it's nice to be busy

entry for the multimedia contest (photo category) here in our school. for archiving purposes!
theme: use of technology in creating a filipino culture

all photos are from google images. idek if i have the right to use em.

anyhow, i have to be at school at 6:30 -ish and at this point... i'm sure if i slept i won't be able to wake up early. that's a proven consequence of being under the influence of jimm's. so while i'm not sleepy and is fighting a worsening stiff neck, imma go watch Zettai Kareshi! waaah yey!!! >XD >XD >XD

i'm struggling between my many many duties at school. bale there's work, org, acads, volunteer, and ex-co stuff i have to survive this month. nakakahaggard. i also realized i'm soooo much like Park Gae In in Perfect Match. yung tipong hindi makapag-paganda sa crush nya kasi gusto nyang sulitin yung oras sa kanya imbis na ibuhos sa salamin. HAHA

OT forever nanaman ako kanina pero ok lang, nakakaguilty rin naman kasing iwanan ng hindi tapos yung mga bagay bagay sa office eh. heh ok lang yan, sabay naman kami palabas ni JM! ediba una sya dapat sakin ng 30 minutes, tapos overtime pa ko ng 1hr. so parang na-extend sya ng 1.5hrs. hinde. hinde ako nag-aassume na hinintay nya ko. hindi talaga. HAHAHA pero sya naman nagyaya umuwi e. tas narealize ko, ang gulo ng buhok ko, tas ang dugyot ko pa, lakas maka-haggard ng mga aktibidades sa opisina. ni hindi nga ako nakapag-CR bago umuwi e. kasi nga diba. hah okay lang yan, mabuti naman ang kalooban ko. pero di ibig sabihin di kelangan mag-ayos. para san pa tong vanity kit kong may lipstick, blush-on, eyeliner, at hairclips diba? props.

in fairness naman, hindi ako na-utal. mahaba-haba rin ang snake road ah. actually feeling ko nga ang iksi nya kanina eh. HAHAHA

ay wait, online window shopping muna for bargain gadgets LOL >:) bat ang saya tumingin tingin sa ebay/ayosdito? haha

BWAHA

that awkward moment where everybody sings you happy birthday and you don't know what to do!
-someone from tumblr

no, it's not my birthday but ever since i read about that thing on tumblr, i've come to observe celebrants more every time we sing them happy birthday. it sure as hell looked awkward!!!! BWAHAHAHA

that awkward moment where you accidentally touch someone's hand
-still from tumblr

bwahaha no i don't remember feeling that way with my regular friends (lol regular), maybe because i've never noticed if i've come in contact with someone's hand you know unless it's my crush or unless it was un-accidentally hehe. HAHA but i do remember, accidentally grabbing someone's arm because he startled me. hah. after the encounter i was, hey! i just held his arm for a moment. WAAAAAAHHHHHHH that's like, JM yaknoowwww. argh. i wish i could just shut up about him diba.

i may or may not be going to LB this friday. LOL sounds like a choice. i wanted to but i have class and work the next day and last time i checked i haven't been sleeping properly, idek if i'm stressing myself out. if stress == not getting enough sleep, then i am by all means, stressed. i don't really feel like the typical stressed person, though i may look like it cos i hardly fix myself. anyway, being stressed is an overstatement for me. i'd rather be called busy. haha

i've come to anticipate sunday afternoons less. before, it meant going to the mall after church and window shopping while waiting for my parents to finish their ministry. now it meant, dropping by the mall to commute home because i terribly need the afternoon to sleep. heh epal. then i'll wake up at night and start my day. >:| old habits die hard.

ikr

it's not like you really miss me do you? you're all text/chat/fb but no show. hehe but it's okay, we don't really always feel the urge to see someone just because we miss em do we? i mean, i miss a lot of my friends but i don't always show up. sometimes i get lazy but that doesn't mean i miss them less. or does it?  haha i dunno. my biggest setback is the occasional financial costraints plus the lazyness and sometimes that negative feeling that they don't really wanna see you back. gives me hell yknow.

anyhow. i hate people who don't show up everytime they say they will.
and this time i'm not gonna keep reminding. let's see if they actually have it in their minds to show up, for once. che.

guilty rin naman ako so i'm not in the perfect position to condemn. but when it's someone special, it hurts damn well.

i'm excited to go home. Kimi ni Todoke has over 40 seeders last night, and smartbro's really doing great so i finished the almost 5 gigs download in less than a day. thank you! but that'll have to wait! still have to finish Perfect Match and rewatch Zettai Kareshi.

