Day 3: My day in great detail

what is great detail...?
i know this is late HAHAHA

mommy woke me up for church, it's 5 freaking am and i'm groggy as hell so i told her i'm going in the afternoon instead and went back to sleep, ah but not before downing two caps of meds. 3.5 hours later my cellphone rang and it was mommy, telling me ate wilma took the day off and that they're on the way home so i should get up and make breakfast. askdhcabsa crap, i hate doing chores but yeah, no choice. >:| so i went down and cooked longanisa, fried rice and boiled kamote >8D they came, i set the table, we ate and blaaaahhhh. took a bath, went to my neice's baptism as proxy ninang, ate a bit at the reception. talked a bit with my cousins. slept on the sofa. woke up with a bad headache, it's the side effect of the morning caps i take. went home, slept for awhile, woke up again at 4. prepared for church. took the tryke. gonna get down to the bus stop. HAHA joke. i see my friends. JOOOKE. took the fx to sm north. got down at the church. walked up to the audi. which seat should i take? HAHA it's joketime! sang. extreme moral dilemma. gave tithes. listened to pastor dave preach about the rewards of faithfulness. wrote my usual dear lord chorvaness. added items to my 2011 wishlist at the back of my dear lord notebook. muni-muni. end service. walked out. crossed to sm north. lined up the lagro jeepney terminal. paid till FCM. transferred at litex. took the dahlia jeep. went down. yellow tryke. home. ate wilma is back. >:) said hiiii!!!! went up. online. ate dinner. drank coffee. wasted time. blaaaah. is here.

Day 2: 10 likes and dislikes

oh well this is too late!

to make things different... or just so i won't sound like a self-obsessed girl dropping off yet another list of likes in case any of you want to give me gifts bwahehe

i'll be listing my ... 10 favorite YOUTUBERS (i do LIKE them after all) cos i've been hangin around there a lot, lately. or ever since i upgraded from dial up bwahaha

in no particular order.

1. SUNGHA JUNG - he plays the guitar like heaven! i made an entire playlist of him in my player. take note that ripping off videos from youtube and converting em to mp3 is a tedious task for me (aside from being illegal), but that's how much i love his music. >:D

2. KAILE GOH - supercrush! she's so hot and talented! ♥ not really a fan of the songs she covers but i watch her because i love looking at her! hahahaha sorinaman nakakatibo seryoso amp

3. MADDIE JANE - here's a very very promising kid with amazing voice! check out her covers, specially Price Tag and Jar of Hearts. >:D

4. DAVE DAYS - waaaahh supercrush! when i first saw him on DigiTour's promo vid, i was like WAAAAAHHH NERD MATERIAL ALERT ♥♥♥ but no, i kindof got disappointed that he's too cool. WAAY TOO COOL that he can't be a nerd. but i guess he's weird enough. ohwell. check out his cover-slash-parody of Rocketeer. only thing i don't like about him: he worships Miley Cyrus. it breaks my heart. argh. hey, HE'S LEFT-HANDED! >XD

5. LUAN LEGACY - this bitch talks real! HAHA you might find his uber fast talking annoying but his messages are exactly how i feel at times, check: you are not that important haha and also you don't need a boyfriend to feel good HAHAHA oh and THIS: don't ask for advice if you won't listen dang right.

6. KURT HUGO SCHNEIDER - just go check him out! he's one hell of a producer/filmmaker/musician everythiiing! >:)
7. SAM TSUI - he works with #6 and his covers are on Kurt's youtube page. >:D my favorite from him is his just a dream cover with christina grimmie, which brings me to

8. CHRISTINA GRIMMIE - one of my favorite singers! her voice is amazing. HAHA notice the amount of text decreases as i'm being lazy again hahaha.

9. ANDY DORFMAN - because i like her style and music >:) i want to learn this kind of production. and this one, it's a bit eccentric but i like it! >>> Beautiful

10. MARIA ARAGON - because she's so cute! haha

and now, for my 10 dislikes.
ehhhh, i'm not gonna pretend to be nice here BY NOT POSTING my 10 dislikes. i could go on for days if you want but by virtue of being lazy, i'll drop the 10 loathes off! i hate being reminded of what i hate anyway, ruins my day. haha

was that even bought?

the joke is over. i don't even know if people bought it, but i know some who did i.e. my hs barkada. was it fun? yeah it was. but for the most part it gave me the creeps specially when i had to play along with the fake wall posts like uuuughhh. eeeeeeew. that's waaay too much cheese for this friggin fake relationship. LOL see i can't even fake being sweet fogawdsake. so, this is how it feels being public about a relationship for the first time. sofa king WEIRD. or maybe it was because it was erni. LOOOOOOOOL joke lang HAHAHAHA

wuzdajoke?
erni and i pretended to be bf/gf for the remaining 8 hours of april 1 by changing our relationship status at FB. it's a common joke but we're curious on how people would react to it. guess it went well? ugh. hahaha anywaaaaayyyyy

