learnings from yesterday >:)

I. oil pastels are made for poster making contests. nothing else.

II. the supposed to be "Intelligent" quiz bee didn't seem intelligent at all, the questions were vague, the grammar bad, and the schedule fucked up. i wish i could blame the sudden arrival of FEU President for this cos apparently she was the "cause" of why our schedules kept bitching around, but can i really do that? she's the president after all. every body let's bow down.

and when did HTML tags became case fucking sensitive? -__-;

i may be ranting out of bitterness that we could've made it to the semis if they didn't jump from elims to finals after 20 questions, but it was unfair nonetheless. any way you look at it bro. any friggin way.

where's the learning there?
wala! sasali parin ako! HAHA
they're the ones who should learn.

III. blue lemon is the devil. besides sucking up my wallet to bits, it makes me sick like 39C. but i still love it.

learning: no to blue lemon? i don't think so!

IV. i further realized that he was all pa-impress. can't you guys stay real? ~_~ i thought you're not one to lie about this. i never lied about it. >:| sus.

V. i'm sleepy and i feel sick, but i'm coming to school after lunch for that friggin attendance, then i'll probably work for 2 hours and leave.

now i can't leave for LB. fucking sad life it is.

in relation to the previous post

i came across that entry at tumblr and thought it was cute! ♥ i consider myself a reader but i'm not sure that's enough ground to date someone. readers can become extremely disagreeable, they think they know it all, specially the writers, or those who think they are. plus they're grammar freaks. they can debug a sentence and return the errors. they make you feel dumb so that's pretty annoying. unless, you're a reader/writer yourself i don't think anyone will find that attractive. it's quite an overstatement that readers/writers make the most sensible partners. they're too engrossed in their alternate universes and forget where they stand. their perception of romance and princes are screwed, they idealize men too much and depending on how much they've read novels, they've probably dropped all expectations from men. the more they read, the more their ego grows and the more they think they're better than anyone else. you utter a word in the wrong context and they bash you mentally for incorrect syntax. readers are un-expecting idealists.

keep calm and pretend it's okay

can i really do that? this week has been extremely busy, physically exhausting, and depressing! i actually got a fever this afternoon. then EIC kept calling about menial revisions for the school newsletter, nakakirita. seryoso. i mean, isn't it hard to edit ONCE AND FOR ALL??? is it enough excuse that no one's literate enough with photoshop? why do i put up with all this hassle? they figure a typo and call immediately for an edit, why can't you fucking spot all the errors, report em to me so i only have to edit ONCE and not every fucking 5 minutes?

then i keep getting stuck with "volunteer" work.
i wanted to sleep for at least 8 hours AT NIGHT. not in the afternoon cos it fucking disrupts my body clock (not that it was ever right to begin with), but i figured i may have mutated into a 2nd level zombie with the way i am more productive at night. ni hindi nga night eh, madaling araw. >:(

T________T;

it's nice to be busy

entry for the multimedia contest (photo category) here in our school. for archiving purposes!
theme: use of technology in creating a filipino culture

all photos are from google images. idek if i have the right to use em.

anyhow, i have to be at school at 6:30 -ish and at this point... i'm sure if i slept i won't be able to wake up early. that's a proven consequence of being under the influence of jimm's. so while i'm not sleepy and is fighting a worsening stiff neck, imma go watch Zettai Kareshi! waaah yey!!! >XD >XD >XD

i'm struggling between my many many duties at school. bale there's work, org, acads, volunteer, and ex-co stuff i have to survive this month. nakakahaggard. i also realized i'm soooo much like Park Gae In in Perfect Match. yung tipong hindi makapag-paganda sa crush nya kasi gusto nyang sulitin yung oras sa kanya imbis na ibuhos sa salamin. HAHA

OT forever nanaman ako kanina pero ok lang, nakakaguilty rin naman kasing iwanan ng hindi tapos yung mga bagay bagay sa office eh. heh ok lang yan, sabay naman kami palabas ni JM! ediba una sya dapat sakin ng 30 minutes, tapos overtime pa ko ng 1hr. so parang na-extend sya ng 1.5hrs. hinde. hinde ako nag-aassume na hinintay nya ko. hindi talaga. HAHAHA pero sya naman nagyaya umuwi e. tas narealize ko, ang gulo ng buhok ko, tas ang dugyot ko pa, lakas maka-haggard ng mga aktibidades sa opisina. ni hindi nga ako nakapag-CR bago umuwi e. kasi nga diba. hah okay lang yan, mabuti naman ang kalooban ko. pero di ibig sabihin di kelangan mag-ayos. para san pa tong vanity kit kong may lipstick, blush-on, eyeliner, at hairclips diba? props.

in fairness naman, hindi ako na-utal. mahaba-haba rin ang snake road ah. actually feeling ko nga ang iksi nya kanina eh. HAHAHA

ay wait, online window shopping muna for bargain gadgets LOL >:) bat ang saya tumingin tingin sa ebay/ayosdito? haha

BWAHA

that awkward moment where everybody sings you happy birthday and you don't know what to do!
-someone from tumblr

no, it's not my birthday but ever since i read about that thing on tumblr, i've come to observe celebrants more every time we sing them happy birthday. it sure as hell looked awkward!!!! BWAHAHAHA

that awkward moment where you accidentally touch someone's hand
-still from tumblr

bwahaha no i don't remember feeling that way with my regular friends (lol regular), maybe because i've never noticed if i've come in contact with someone's hand you know unless it's my crush or unless it was un-accidentally hehe. HAHA but i do remember, accidentally grabbing someone's arm because he startled me. hah. after the encounter i was, hey! i just held his arm for a moment. WAAAAAAHHHHHHH that's like, JM yaknoowwww. argh. i wish i could just shut up about him diba.

i may or may not be going to LB this friday. LOL sounds like a choice. i wanted to but i have class and work the next day and last time i checked i haven't been sleeping properly, idek if i'm stressing myself out. if stress == not getting enough sleep, then i am by all means, stressed. i don't really feel like the typical stressed person, though i may look like it cos i hardly fix myself. anyway, being stressed is an overstatement for me. i'd rather be called busy. haha

i've come to anticipate sunday afternoons less. before, it meant going to the mall after church and window shopping while waiting for my parents to finish their ministry. now it meant, dropping by the mall to commute home because i terribly need the afternoon to sleep. heh epal. then i'll wake up at night and start my day. >:| old habits die hard.

ikr

it's not like you really miss me do you? you're all text/chat/fb but no show. hehe but it's okay, we don't really always feel the urge to see someone just because we miss em do we? i mean, i miss a lot of my friends but i don't always show up. sometimes i get lazy but that doesn't mean i miss them less. or does it?  haha i dunno. my biggest setback is the occasional financial costraints plus the lazyness and sometimes that negative feeling that they don't really wanna see you back. gives me hell yknow.

anyhow. i hate people who don't show up everytime they say they will.
and this time i'm not gonna keep reminding. let's see if they actually have it in their minds to show up, for once. che.

guilty rin naman ako so i'm not in the perfect position to condemn. but when it's someone special, it hurts damn well.

i'm excited to go home. Kimi ni Todoke has over 40 seeders last night, and smartbro's really doing great so i finished the almost 5 gigs download in less than a day. thank you! but that'll have to wait! still have to finish Perfect Match and rewatch Zettai Kareshi.

Lord, i'm begging you for more space. MOOOORE space. please. >:(

revision #1

i'm not sure about which articles to put at the front. but since it's just 2 pages, guess it wouldn't matter that much? hehe

what do you think?
i have, like a personal affinity to swirls i hope i'm not being too err, girly. hehe