i still wish you hell!

here's about the Youth Conference in IT (YCIT) we attended for 2 days. was lucky to get in for free! yey!

Day 1 (UP Film Institute):
this was a confusing day, there were two conferences happening at the same time at different auditoriums with different agenda! we knew where we're supposed to go but it seemed like the other audi was more lively. aw.

i was bored so every time a new speaker steps in, i draw their faces on my notepad and TRY to take down notes. interesting topics i found was the one about Open Source by Noel Feria, Teaching CS with Games by Mario Carreon, and Voice Acting by Pocholo Gonzales. got a couple of good OS software suggestions like FreeMind, Scribus and ClamWin HAHA why haven't i explored in the open source realm before?! anyhow, the Games thingy was every bit interesting as well! the speaker was like the epitome of a hardcore gamer. and ironically, his frivolous antics was flooding with knowledge. napaka geek! napaka interesante! ftw si Tank Ina, the Mother Tank. amp. the voice acting segment was my most awaited among all the lined up topics, simply because i wanted to be a voice actor but never got the chance/break to! it was impressive and inspiring! hahaha

then something bad happened AGAIN at work. bitchesss

yesterday night was also a super duper mega haggard night, err not exactly, but my network2 groupmates and  i stayed until 3am to finish our fucking network plan proposal. i wouldn't say job well done for the 3 of us, but for us to produce something in a jiffy and from scratch (3 company proposals), it was quite good. LOL as quoted from tumblr, DUE TOMORROW? DO TOMORROW.

Day 2 (UP Theatre):
Last day of the xth annual YCIT! haha, no interesting speaker. i guess it was because i slept too much during the talks. anyway, Antonio Trillanes spoke! nothing interesting LOL, i would have it if anyone from the audience asked something about politics, or the death of Angelo Reyes at that LOL but that would be veering from the topic, and you have to prepare your life for it. haha i went home early cos i fucking wanted to sleep already. so there.

questions ignored.

was there ever really a time like this, where i'd be so affected about something i knew was about to come? no. this is the first time, that i am hating more than i have loved. that i wish not happiness but sorrow and despair. that i'm not looking forward to have anything back but rather have it destroyed completely. this is where i watch an ugly beginning of despicable entities making love. procreating, spreading a disgusting gene pool of sickening coquetry and arrant unattractiveness.

happy valentines!

so while you guys go your dates, i'm online window shopping for bargain mp3 players LOL. @_@ i figured i would have to leave the 'touch' generation as i'm not one to tolerate delays. someone's keen on buying my phone so i have to like, scout for an mp3 player and camera soon! when my cookie's gone i'm losing an mp3 player, a recorder, fm tuner, and a decent day to day camera! @_@ WAAAAHHH PENGENG PERA PLEASE!!!!

i dunno. i'm just staring at my books with awe. i can't believe i'm 1 book short in completing the entire Paulo Coelho collection! just Warrior of Light. just that and i'm a certified Paulo Coelho fanatic. maybe i'm just a collector now, not exactly a reader LOL kasi tamad na ko magbasa lalo na kung di naman engaging yung storya. >:| pang flicks lang talaga utak ko. in short pang bobo? joooooke.

pera! pengeng pera!

donate at my paypal (yanibirog@gmail.com)! or just send me a 16gigs Creative Zen X-fi style. LOL

ang corny talaga ng mundo

sabi sa service kanina, "we love him, because he first loved us." ayon daw yun sa John something. napaisip tuloy ako, kung di ko ba alam na mahal ako ng Diyos hindi ko rin sya mamahalin? ganun din kaya sa tao? laging may nauunang magmahal? tapos with that knowledge in mind you begin to love the other person back? ganon ba yun Lord? kawawa ka naman pala. hindi lahat ng minahal mo, mahal ka rin. kaw na nga nauna. tsk.

Paulo Coelho the Complete Collection FINALLY!!!! >8D

i'm broke, so what the hell. when i got home i felt pretty bad that i swept off a large amount of money for this. so i logged on to ebay to list the bookset. LOL i'm selling it!!! since i got it on 10% discount i could sell it for less than the original price and still get profit, but as i list down the particulars i.e. the book titles, i figured hey, i've been wanting to reread the alchemist and veronika decides to die! i haven't read brida! they say devil and miss prym is a good read! the witch of portobello alone is expensive! I CAN'T AFFORD TO SELL THIS. not when my heart breaks as i put them on auction.

i may have lost money, alright, but i couldn't have gotten a better deal. i may be a bit regretful about this super impulsive purchase but i realized, i've been wanting to buy this all along! i just never thought it's gonna be on this day. so i guess it wasn't really an impulsive decision.

Lord, i need a bigger shelf! >8D
yehey! time to cover these babies! >XD >XD >XD

i dreamt about this. @_@

i freakin dreamt about this! not this but what just happened a few seconds ago! i was about to disconnect to sun broadband and thought, hey this scene looks familiar. after i cut off the connection, i recalled dreaming about this some time ago. then i saw the 'network cable unplugged' notif on the desktop.... then thought about april cos the usb stick is from her then i thought, hey! i thought of april in that dream too! and there was a taskbar notif! then i was so amazed that i just needed to blog about it, so i opened sun bro to reconnect and though, WHAT THE HEY in my dream i actually reconnected to the internet!!! mindblowwwwnnn

woa. this is weird! it's like realizing that you knew all along what's gonna happen, and that you only recalled it when it's already unfolding and there's nothing you can do. it's pretty useless and creepy. not the first time it happened but it's a bit different cos i remember in fragments and not in wholes.

that's as far as it went. wahaha coooool.

Lord can you stretch this? hahaha i wanna dream of something that's gonna happen in the future, and remember it like 5 minutes before it unfolds. kasi the longer the waiting time, the more doubtful it becomes. 5 minutes lang haha. ay wag na lang pala. scary. WAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

what if every time you sleep, you dream of your entire lifetime in fragments? and that every time you wake, you step into a fragment of your dream but never realize it?

idunno! good night! will think about this tomorrowww >8D

heh

Lord, you're breaking my pride. >:\

hey i think i solved the blue screen issue yey! >XD see, every time i play around 10 minutes of video (any format, any player), the pc hangs up, displays a quick BSOD then reboots. i experienced it first during the SQL 2005 setup, but after the hotfix, the blue screen thing persisted, this time on playing videos nga. so i kinda researched and found out i may be having driver issues. so i looked up my video card on PC Wizard and downloaded the appropriate driver from the manufacturer's (Realtek) website.

ayon, so far it worked! uhm. so. far. like i've finished an episode of Zettai Kareshi uninterrupted. hehehe sana wala ng problema! >X|