sabi sa service kanina, "we love him, because he first loved us." ayon daw yun sa John something. napaisip tuloy ako, kung di ko ba alam na mahal ako ng Diyos hindi ko rin sya mamahalin? ganun din kaya sa tao? laging may nauunang magmahal? tapos with that knowledge in mind you begin to love the other person back? ganon ba yun Lord? kawawa ka naman pala. hindi lahat ng minahal mo, mahal ka rin. kaw na nga nauna. tsk.
Monday, February 14, 2011
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Paulo Coelho the Complete Collection FINALLY!!!! >8D
i'm broke, so what the hell. when i got home i felt pretty bad that i swept off a large amount of money for this. so i logged on to ebay to list the bookset. LOL i'm selling it!!! since i got it on 10% discount i could sell it for less than the original price and still get profit, but as i list down the particulars i.e. the book titles, i figured hey, i've been wanting to reread the alchemist and veronika decides to die! i haven't read brida! they say devil and miss prym is a good read! the witch of portobello alone is expensive! I CAN'T AFFORD TO SELL THIS. not when my heart breaks as i put them on auction.
i may have lost money, alright, but i couldn't have gotten a better deal. i may be a bit regretful about this super impulsive purchase but i realized, i've been wanting to buy this all along! i just never thought it's gonna be on this day. so i guess it wasn't really an impulsive decision.
Lord, i need a bigger shelf! >8D
yehey! time to cover these babies! >XD >XD >XD
i dreamt about this. @_@
i freakin dreamt about this! not this but what just happened a few seconds ago! i was about to disconnect to sun broadband and thought, hey this scene looks familiar. after i cut off the connection, i recalled dreaming about this some time ago. then i saw the 'network cable unplugged' notif on the desktop.... then thought about april cos the usb stick is from her then i thought, hey! i thought of april in that dream too! and there was a taskbar notif! then i was so amazed that i just needed to blog about it, so i opened sun bro to reconnect and though, WHAT THE HEY in my dream i actually reconnected to the internet!!! mindblowwwwnnn
woa. this is weird! it's like realizing that you knew all along what's gonna happen, and that you only recalled it when it's already unfolding and there's nothing you can do. it's pretty useless and creepy. not the first time it happened but it's a bit different cos i remember in fragments and not in wholes.
that's as far as it went. wahaha coooool.
Lord can you stretch this? hahaha i wanna dream of something that's gonna happen in the future, and remember it like 5 minutes before it unfolds. kasi the longer the waiting time, the more doubtful it becomes. 5 minutes lang haha. ay wag na lang pala. scary. WAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH
what if every time you sleep, you dream of your entire lifetime in fragments? and that every time you wake, you step into a fragment of your dream but never realize it?
idunno! good night! will think about this tomorrowww >8D
woa. this is weird! it's like realizing that you knew all along what's gonna happen, and that you only recalled it when it's already unfolding and there's nothing you can do. it's pretty useless and creepy. not the first time it happened but it's a bit different cos i remember in fragments and not in wholes.
that's as far as it went. wahaha coooool.
Lord can you stretch this? hahaha i wanna dream of something that's gonna happen in the future, and remember it like 5 minutes before it unfolds. kasi the longer the waiting time, the more doubtful it becomes. 5 minutes lang haha. ay wag na lang pala. scary. WAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH
what if every time you sleep, you dream of your entire lifetime in fragments? and that every time you wake, you step into a fragment of your dream but never realize it?
idunno! good night! will think about this tomorrowww >8D
Friday, February 11, 2011
heh
Lord, you're breaking my pride. >:\
hey i think i solved the blue screen issue yey! >XD see, every time i play around 10 minutes of video (any format, any player), the pc hangs up, displays a quick BSOD then reboots. i experienced it first during the SQL 2005 setup, but after the hotfix, the blue screen thing persisted, this time on playing videos nga. so i kinda researched and found out i may be having driver issues. so i looked up my video card on PC Wizard and downloaded the appropriate driver from the manufacturer's (Realtek) website.
ayon, so far it worked! uhm. so. far. like i've finished an episode of Zettai Kareshi uninterrupted. hehehe sana wala ng problema! >X|
hey i think i solved the blue screen issue yey! >XD see, every time i play around 10 minutes of video (any format, any player), the pc hangs up, displays a quick BSOD then reboots. i experienced it first during the SQL 2005 setup, but after the hotfix, the blue screen thing persisted, this time on playing videos nga. so i kinda researched and found out i may be having driver issues. so i looked up my video card on PC Wizard and downloaded the appropriate driver from the manufacturer's (Realtek) website.
