dear blog

andame. andame dame kong hindi kayang sabihin na dito ko lang nailalabas.bow.right now i'm semi pissed.

>> there are really people out there who enjoy being cute. which is a clever disguise to flirting. and obviously they're in denial because they want to convince themselves that they're just being fucking cute and nothing else.
>> and  there are also people who exaggerate every small connection they have with every likeable guy out there just so it would seem like they got to them first.
>> and then there are also people who pretend they don't care about (much more, abhor) all the attention (which is mostly virtual) given to them, when in fact, they marvel over it in their dreams.
>> and there are also people whose boastfulness shows more when they try to be humble.

then i feel guilty. for fooling myself and for fooling people into thinking that i'm their good friend. it feels unfair that you notice all the bad things about people who aren't aware of it themselves! it's like, they're supposed to be the bad ones but you end up being the villain because you were the one assuming all the bad things they presumably have. it's frustrating. and you can't just point out how awful their character is at one point... because it's like telling them to change their entire being. what can you do if they were born that way?

i'm confused too. but i'm not dropping the bomb because i have come to care about this friendship so much somehow. and i don't want it to break apart with silly girl issues. after all, diba nga, everyone has a good side. okay sige.

pati sarili ko niloloko ko na.
pero keri naman. mahirap lang talaga makisama pero magagawan naman ng paraan.pwede namang pumaslang BWAHAHA

hmm. then i realized, sus. pare pareho lang naman kaming mga babae. panay insecure.

yehey

this is the start of an awesome month. tomorrow has to be an awesomer day and the days to follow has to be at least awesome by default. i am so friggin happy. kinikilig ako! seryoso! i've never been this giddy over something that is not of the male species so. uhm. thank you Lord. you love me so much! >XD

for one thing: I HAVE A JOB! yes i was being a jerk over not getting mam faye's text messages but it turns out i'm part of the summer SA's. i was so bitter over it diba? ranting over twitter, sending out my resume to companies loool i am that desperate to have a job. >XD

because i want that ZUNE! >XD
and of course, my camera paid. FIRST. arg.

it's also crush overload this day!
there's JM! and Tirso! >XD OMGEHHHH!!! and i learned something this day! JM! JM! why must you be so kind like crazy. >XD why?!

tomorrow. dapat si Yeorim naman! HOHO

PS: i just saw 5/7 of my grades and and, i want to faint!!!! >XD

HERBALIFE Herbal Concentrate (green tea)

seriously. this tea kicked me awake for 24 hours straight that i had to force myself to sleep when i realized that i haven't slept in a day.

i like it best with sugar! it's pretty much like a hot version of nestea iced tea. saraaaaappp!

thank you list:



1. finished watching My Princess! feel good series yeahhhhh and i find myself idealizing men too much... once more! you know what, i always tell myself not to rush into things specially in relationships (and even if i tried i know i'll end up cowering on a corner. e wala e, it runs in the genes yata). i try to remind myself that while i'm busying myself at school, God is also busying Himself screening guys for me HOHOHO. o at least someone with higher standards is doing to the selecting for me! >:D haha oyan na! consuelo! kaya naman Lord, bigyan nyo ko ng katapat ko/higit sakin ah?! nagpapakahirap ako magpaka-talino dito! hehehe

2. i smell hope. honestly, i still feel bitter. suuuuper bitter that i wasn't notified if i could start working on monday. owell. then i talked to sir kim and he said, he'll do something about it cos we have a lot of things to do at the lab! >XD Lord. please? i seriously super duper need a job right now.

3. i found Zune sellers in the phils! >XD

4. cooked spaghetti! >:) had chocolate! yehey! >:)

[Windows] How to open specific programs/applications using the Run dialog

If you notice, when you hit Win+R, type 'mspaint', and hit enter... Microsoft Paint loads up! i'm assuming it'll work for majority of us Windows PC users! Try typing 'calc', and the calculator should open up. >:) I find this method easier and faster than having to navigate on my Desktop or searching on the Start Menu,

This tutorial will teach you how to open specific programs or applications using the Run dialog.

Steps:

1. Win+R >> type 'regedit' >> hit enter
this will load the Registry Editor.

2. On the Registry Editor, navigate to: HKEY_LOCAL_MACHINE >> SOFTWARE >> Microsoft >> Windows >> Current Version >> App Paths
the items listed on App Paths are the different shortcut keys you could use to run a certain program using the Run Dialog box. >:)

3. Right click on App Paths >> New >> Key

4. Rename the newly created key. For example, i want to create a shortcut key 'word', for Microsoft Word. I will rename the key with "word.exe". Putting .EXE is important >:)

5. The right window pane will have an item called (Default). Right click on it >> Modify >> enter the program path on "Value Data".

6. The program path is the location of the executable file that will load up the program. If you don't know where to get it, go to the folder Program Files, look for the folder containing your program and copy the location of the program .exe file. >:)

OR

On the Start Menu >> look for the program you want >> right-click >> Properties >> copy the path on the Target field and supply it on the 'Value Data' from the Registry Editor

this is majorly just a note to self in case i forget but i hope it works for you too. >:)

onga pala

i haven't posted a screenshot of this layout for future reference in case i change it again hehe

before i continue watching My Princess

things to thank God for this day:

1. i colored my hair. more like i asked daddy to. HAHA lechon, ayoko ng kulay pero sayang 150! HAHAHA i told mark to buy me one worth 15 but when he came here, naddaaaaaaa! orayt. napamahal tuloy. che. anyhow. it's still something to be thankful for!

2. i'm finally getting over not being hired at school this summer. i only felt bad about it because my boss already told me that we're working on 25 even before finals week started! she's like reserving our vacation month ardy for some major lab revamp, so i blocked it! but then i haven't received a confirmation message from her or from the HR (who's supposed to be the ultimate confirmatory person) so i guess it's a dull case... my other colleague got hired so that makes me more bitter. paasa. yun. masakit cos i've been expecting this all summer. if i had known sooner then i should've spent the finals week job hunting! or had my boss not told me that i'm working on 25 when in fact, it's not her decision who works this summer... then i wouldn't be this bitter.

actually hindi naman talaga ako sure pero ayun lang, the lack of confirmation says it all.

3. i did my resume and i was quite pleased. hello bragging rights! they've multiplied over the months LOL though i dunno what chances i have. the world is a scary place full of scary competitors lol

4. i had chocolate!

5. and spaghetti! >XD

6. and i'm flipping over My Princess. >XD

thank you Lord!

i figured that even though generally this day was crap (because of some piss off at facebook), if i make a daily list of things to be thankful for then it lightens my mood and it feels like calling this day crap is such an overstatement. there's so much things to be thankful for each day. super. and i wish to continue this everrrryyyday of my blogging life para masaya ako lagi. hehehe

there is not really a bad day ykknow. it's just that yesterday was better than today, but doesn't make it bad at all. it's all a matter of perspective. hokey. every body let's be happy! >XD

take note! by being happy i'm not refraining myself from posting crap about people! osabagay, being happy is different from being nice! hoho

dear Lord

sakin na to please. please. please. >:''((((

Amen.