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Saturday, March 5, 2011

dream come true!

hey! i gave an "inspirational" speech yesterday during the Dean's List Awarding.
yesss, dream come true! i was ridiculously fidgeting about this on my previous posts right, i'm so thankful it went well appreciated! yehey, thank you Lord!

i don't actually think it's a kickass piece. inspirational speeches tend to be generic, but i did my best in the 6 hours i tried to put this together, see unscensored progress report at my twitter timeline. and FreeMind was a friggin great help. i'll definitely use it every time i need to write. err, which is going to be more usual than ever from now on.

i can feel the load getting heavier. the amount of responsibilities is taking its toll on me. i think i deserve a full day without thinking about my continuously incrementing to-do list. ok, 24 hours seems too much to waste. so Lord, please give me more sleep na lang! or maybe i'll just buy sleepasil. oh drugs.

speech down the cut, untitled cos i'm creative that way:


To everyone who’s here, to the audience, my fellow dean’s listers, faculty, department heads and our executive director, good morning. Although I’m very nervous, it’s a pleasure to be standing here today. This is probably the chance where I get to thank everyone who has helped me gain such achievement, as well as share a little bit of how I came to be here. I remember last year, when it was my first time to attend this recognition program, I was sitting there among you guys, listening to a fellow scholar deliver her privileged speech. Back then, the thought of being where she was excited me. I told myself that one day, I’ll get my share of that stage, I’ll be a full scholar and be recognized for it. And I’m pretty positive that this is that day. A year of dreaming combined with bloody hard work, determination, perseverance, patience, sleepless nights, and gallons of coffee, and it all paid off. It’s now my turn.

I’m here because I worked hard for this, but more importantly, I’m here because I envisioned myself to be where I am today. It all starts with goal-setting. Know what you want, and see yourself getting it. If you think you deserve it, then chances are you have what it takes. I started college as an ordinary (and sometimes delinquent) student wanting nothing else than to end the day, go home, and sleep. School was just a matter of making sure I have at least one smart and grade conscious classmate in a group project. And observing complete attendance is the key to passing a subject. Every day is a matter of survival, and the best strategy for lazy people like me, is to play safe.

But playing safe barely gets you anywhere, sure it gets you somewhere, but there is hardly any fulfillment in it. Being mediocre will cripple your dreams. God knows the plans he has for us, and knowing God, the plan he laid out for each and every one of us is big. If you’re not willing to step out of your comfort zone, you can never see how much rewarding life is, you can never see how much capable you are. The destination is set, but the path is yours to create.
There is so much potential in our dreams that is waiting to be released only if we have the right tools. Education is one. And it’s arguably the most important factor in converting your dreams into reality. Education is knowledge, and knowledge is power. Even with being a student, never settle with being just average. You were made for something bigger. As American columnist Maureen Dowd puts it, “The minute you settle for something less than you deserve, you get even less than you settled for.”

This is a shout out to all the people who helped me realize that I was made for something great: my parents, my friends, my inspirations, my friendly rivals and of course God. I owe you a lot. This day is just one of the many more landmarks I wish to plot in my map to success.
With this, I wish everyone a good day. Thank you, and God bless.

Friday, March 4, 2011

heh

this was a funny video. i ran through this while searching for a particular entry from the archives, and thought i had to repost it for archive's sake! my old blog has a dysfunctional search widget so i had to skim through every freakin entry for a certain day i needed to start my freakin speech, which is you know, as of 1:30am... 0%. or maybe 10% since i've kinda mind mapped already. argh. what's gonna happen to me tomorrow. >:((

here you go! my second bouquet! because i'm cursed like that.
december 30, 2009
purple jacket  >:D



let's go FreeMind!!!

i'm putting you to the test!

i'm doing some pretty crappy clustering right now, hopefully in a few hours i'll be ready with my speech. whew.
i hope i don't screw up, it's been a year since i last spoke to a large audience. 4 years since i last spoke alone and with an original composition. and, well, 10 years since i first spoke publicly.

waaaahhh stress! the coffee is finally kicking in and my heart is thumping madly out of panic (that there isn't a single sentence yet in my speech) and nervousness. oh Lord. help me. help me please.

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in Jesus' name!
wooooh

Monday, February 28, 2011

johnny and jenny

i dreamed about the young johnny and jenny from Endless Love awhile ago. in my dream, it was raining and jenny was inside a taxi, crying. johnny was outside, head bent down, soaking wet, topless and sortof bleeding . they weren't talking in korean but i don't understand what's happening. i think jenny was calling johnny to come inside cos it's raining. she won't stop crying. heh ewan ewan i'm not even sure if i was just watching from somewhere, or if i was jenny (pwede ba yun? you playing a different character in your dream?). when johnny came in, pinatahan nya si jenny. then another couple came into the scene, they saw j&j in the taxi. i think the other girl was jenny's sister from Cinderella's Sister. forgot the name e haha, the guy, ewan ko kung sino.

basta when they saw the two in the taxi, parang nagselos si girl. heh. basta. HAHAHA
ang gwapo ni johnny!

