yey

yehey for selling my books! i just shipped the items awhile ago, hopefully my customers should get em by tomorrow or something. Grarrrr, they mispelled the name and address of my Gen San recepient! anyhow, i believe they have the necessary technology to verify that. otherwise i'm gonna hate 2G0... for awhile.

i hate you!!!! you keep on drafting meet ups but you never confirm, so we end up cancelling every fucking time. you know what, i'm always here! i'm just waiting for you! how hard it is to text? how dare you say you miss me when you never intend to show up in the first place? HOW.DARE.YOU. if you said you were coming the day before, i would've blocked the day. i wouldn't have to come up with some lame excuse to say i'm not available TOO just because i didn't want to sound like i'm looking forward to it, which i really am. fuck my pride, aye. if i told you i was waiting will you come?! I FUCKING DOUBT IT.

i can make things possible if you work with me. if you show your intentions, if you're sincere enough. i'm tired of waiting. i never expected anything of you because i knew there was nothing about you that could impress me any more than your words.

you.are.all.words.
just.words.

you can capture someone with your words for a while, but it takes action to make them stay.
i can't count the number of times this has happened. i seriously wanna cry right now.

i hate you. >:'(((((((
so much i want to quit being your "friend" and all.
err, i kinda just did.

notes to self!

yet another list of things to do (hopefully) so here you go, my so-far forever in-progress

TO-DO(OUBT) LIST:

// softeng project

calling it a thesis would be an overstatement, and looking forward to our output i doubt it's ever going to sound thesis-like. argh

what i need for this is lots of research on php and mysql. plus raw pics for the webpage. i hate programming, i'm more excited about designing the pages than the actual coding. argh. the things i like and do better at sound all too irrelevant at this point. why. >:(

//4thglan2 project

this would be so easy if i knew what to do... with the codes.

//midterm exams

yadda yadda yadda

to my groupmates who know what they're doing and is doing it right, thank you. you lessen my worries. LOL i'm not even a perfectionist but i end up staying all night editing crap. i love my groupmates but i hate group projects, sorry.

John 15:13

currently downloading Gravitation series and OVAs! >:)

aynako. my table was swarmed with ants awhile ago! i didn't wanna touch it so i poured alcohol on the glass surface and lit it. flambed ants ang resulta! HAHA at least they're all dead! the crackling sound was a bit guilt tripping kaso argh. uhm. waaahhh sorry ants, you know how it goes when you want to stay on top of the food chain. huhu

i seem to have a lot of things to do hindi ko lang maalala kung ano.

Band Romance

Feb 20, '11 - 12something AM

//just got home from Ding's to celebrate the birthdays of our feb babies michi, ding and KA pero wala si KA LOL so we had all the food for ourselves BWAHAHA plus rockband and bandhero na pareho kong first time natry. at sobrang saya pala nya! the wonders of play station. i never experienced any of it before! HAHA Band Romance, we're going big time soon!

//finally got my geek shirt kaso the size was too small argh! i think i ordered ladies large but they gave me kids 2xL. argh? and i was expecting it'd be my favorite shirt because i love the statement so much!

//good news? the 3 Paulo Coelho books i auctioned on ebay were ALL SOLD. O_O; they're duplicates to i gave it a low starting bid. Eleven Minutes got 16 freakin bids! >8D

//kinda bad news, the Metrobank ATM at PureGold fairview ATE MY BPI PAYROLL CARD. so i was like, wtf? so i asked the guards what to do and they advised me to call the Metrobank number. i did pronto, hoping that i'd still be able to save my card right away but unfortunately, processing takes 1 to 2 weeks (but my bet is 1 month), and i have to personally pick it up from their makati head office. i have an option to just have it replaced from its home branch which is just around the corner, it's faster and more practical than having to wait and go all the way to makati. BUT, i dunno. i think it's a good thing it happened? it means i won't be able to touch my salary for at least 2 weeks!

i still wish you hell!

here's about the Youth Conference in IT (YCIT) we attended for 2 days. was lucky to get in for free! yey!

Day 1 (UP Film Institute):
this was a confusing day, there were two conferences happening at the same time at different auditoriums with different agenda! we knew where we're supposed to go but it seemed like the other audi was more lively. aw.

i was bored so every time a new speaker steps in, i draw their faces on my notepad and TRY to take down notes. interesting topics i found was the one about Open Source by Noel Feria, Teaching CS with Games by Mario Carreon, and Voice Acting by Pocholo Gonzales. got a couple of good OS software suggestions like FreeMind, Scribus and ClamWin HAHA why haven't i explored in the open source realm before?! anyhow, the Games thingy was every bit interesting as well! the speaker was like the epitome of a hardcore gamer. and ironically, his frivolous antics was flooding with knowledge. napaka geek! napaka interesante! ftw si Tank Ina, the Mother Tank. amp. the voice acting segment was my most awaited among all the lined up topics, simply because i wanted to be a voice actor but never got the chance/break to! it was impressive and inspiring! hahaha

then something bad happened AGAIN at work. bitchesss

yesterday night was also a super duper mega haggard night, err not exactly, but my network2 groupmates and  i stayed until 3am to finish our fucking network plan proposal. i wouldn't say job well done for the 3 of us, but for us to produce something in a jiffy and from scratch (3 company proposals), it was quite good. LOL as quoted from tumblr, DUE TOMORROW? DO TOMORROW.

Day 2 (UP Theatre):
Last day of the xth annual YCIT! haha, no interesting speaker. i guess it was because i slept too much during the talks. anyway, Antonio Trillanes spoke! nothing interesting LOL, i would have it if anyone from the audience asked something about politics, or the death of Angelo Reyes at that LOL but that would be veering from the topic, and you have to prepare your life for it. haha i went home early cos i fucking wanted to sleep already. so there.

questions ignored.

was there ever really a time like this, where i'd be so affected about something i knew was about to come? no. this is the first time, that i am hating more than i have loved. that i wish not happiness but sorrow and despair. that i'm not looking forward to have anything back but rather have it destroyed completely. this is where i watch an ugly beginning of despicable entities making love. procreating, spreading a disgusting gene pool of sickening coquetry and arrant unattractiveness.

happy valentines!

so while you guys go your dates, i'm online window shopping for bargain mp3 players LOL. @_@ i figured i would have to leave the 'touch' generation as i'm not one to tolerate delays. someone's keen on buying my phone so i have to like, scout for an mp3 player and camera soon! when my cookie's gone i'm losing an mp3 player, a recorder, fm tuner, and a decent day to day camera! @_@ WAAAAHHH PENGENG PERA PLEASE!!!!

i dunno. i'm just staring at my books with awe. i can't believe i'm 1 book short in completing the entire Paulo Coelho collection! just Warrior of Light. just that and i'm a certified Paulo Coelho fanatic. maybe i'm just a collector now, not exactly a reader LOL kasi tamad na ko magbasa lalo na kung di naman engaging yung storya. >:| pang flicks lang talaga utak ko. in short pang bobo? joooooke.

pera! pengeng pera!

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