Lord, i'm begging you for more space. MOOOORE space. please. >:(

revision #1

i'm not sure about which articles to put at the front. but since it's just 2 pages, guess it wouldn't matter that much? hehe

what do you think?
i have, like a personal affinity to swirls i hope i'm not being too err, girly. hehe

i'm getting distracted

this guy's piano covers are to die for! exactly what i'm looking for! quoting a user comment, David Sides is 'The Black Mozart' LOL

whenever i listen to great musicians like him i always wonder if it's truly possible to sell your soul to the devil in exchange for killer prowess. LOL then i go about thinking i'm a female maksim! eh. he.he.he. wherever that myth came from, it did affect my perception on stuff like this. of course i understand there are truly gifted people and i wanna be one! bwahaha.

hey wait! please spare 20 minutes of your time to watch this incredibly enlightening speech about how education sucks out our creativity. it was really well said, and although i haven't seen myself complain to why the general academe was built to nurture just the left hemispheres of our brain (cos at some point i enjoy it), this made me think that's it's somewhat unfair that you know, we are bring graded based on something we're not inclined to.

but of course, there was never really a balance on the way things are taught to us. maybe because creativity is subjective and you can't just teach someone dance the way you teach him math. you know someone's good in math when he gets the answers right. but how about a good dancer? what is a good dancer? what is good? you'll never know and you can never tell. it always depends. which is probably why educational institutions are built this way. when people ask you questions, you always want to have the right answers. it's easier nurturing logic than creativity.

ay ewan. edi baliktarin! what if the academe was built the other way around? we teach people how to sing, dance, act and paint instead of math, science, english and home eco? i'm sure Sir will be asking the same thing. what about those who are good in math? HAHA anubeehh one moment i'm enlightened, tas the next time i'm skeptic na ulit. haha

wala talagang balance sa mundo. tanggapin na lang natin LOL. errrrr

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Lee Min Ho! this is your fault!!!! i'm suffering from a bad stiff neck from watching you for 5 hours! ansakit argh!

ayon. may problema ko. wala nanaman akong masabihan! i would've preferred talking to you kaso hindi na pwede kasi nahihiya nako lumapit! grrrrr wala na, we're falling apart. the three of us is falling apart and i feel like i'm the only one who can bring it back kaso anong gagawin ko naiiyak nako. i value this friendship so much that i'm crying now.

nahihiya narin ako ibring up si JM. wala lang! nahihiya lang ako! parang hindi na tama. alam ko na, may mali! ewan nakakainis naman o. henako blog. be my best friend.  >____>; awhile ago, i went out of the room and the first person i saw was JM! nakita ko syaaaa ang gwapo nyaaaa! ♥ ♥ tas tinanong nya ko kung asan si sir, nagulat ako! as in, nagulaat. alam mo ba kung pano ko magulat. shet lang. hindi naman ako nagulat nung nakita ko sya, nagulat ako nung tinanong nya ko. kala mo naman kung anong tanong e parang tanga. blog, atin na nga lang si JM. nahihiya nako pagusapan e. parang, mali nga.

argh. pengeng salonpas.

yey! finish na magdownload yung Zettai Kareshi! >XD waaaah riiiiikoooooo >XD

she annoys me, but.

every time we meet she never fails to brag about how much her boyfriend is jealous of the guys around her. all of her stories stress out how her man of x months is so possessive of her. i really wanna shut her off cos whenever i listen to her, i can only think that she only wants everyone to know that she has a boyfriend, when in fact NONE OF US FUCKING CARE. she reminds everyone she talks to that her boyfriend loves her so much and that he's so sweet and jealous and all the crap you swoon over in pajama parties. i never had a conversation with her wherein she failed to mention her boyfriend (or the fact that she has one) at least thrice. -_-; i mean, i know them both and have been annoyed by their presence countless of times but this is the time i shift my understanding to the lighter side. so uhm given that i've been thinking badly of her a couple of chances, i have to put my guilt-reducing mechanism to work and you know, try to look at the briiiight side!!! >8D

the way the girl brags about her un-braggable bf is sweet. she boasts about how her bf reacted when someone is allegedly flirting with her. basically she boasts about everything that makes her bf insecure. then i realized, this girl is proud of every little thing his boyfriend does for her. it gives her the assurance that he is, indeed, in love and wants to protect their relationship. and she wants to be constantly reminded of it. she wants us to think that she has a boyfriend who loves her so friggin annoying much.

she's proud that her boyfriend loves her. period.
(or maybe she's just too proud that she has a boyfriend. hah. joke lang. sarreh)

it may be the only thing she brags about regarding her boyfriend, but it's the one thing everyone's been reluctant to express, and she's not... because SHE IS SO SURE ABOUT IT. i never thought i'd come to this side of her annoyingness. haha pero diba? other girls are proud that their boyfriends are good looking, smart and sporty, but her boyfriend has none of that to boot, yet she talks about him with such pride like no amount of achievement could compare. how many girlfriends are like her?

hah hindi ako ganyan e. i always want to be impressed.

will sleep for awhile hehe >:D