ayon, so far it worked! uhm. so. far. like i've finished an episode of Zettai Kareshi uninterrupted. hehehe sana wala ng problema! >X|
learnings from yesterday >:)
I. oil pastels are made for poster making contests. nothing else.
II. the supposed to be "Intelligent" quiz bee didn't seem intelligent at all, the questions were vague, the grammar bad, and the schedule fucked up. i wish i could blame the sudden arrival of FEU President for this cos apparently she was the "cause" of why our schedules kept bitching around, but can i really do that? she's the president after all. every body let's bow down.
and when did HTML tags became case fucking sensitive? -__-;
i may be ranting out of bitterness that we could've made it to the semis if they didn't jump from elims to finals after 20 questions, but it was unfair nonetheless. any way you look at it bro. any friggin way.
where's the learning there?
wala! sasali parin ako! HAHA
they're the ones who should learn.
III. blue lemon is the devil. besides sucking up my wallet to bits, it makes me sick like 39C. but i still love it.
learning: no to blue lemon? i don't think so!
IV. i further realized that he was all pa-impress. can't you guys stay real? ~_~ i thought you're not one to lie about this. i never lied about it. >:| sus.
V. i'm sleepy and i feel sick, but i'm coming to school after lunch for that friggin attendance, then i'll probably work for 2 hours and leave.
now i can't leave for LB. fucking sad life it is.
II. the supposed to be "Intelligent" quiz bee didn't seem intelligent at all, the questions were vague, the grammar bad, and the schedule fucked up. i wish i could blame the sudden arrival of FEU President for this cos apparently she was the "cause" of why our schedules kept bitching around, but can i really do that? she's the president after all. every body let's bow down.
and when did HTML tags became case fucking sensitive? -__-;
i may be ranting out of bitterness that we could've made it to the semis if they didn't jump from elims to finals after 20 questions, but it was unfair nonetheless. any way you look at it bro. any friggin way.
where's the learning there?
wala! sasali parin ako! HAHA
they're the ones who should learn.
III. blue lemon is the devil. besides sucking up my wallet to bits, it makes me sick like 39C. but i still love it.
learning: no to blue lemon? i don't think so!
IV. i further realized that he was all pa-impress. can't you guys stay real? ~_~ i thought you're not one to lie about this. i never lied about it. >:| sus.
V. i'm sleepy and i feel sick, but i'm coming to school after lunch for that friggin attendance, then i'll probably work for 2 hours and leave.
now i can't leave for LB. fucking sad life it is.
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
in relation to the previous post
i came across that entry at tumblr and thought it was cute! ♥ i consider myself a reader but i'm not sure that's enough ground to date someone. readers can become extremely disagreeable, they think they know it all, specially the writers, or those who think they are. plus they're grammar freaks. they can debug a sentence and return the errors. they make you feel dumb so that's pretty annoying. unless, you're a reader/writer yourself i don't think anyone will find that attractive. it's quite an overstatement that readers/writers make the most sensible partners. they're too engrossed in their alternate universes and forget where they stand. their perception of romance and princes are screwed, they idealize men too much and depending on how much they've read novels, they've probably dropped all expectations from men. the more they read, the more their ego grows and the more they think they're better than anyone else. you utter a word in the wrong context and they bash you mentally for incorrect syntax. readers are un-expecting idealists.
keep calm and pretend it's okay
can i really do that? this week has been extremely busy, physically exhausting, and depressing! i actually got a fever this afternoon. then EIC kept calling about menial revisions for the school newsletter, nakakirita. seryoso. i mean, isn't it hard to edit ONCE AND FOR ALL??? is it enough excuse that no one's literate enough with photoshop? why do i put up with all this hassle? they figure a typo and call immediately for an edit, why can't you fucking spot all the errors, report em to me so i only have to edit ONCE and not every fucking 5 minutes?
then i keep getting stuck with "volunteer" work.
i wanted to sleep for at least 8 hours AT NIGHT. not in the afternoon cos it fucking disrupts my body clock (not that it was ever right to begin with), but i figured i may have mutated into a 2nd level zombie with the way i am more productive at night. ni hindi nga night eh, madaling araw. >:(
T________T;
then i keep getting stuck with "volunteer" work.
i wanted to sleep for at least 8 hours AT NIGHT. not in the afternoon cos it fucking disrupts my body clock (not that it was ever right to begin with), but i figured i may have mutated into a 2nd level zombie with the way i am more productive at night. ni hindi nga night eh, madaling araw. >:(
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