ok. ang saya lang magkacrush. >XD

disc graveyard



here's a dead blank DVD-R. i thought i could save with buying generic discs for 8 apiece but no, turns out all of them are sick. can't copy data! right when i need to free a lot of space in my hard drive! so instead of throwing them, i drew on them, after all they're white! BWAHAHA dahil dyan! bibili ako ng colored pentel pens! >8D waaaahh exciting!

this is a friggin good concept. Doodle Discs! kamown! gagawa ako madami tas icocompile ko sila! yehey! sige, marami akong gustong gawin eh! yung STF, yung Memo Pad, tas ngayon mga CD! yey. kelan kaya!

tas gusto ko rin bumili ng tablet. grrr


yesterday, my parents renewed their marriage vows! it was an event hosted by the home builders ministry where my parents are part of. 16 couples made it on that night, and 16 couples went out like newly weds fully blessed by the essence of the renewal. yehey! it was an emotion filled night because of 2 things:

1. my parents! they were so sweet. i cried when i saw their pictures. they'll be on their 23rd anniversary this july! yehey!

hm, there was a slight glitch before the ceremony started, MOMMY DOESN'T HAVE A BOUQUET!!! >8O and we didn't want her to walk on the aisle flowerless, so daddy asked me to buy flowers at the mall. mega haggardnessss sobra! i was brisk walking along EDSA and the temptation to jaywalk is sooo... tempting. haha but i still used the over over overpass and ran to holland tulips. dyusko. of all the flower shops in SM North, holland tulips lang naalala ko, ang mahal pa!!! oyon, tapos the flowers weren't the wedding type so i had to ask kuya to arrange them for me. it took almost 10 minutes and i was in such a rush after that i ran back! as in i was running at the mall with pang-abay flowers. nakakatawa lang pero wth. siguro iniisip nung mga tao, late na ko sa pupuntahan kong kasal. totoo naman. >:|

thank God! because i arrived JUST IN TIME. akalain mo, i was out of breath and sweaty when i got to mommy. they were already lined up , and they're the first couple pa! i saw her holding 3 pieces of what seemed like borrowed mini plastic roses. i gave the bouquet and took out the pitiful roses. i can't bear seeing my mom walking with those. >:'(
yehey for the flowers! >:D
ayon. whew. okay naman. sakit ng paa ko. but everything's worth it. nakakaiyaaaakkkk. >:'''(



2. terai told me this friggin traggic story she made up about this bat roaming  around the church. so we were watching the ceremony and a lone bat was flying around the place tirelessly. then terai went,

"alam mo ba kung bakit di sya mapakali? kasi hinihintay nya yung asawa nyang bat. magrerenew din sila ng marriage vows."

then she went on with her story, of why the bat was flying anxiously. that bat and his wife were supposed to meet at the church for the event, the wife bat made it first but she got caught by the maintenance people who killed her and threw her body outside. they thought it'd be a trouble to let the bat be, it could pee on the curtains and it could poop on the stage. that was enough reason for them to kill the poor thing. the husband didn't know this so he kept on waiting, flying around, searching for his wife. This went on for years, the husband waiting and the wife missing.

then i cried so hard i had to cover my entire face because i felt bad for the bats and also, i just further ruined my eyeliner. terai must've felt guilty for making me cry so she continued,

"pero and hindi alam nung husband, nung tinapon yung katawan nung wife, may napadaang veteranarian. tas napulot nya yung naghihingalong she-bat tas ginamot nya! ui ginamot na!"

BWAHAHA tas tawa na ko ng tawa. sakto dumaan pa si pastor na naka white suit! so sabi ko, "terai, sya yung veterinarian!" but we both know he's a dentist pero pwede na rin. haha so the wife bat recovered and eventually, she came back to the church where his husband is waiting. kaso by the time she got back, wala ng event. but that didn't stop them from renewing their vows. and so they lived happily ever afterrrr! >8D

uhh, napaka-lame ng bawi but at least happy ending. haha ang sakit sa dibdib e!

Friday, February 25, 2011

yey!

i finally bought a digicam for myself! yehey! yess wala na naman akong pera!

ok, next:
  • creative zen style 16G
  • seagate 500G/1TB external HD
  • laptop >:)
  • tablet >:3
hmm...awhile ago, i tried zagu's double espresso hoping that it'd have stronger effects on me. wala, parang cafe latte lang. mag cafe latte na lang tayo mas mura pa. mas nakakagising pa.on san mig instant coffee:
  • mild - never tried. ayoko ng mild.
  • original - masarap at mabango! PERO walang effect. 3in1 kahit pano napupuyat ako e, pangit lang lasa
  • strong - mas mapait ng onti. stimulating effect from 12mn, around 2 hours. weak parin. kaso ang sarap nga e, sayang.
  • extra strong - will try soon. hopefully umabot naman ako ng 4am. then i can finally make the switch!

tas someone's been stealing my coffee!!! *ehem* daddy *ehem* >X\