i dreamt about this. @_@

i freakin dreamt about this! not this but what just happened a few seconds ago! i was about to disconnect to sun broadband and thought, hey this scene looks familiar. after i cut off the connection, i recalled dreaming about this some time ago. then i saw the 'network cable unplugged' notif on the desktop.... then thought about april cos the usb stick is from her then i thought, hey! i thought of april in that dream too! and there was a taskbar notif! then i was so amazed that i just needed to blog about it, so i opened sun bro to reconnect and though, WHAT THE HEY in my dream i actually reconnected to the internet!!! mindblowwwwnnn

woa. this is weird! it's like realizing that you knew all along what's gonna happen, and that you only recalled it when it's already unfolding and there's nothing you can do. it's pretty useless and creepy. not the first time it happened but it's a bit different cos i remember in fragments and not in wholes.

that's as far as it went. wahaha coooool.

Lord can you stretch this? hahaha i wanna dream of something that's gonna happen in the future, and remember it like 5 minutes before it unfolds. kasi the longer the waiting time, the more doubtful it becomes. 5 minutes lang haha. ay wag na lang pala. scary. WAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

what if every time you sleep, you dream of your entire lifetime in fragments? and that every time you wake, you step into a fragment of your dream but never realize it?

idunno! good night! will think about this tomorrowww >8D

heh

Lord, you're breaking my pride. >:\

hey i think i solved the blue screen issue yey! >XD see, every time i play around 10 minutes of video (any format, any player), the pc hangs up, displays a quick BSOD then reboots. i experienced it first during the SQL 2005 setup, but after the hotfix, the blue screen thing persisted, this time on playing videos nga. so i kinda researched and found out i may be having driver issues. so i looked up my video card on PC Wizard and downloaded the appropriate driver from the manufacturer's (Realtek) website.

ayon, so far it worked! uhm. so. far. like i've finished an episode of Zettai Kareshi uninterrupted. hehehe sana wala ng problema! >X|

learnings from yesterday >:)

I. oil pastels are made for poster making contests. nothing else.

II. the supposed to be "Intelligent" quiz bee didn't seem intelligent at all, the questions were vague, the grammar bad, and the schedule fucked up. i wish i could blame the sudden arrival of FEU President for this cos apparently she was the "cause" of why our schedules kept bitching around, but can i really do that? she's the president after all. every body let's bow down.

and when did HTML tags became case fucking sensitive? -__-;

i may be ranting out of bitterness that we could've made it to the semis if they didn't jump from elims to finals after 20 questions, but it was unfair nonetheless. any way you look at it bro. any friggin way.

where's the learning there?
wala! sasali parin ako! HAHA
they're the ones who should learn.

III. blue lemon is the devil. besides sucking up my wallet to bits, it makes me sick like 39C. but i still love it.

learning: no to blue lemon? i don't think so!

IV. i further realized that he was all pa-impress. can't you guys stay real? ~_~ i thought you're not one to lie about this. i never lied about it. >:| sus.

V. i'm sleepy and i feel sick, but i'm coming to school after lunch for that friggin attendance, then i'll probably work for 2 hours and leave.

now i can't leave for LB. fucking sad life it is.

in relation to the previous post

i came across that entry at tumblr and thought it was cute! ♥ i consider myself a reader but i'm not sure that's enough ground to date someone. readers can become extremely disagreeable, they think they know it all, specially the writers, or those who think they are. plus they're grammar freaks. they can debug a sentence and return the errors. they make you feel dumb so that's pretty annoying. unless, you're a reader/writer yourself i don't think anyone will find that attractive. it's quite an overstatement that readers/writers make the most sensible partners. they're too engrossed in their alternate universes and forget where they stand. their perception of romance and princes are screwed, they idealize men too much and depending on how much they've read novels, they've probably dropped all expectations from men. the more they read, the more their ego grows and the more they think they're better than anyone else. you utter a word in the wrong context and they bash you mentally for incorrect syntax. readers are un-expecting idealists.

