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it's not like you really miss me do you? you're all text/chat/fb but no show. hehe but it's okay, we don't really always feel the urge to see someone just because we miss em do we? i mean, i miss a lot of my friends but i don't always show up. sometimes i get lazy but that doesn't mean i miss them less. or does it?  haha i dunno. my biggest setback is the occasional financial costraints plus the lazyness and sometimes that negative feeling that they don't really wanna see you back. gives me hell yknow.

anyhow. i hate people who don't show up everytime they say they will.
and this time i'm not gonna keep reminding. let's see if they actually have it in their minds to show up, for once. che.

guilty rin naman ako so i'm not in the perfect position to condemn. but when it's someone special, it hurts damn well.

i'm excited to go home. Kimi ni Todoke has over 40 seeders last night, and smartbro's really doing great so i finished the almost 5 gigs download in less than a day. thank you! but that'll have to wait! still have to finish Perfect Match and rewatch Zettai Kareshi.

Lord, i'm begging you for more space. MOOOORE space. please. >:(

revision #1

i'm not sure about which articles to put at the front. but since it's just 2 pages, guess it wouldn't matter that much? hehe

what do you think?
i have, like a personal affinity to swirls i hope i'm not being too err, girly. hehe

i'm getting distracted

this guy's piano covers are to die for! exactly what i'm looking for! quoting a user comment, David Sides is 'The Black Mozart' LOL

whenever i listen to great musicians like him i always wonder if it's truly possible to sell your soul to the devil in exchange for killer prowess. LOL then i go about thinking i'm a female maksim! eh. he.he.he. wherever that myth came from, it did affect my perception on stuff like this. of course i understand there are truly gifted people and i wanna be one! bwahaha.

hey wait! please spare 20 minutes of your time to watch this incredibly enlightening speech about how education sucks out our creativity. it was really well said, and although i haven't seen myself complain to why the general academe was built to nurture just the left hemispheres of our brain (cos at some point i enjoy it), this made me think that's it's somewhat unfair that you know, we are bring graded based on something we're not inclined to.

but of course, there was never really a balance on the way things are taught to us. maybe because creativity is subjective and you can't just teach someone dance the way you teach him math. you know someone's good in math when he gets the answers right. but how about a good dancer? what is a good dancer? what is good? you'll never know and you can never tell. it always depends. which is probably why educational institutions are built this way. when people ask you questions, you always want to have the right answers. it's easier nurturing logic than creativity.

ay ewan. edi baliktarin! what if the academe was built the other way around? we teach people how to sing, dance, act and paint instead of math, science, english and home eco? i'm sure Sir will be asking the same thing. what about those who are good in math? HAHA anubeehh one moment i'm enlightened, tas the next time i'm skeptic na ulit. haha

wala talagang balance sa mundo. tanggapin na lang natin LOL. errrrr

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Lee Min Ho! this is your fault!!!! i'm suffering from a bad stiff neck from watching you for 5 hours! ansakit argh!

ayon. may problema ko. wala nanaman akong masabihan! i would've preferred talking to you kaso hindi na pwede kasi nahihiya nako lumapit! grrrrr wala na, we're falling apart. the three of us is falling apart and i feel like i'm the only one who can bring it back kaso anong gagawin ko naiiyak nako. i value this friendship so much that i'm crying now.

nahihiya narin ako ibring up si JM. wala lang! nahihiya lang ako! parang hindi na tama. alam ko na, may mali! ewan nakakainis naman o. henako blog. be my best friend.  >____>; awhile ago, i went out of the room and the first person i saw was JM! nakita ko syaaaa ang gwapo nyaaaa! ♥ ♥ tas tinanong nya ko kung asan si sir, nagulat ako! as in, nagulaat. alam mo ba kung pano ko magulat. shet lang. hindi naman ako nagulat nung nakita ko sya, nagulat ako nung tinanong nya ko. kala mo naman kung anong tanong e parang tanga. blog, atin na nga lang si JM. nahihiya nako pagusapan e. parang, mali nga.

argh. pengeng salonpas.

yey! finish na magdownload yung Zettai Kareshi! >XD waaaah riiiiikoooooo >XD

she annoys me, but.

every time we meet she never fails to brag about how much her boyfriend is jealous of the guys around her. all of her stories stress out how her man of x months is so possessive of her. i really wanna shut her off cos whenever i listen to her, i can only think that she only wants everyone to know that she has a boyfriend, when in fact NONE OF US FUCKING CARE. she reminds everyone she talks to that her boyfriend loves her so much and that he's so sweet and jealous and all the crap you swoon over in pajama parties. i never had a conversation with her wherein she failed to mention her boyfriend (or the fact that she has one) at least thrice. -_-; i mean, i know them both and have been annoyed by their presence countless of times but this is the time i shift my understanding to the lighter side. so uhm given that i've been thinking badly of her a couple of chances, i have to put my guilt-reducing mechanism to work and you know, try to look at the briiiight side!!! >8D

the way the girl brags about her un-braggable bf is sweet. she boasts about how her bf reacted when someone is allegedly flirting with her. basically she boasts about everything that makes her bf insecure. then i realized, this girl is proud of every little thing his boyfriend does for her. it gives her the assurance that he is, indeed, in love and wants to protect their relationship. and she wants to be constantly reminded of it. she wants us to think that she has a boyfriend who loves her so friggin annoying much.

she's proud that her boyfriend loves her. period.
(or maybe she's just too proud that she has a boyfriend. hah. joke lang. sarreh)

it may be the only thing she brags about regarding her boyfriend, but it's the one thing everyone's been reluctant to express, and she's not... because SHE IS SO SURE ABOUT IT. i never thought i'd come to this side of her annoyingness. haha pero diba? other girls are proud that their boyfriends are good looking, smart and sporty, but her boyfriend has none of that to boot, yet she talks about him with such pride like no amount of achievement could compare. how many girlfriends are like her?

hah hindi ako ganyan e. i always want to be impressed.

will sleep for awhile hehe >:D

ah ikaw pala si suzi

i've seen her on full time moms (QTV11), and maldita billboards. i didn't know it was the suzi our prof was calling me as. HAH e crush ko kaya asawa nya! >8D if it's true i look like her (but of course you'll never see me agree to this), then i may have a chance on your Paolo. bwahaha whatever. it's just the hair. come on.

feb na pala

be careful what you fall for cos words can draw out assurance even without a bit of sincerity.
words are to be verified. actions are to be spelled out.

on second thought, i never should've reacted the way i did before i edited this entry. after all, what kind of love was i expecting anyway? it's not like 'that'. wala lang, it gets frustrating sometimes. >:|

currently watching: Perfect Match! >XD