)