keep calm and pretend it's okay

can i really do that? this week has been extremely busy, physically exhausting, and depressing! i actually got a fever this afternoon. then EIC kept calling about menial revisions for the school newsletter, nakakirita. seryoso. i mean, isn't it hard to edit ONCE AND FOR ALL??? is it enough excuse that no one's literate enough with photoshop? why do i put up with all this hassle? they figure a typo and call immediately for an edit, why can't you fucking spot all the errors, report em to me so i only have to edit ONCE and not every fucking 5 minutes?

then i keep getting stuck with "volunteer" work.
i wanted to sleep for at least 8 hours AT NIGHT. not in the afternoon cos it fucking disrupts my body clock (not that it was ever right to begin with), but i figured i may have mutated into a 2nd level zombie with the way i am more productive at night. ni hindi nga night eh, madaling araw. >:(

T________T;

it's nice to be busy

entry for the multimedia contest (photo category) here in our school. for archiving purposes!
theme: use of technology in creating a filipino culture

all photos are from google images. idek if i have the right to use em.

anyhow, i have to be at school at 6:30 -ish and at this point... i'm sure if i slept i won't be able to wake up early. that's a proven consequence of being under the influence of jimm's. so while i'm not sleepy and is fighting a worsening stiff neck, imma go watch Zettai Kareshi! waaah yey!!! >XD >XD >XD

i'm struggling between my many many duties at school. bale there's work, org, acads, volunteer, and ex-co stuff i have to survive this month. nakakahaggard. i also realized i'm soooo much like Park Gae In in Perfect Match. yung tipong hindi makapag-paganda sa crush nya kasi gusto nyang sulitin yung oras sa kanya imbis na ibuhos sa salamin. HAHA

OT forever nanaman ako kanina pero ok lang, nakakaguilty rin naman kasing iwanan ng hindi tapos yung mga bagay bagay sa office eh. heh ok lang yan, sabay naman kami palabas ni JM! ediba una sya dapat sakin ng 30 minutes, tapos overtime pa ko ng 1hr. so parang na-extend sya ng 1.5hrs. hinde. hinde ako nag-aassume na hinintay nya ko. hindi talaga. HAHAHA pero sya naman nagyaya umuwi e. tas narealize ko, ang gulo ng buhok ko, tas ang dugyot ko pa, lakas maka-haggard ng mga aktibidades sa opisina. ni hindi nga ako nakapag-CR bago umuwi e. kasi nga diba. hah okay lang yan, mabuti naman ang kalooban ko. pero di ibig sabihin di kelangan mag-ayos. para san pa tong vanity kit kong may lipstick, blush-on, eyeliner, at hairclips diba? props.

in fairness naman, hindi ako na-utal. mahaba-haba rin ang snake road ah. actually feeling ko nga ang iksi nya kanina eh. HAHAHA

ay wait, online window shopping muna for bargain gadgets LOL >:) bat ang saya tumingin tingin sa ebay/ayosdito? haha

BWAHA

that awkward moment where everybody sings you happy birthday and you don't know what to do!
-someone from tumblr

no, it's not my birthday but ever since i read about that thing on tumblr, i've come to observe celebrants more every time we sing them happy birthday. it sure as hell looked awkward!!!! BWAHAHAHA

that awkward moment where you accidentally touch someone's hand
-still from tumblr

bwahaha no i don't remember feeling that way with my regular friends (lol regular), maybe because i've never noticed if i've come in contact with someone's hand you know unless it's my crush or unless it was un-accidentally hehe. HAHA but i do remember, accidentally grabbing someone's arm because he startled me. hah. after the encounter i was, hey! i just held his arm for a moment. WAAAAAAHHHHHHH that's like, JM yaknoowwww. argh. i wish i could just shut up about him diba.

i may or may not be going to LB this friday. LOL sounds like a choice. i wanted to but i have class and work the next day and last time i checked i haven't been sleeping properly, idek if i'm stressing myself out. if stress == not getting enough sleep, then i am by all means, stressed. i don't really feel like the typical stressed person, though i may look like it cos i hardly fix myself. anyway, being stressed is an overstatement for me. i'd rather be called busy. haha

i've come to anticipate sunday afternoons less. before, it meant going to the mall after church and window shopping while waiting for my parents to finish their ministry. now it meant, dropping by the mall to commute home because i terribly need the afternoon to sleep. heh epal. then i'll wake up at night and start my day. >:| old habits die hard.