JM gave me mangoes... from their yard i guess? and i was like, P'Shone is that you??? can i be Nam for awhile? (refer to the thai movie First Love) ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

oryt. softeng mode. >:|

Day 1: Write some basic things about yourself

basic and obvious

1. i love visual arts: drawing, doodling, web designing, staring into art galleries at SM megamall
2. i love coffee: specifically pioir 3-in-1 organic coffee >:D
3. i have small hands, short fingers and i bite my nails so they're really ugly haha

i'm not sure what basic means haha
hey i have news!

oh, would you believe i have a boyfriend? i don't. anyway, I DO. as of writing i'm in a relationship with a friend i've known for 2 years. we've been together since, hmm, since i switched to sun. LOOOOOOL we tried to keep it down for a while but realized a bit of publicity won't hurt so we decided to spill it NOW cos we know most people won't buy it. we've talked about it and we're cool about sounding like pranksters, building a commotion in the name of April Fools' Day. we don't want a buildup of serious onlookers anyway, so we don't mind a few friends thinking we're only fooling around. hehe srsly.

btw, lemme greet you again.

Happy April Fool's Day

can't put anymore emphasis on that >;)

Ken Out Source Free Job: Scam or what?

i'm 80% convinced it's scam, but i still want to know for sure. the bad reviews i got from the net are from users who PAID a registration fee to be able to avail of their job offers, but didn't get paid for the job they offered. what i want to know is, is it the same for the FREE JOB option, which i'm working at right now?

in Ken Out Source (currently www.online-home-jobs.com, i hear they change names every once in a while LOL), there two types of jobs you can do: paid and free. in PAID, you pick a job offer, pay a registration fee, and begin working, then you get paid based on your work output. the jobs are basically data entry (form filling, surveys, copy paste etc.). in FREE, you register for a payroll account, find your unique standard linking code and have as many people click on it. they say it's $0.50 per click (which is freaking big for a pay-per-click job) and that the minimum earnings required for a cash-out is $100.

as of writing, i have already earned $46.50 ever since i started giving away my link 8 hours ago. NOW i want to know if they're really gonna pay me once i reach $100 or they're gonna suddenly ban me before i can cash out for several fabricated reasons such as illegal clicks and use of bots. I'M NOT SURE AND I'M NOT COUNTING ON IT, cos yknow how it goes with easy-money job formats.

i'll update you soon! >:)

haha i never learn, do i? hahaha

but we'll see! the more clicks i get, the sooner i'll know if it's really true! so help me verify this thing by clicking on the link below, as if not finding a single good comment from google isn't enough, HAHAHA

click on this link and help me find out! there's nothing to lose! just click on it, no signups required! >:) it would mean a lot to me!

either i'll have something to warn you about, or i'll get you guys as my referals. hehe >;)

http://www.online-home-jobs.com/22364.html

UPDATED: i just reached $100

hardly a challenge, from tumblr

30-day April meme! ok i'll start tomorrow. i know i'd risk being redundant here cos the answers are scattered somewhere in this blog and my previous blog but yeaaahh, let's do this for fun! and for being redundant ok hehe

absolutely no point

i miss the times when i can just run to anyone and talk about anything that bothers me. i miss the times when i could freely chat with anyone who's waiting for a class, like a good friend . i miss the times when i was still so open about anything. i miss the trust i gave to the people around me. back then i felt more alive, more at peace. i felt like the entire world is a friend who will not betray me.

but now everything's different. i've closed my heart. i've shut my mouth. the world whom i thought was a friend turned out to be a backstabbing foe. what happened was that i learned too much. too much of what people say behind my back. too much about their insecurities, their selfishness and their bottomless craving for attention. i was betrayed. and it was enough to alter my view on life and people in general. i've come to watch my actions more, and see through my words better. i learned how you cannot trust anybody more than yourself, more than God. that i shouldn't walk around wearing my heart on my sleeve, giving everyone a piece of myself.

it's a lonely journey. but there is peace in solitude. epiphanies are born when you're alone. the world whom i regarded as a friend, is now but an acquaintance. and everyone else whom i gave a piece of myself to, i have left to wonder as to why i have inched away from the usual glee. it is a choice. a choice for more privacy and for lesser, but quality friends.

you shouldn't trust people. even your closest friends. i'm not excluding myself, i am not to be trusted. never trust me. if that's a chore for you, then i'll do my part. i won't give you a chance or reason to trust me. i've had enough of being trustworthy. and for a while i've noticed that as the trust grows, the expectation doubles. and it kills.

ignorance is bliss. there is beauty in not knowing. there is pleasure in being a fool.
there are things i wish i hadn't known. things i wish hadn't asked. and things i wish i was never curious about. but accounting it all on human nature, the best i can do is surrender to it. because an unappeased appetite is lethal and it could cost my soul to perish more than my mind would if i was fed about it.

what i really miss is having a real-life human confidante. or a real best friend. emphasis on real. someone i could dump my ideas and crap to... in real-time. like, right now! haha >:\