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Monday, May 16, 2011

Day 8 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life

that would be when i started getting high grades in college, which started 2009! >:) which made me realize i have to work super duper extra hard this year because i have 8 freaking subjects that are most likely to rob me of a latin honor, those are credited units from UPLB and they're so dang low. >:| if i had the choice, i would love to repeat them all. >:|

ay oo, another of the most satisfying moments in my life, is earning my harry potter fanfiction 200+ reviews, and a french translation hehe. i know i've mentioned this a lot of times but haha lemme say the same thing again. it's heartwarming for an author to continue getting reviews 3 years after the final update. even if it's just 1 or 2 reviews a month, the fact that it's still getting comments means it's well appreciated! the french version is also doing great. >XD haha


whew dilemma. i have to take 24 units this coming tri. andame non ampotek! >XD i still have to work yknow! ilang oras na lang matitira sakin non so SA?! no waaayyy no friggin way. >_<;  kelangan ko ng pera! dahil dyan, kailangan mag-sacrifice ng isang subject. hay. haaaayyyyy. >X|

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Day 7 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality

i'm scorpio and i grew up knowing it was the best sign ever (read: bias). there's a time in everyone's life when they learn about their signs and its characteristics, and get amazed at how it suits their personality very well, even though at that point (11-12 y/o) i could hardly assume anyone has a concrete idea of his/her personality LOL. i didn't miss that part. when i learned i was scorpio, i got semi-obsessed with scorpio stuff. i got myself a mug, a book mark and gave myself an alias of scorpion_princess04 on yahoo chat. my favorite color was actually taken from my sign. hahaha i was 11-ish, so i believed my mug when it read scorpios are jealous, possessive, loyal and persistent. whenever i felt jealous, i felt like i was living up to my sign so that's a good thing hahahahaha. reading about other signs convinced me more that i'm on the right group because, apparently, none of their listed characteristics apply to me... at least i know that's what i was thinking years ago. but of course, eventually, i learned that the zodiac is bull and that everything was schemingly put together by chinese astrologers major in superstitious psychiatry.... and that if i was introduced to the wrong sign in the first place, i would've felt the same belongingness. i could get a scorpio who's more of a leo or something like that. personality traits aren't something to be generalized by zodiac sign.

but you know, THIS LINK HERE is quite accurate for some odd reason. but i'm sure it doesn't apply to all scorpios. rar bakit kaya. hahaha

BWAHAHA nakakatawa yung ibang signs!!! i was reading on the other signs and checking if it applies to the people i know with that sign. nakakatawa. nakakatawa talaga. wahahaha bakit ganon. HAHAHAHA according to the site, my parents are not romantically compatible but what the heck huh.

hm. Thank you Lord for this day because:

1. sobra sobra ang kinain ko ngayon. dalawang party pinuntahan namin! busooogggg yeheeeyyy! >XD
2. nakahanap ako ng karamay sa mga hinaing ko sa buhay. it's bad, but it felt good. salamat kay Saycee HAHAHA
3. OFFSET KO BUKAS! yess walang pasok! >XD
4. nakakaiyak si Job. literal. >:''( ramdam ko ang pagdurusa nya sa pagsesermon ni pastor. nakakaiyaaaaakkk bakit wala kang movie (or meron ba?)?! Lord, paki gawa nga po ng movie si Job! >X''(
5. nabuo gabi ko dahil kay JM. i mean, si JM na pamangkin ko HAHA ang kyot sobra. sobrang puti, tas dark grey yung mata. ampotek san nagmana yon? kidnapin na yan!
6. sorry for the foul words. >:)

good night! >:D

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Day 6 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself

haynako my hatest part. enumerating things about myself na para bang napakahirap kong kilalanin at kelangan pa ng ganito. sows. ang arte lang pero sige.. yaman din lamang na vanity tribute eto, osya:

andami ng 30. wag na lang. KJ amp.

Day 5 - A time you thought about ending your own life

I don't remember the reason but i remember wanting to slash my wrists with salon clips hehehe
Haynakowww i feel super duper bitter today, and also yesterday! rarrrr >:| Hindi ako pinag-SA sa graduation! nakaka-inggit na nakakainis!!! okay lang naman na hindi eh, kasi naglabas sila ng list nung thurs ng sasama sa grad e wala ako so okay lang kasi may iba rin namang wala. pero kinabukasan, i learned that even those na wala sa list... sumama sa grad practice sa morayta for i dunno what reason so sobrang sumama yung loob ko cos i was literally the only SA left sa registrar's office and it sucked so much. parang connivance ekek. so binuhos ko na lang yung galit galit ko sa pag-gghost. leche talaga. leche. ansakit ng katawan ko tuloy. >:|

chaka lumalala na rin ang kaplastikan ko. dibale sa pasukan, i'll get rid of you. sino ba ko para pagsabihan ka... ni hindi nga tropa ang tingin ko sayo eh, naki-sawsaw ka lang eh. hindi rin ako concerned sayo. guilty lang ako. kasi ayoko magmukang masama sus. kung alam mo lang.

gusto ko na grumaduate. as in. gusto ko na ng bagong crowd. bagong tao. bagong friends. ibang pinag-kaka-abalahan. chaka pera shempre.

hey i dreamt of Yeorim kagabi lang.. or kanina.
in my dream we were in an outing somewhere na may water falls basta yun masaya kami dun nagkkwentuhan blah tapos parang umalis yata kami, nagbike tapos naka-angkas ako sa kanya yun lang. hehe >:)

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Day 4 - Your views on religion

my mind is in shambles.

please read the articles below...they're highly interesting.

Article #1 - the irony of Proverbs 3:5. juice in the comments >;)
Article #2 - a study which says that us tryin to discern what God is saying, is just a form of introspection. in other words, what we think God thinks is what we really think.

on to my views. i'm trying to live a Christian life. i pray, i tithe, i go to church and blah but sometimes my faith trembles... like when i read articles such as the abovementioned. i don't even know if i have one to begin with, or if i'm just bound my compliance because i was brought up this way and consequences are grave if dare swim upstream. there's karma when you're still alive, and hell otherwise. >:| i think my faith is fear driven. >:| i think i'm living a lie.

do we just leave everything to faith?

on another note, there are more stupid Christians than stupid atheists. if there's one thing i find respectable with atheists, it's their knowledge of the scripture. if there's anyone you should ask about the contents of the Bible, it's them, just don't ask them for their opinion yet cos it may set you in confusion. hehe

ugh, if i was only Bo Sanchez' godchild! >:|

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Day 3 - Your views on drugs an alcohol

On drugs - no. unless the drugs we're talking about here are drugs in general, which could be any medicine. i'm saying this out of being born in a society where drug use is illegal. i haven't tried one yet but i'm sure at some point in my life i've smelled or seen one hehehehe. i'm not even sure why it's illegal to use drugs. bakit nga ba? because they're addictive? they're hard to cultivate? haha it's unhealthy???? ewan. i need to research on this but i believe that cigarettes should be as illegal as drugs are. i really think so. it would help me and a million others.

On alcohol - what alcohol? the hard ones? i'm not even alcoholic but i guess it's okay to get drunk once in a while. given that you know who you're with and how you are when you're high. >:)

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Day 2 - Where you'd like to be in 10 years

i'd be 31 by then so hopefully I would be somewhere with...

1) my own car
-a cheap, cost-efficient, low maintenance car i could use to drive around the city and take to the suburbs occasionally. like the hyundai accent? i heard it runs on diesel and is pretty cheap! >:D

2) a stable career
-anywhere in the field of IT or design. with marketing side lines of course! and lots of passive income like stocks and investment.

3) my own family
- husband and kids that i will loooove forever and ever and go to church with >:)

4) and a beautiful house
- with a garden, a sturdy firewall for solo tennis bouts or a basketball ring LOL and an optional plunge pool! >XD 500 sq. meter tops HAHA ambisyosa. kelangan mag-invest sa lupa habang maaga (at meron) pa. mahal magpatayo ng bahay!

i'd be living "the" life if by 31 i've managed to acquire all those (excluding #3 cos you don't really "acquire" it haha more like earned? or uhm blessed with?). it makes me happy just thinking of it! napaka ideal! kaya halina't magdasal! >:D

not really day 2 haha but the goal is to finish with all the 30 thingies so yeah!

hey, i kind of want to try out audio blogging! for the heck of it! script writing is tough and spontaneous speaking is crazy so i ought to try it out somewhere faaaar like tumblr. HAHA didn't wanna spoil yer day with my voice >:) and buhsides, how do you upload audio here at blogger without any 3rd party hosting?