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Friday, January 14, 2011

blue screen of life

fail-est day of my CS life. we were supposed to reformat all the PC's in the 4 computer labs we have here, that's around 160 units. naturally, we have to do some ghosting (i just learned about it, and it's one hell of a(n) pirate act >8D) to save time, resources, energy, money and everything else you're most likely to waste by reformatting one-by-one.. i.e. your entire life. haha

yesterday. sir long (by boss #2) left for his lunch break and i was left to ghost the remaining PC's. i'll cut it short na lang, thing is... i ghosted the wrong diskSSSS. so i pretty much reinstalled the same virus inflicted, totally useless, deep freeze lacking system on around 8 PCs. argh. i knew there was something wrong. and it took me 8 PC's to realize that. what a waste. of life. >:|

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

obatganyan

alam mo yung naka move-on ka na eh, pero yung mga tao sa paligid mo hindi parin. nakaka-panibago ba na masaya ka na ulit at okay na ang lahat? okay na okay na. mahirap ba paniwalaan yon? muka bang pinaplastik mo sarili mo? bat mas marunong pa sila. >:| hayan na nga't sinunod mo ang payo nila, tas sila pa ang me ganang itanggi ang isang katotohanang ikaw mismo ang nagbunyag sa sarili mo. na para bang hindi nila inaasahang makabangon ka pa. at wala silang tiwalang makakabangon ka pa. at hindi ka na dapat bumangon pa. sino bang me dala nito? ikaw diba. ikaw na pinagkaitan ng tiwala. ikaw na naghahanap ng mga kaibigang masasandalan at tutulungan kang makalaya. pero mukang ayaw nilang maniwala na kaya mo talaga.

tama ka. dapat sinolo mo na lang yan.

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Presario C700 (C793TU) Downgrade

Because Vista sucks, and it took me 3 years to realize that, I've just rolled back to Windows XP Bangketa Version (LOL if you get what i mean).

So far, so good. EXCEPT FOR THE AUDIO. Apparently, my research has taken me into an understanding that HP does not support any audio drivers for XP (but they're out there from the manufacturer's site), and that HP has sold itself to Microsoft's lecherous Vista marketing strategy. ARGH. >:(

Now my best chance is to get all device specifications in the motherboard and search for drivers. argh. manually. argh. I was lucky enough to have the modem driver work, unless i won't be able to go online and search for solutions! >8D

Hm. limited stuff i can do for now. Heck i still have to buy that ultimate "non-expiring" antivirus from my favorite bangketa outlet. bwahahaha

Saturday, January 8, 2011

anak ng tokwa

iniisip ko kung anong klaseng kabutihan ang nagawa ko para biyayaan ako ni Lord ng full scholarship ngayong taon. iniisip ko rin kung alin sa mga kamalasan ng nakaraang taon ang nagbigay sakin ng ganito kagandang karma. iniisip ko na baka kapalit ng namamayagpag kong pagaaral ay ang sumpang hindi na magkaroon ng buhay pagibig.

nagiisip ako ng iba pang paraan para kumita. 12 hours lang ang pwede kong itrabaho sa school ngayon dahil madami akong kinuhang subjects. hindi ko alam kung kaya ko pang magsulat ng mga artikulo. simula noong sinimulan ko to, araw araw akong puyat. at hindi ko feel na kumikita talaga ko. >:|

tulog na lang ang pahinga ko. at minsan naguiguilty pa kong matulog dahil wala nanaman akong nagawa magdamag kundi mag internet at manood ng anime. wala akong ibang 'break' kundi ang maginternet, tapos sa tuwing ginagawa ko pa yon feeling ko nagkakasala ako dahil imbes na gamitin ko ang oras ko para manaliksik tungkol dun sa dapat kong isulat, ay nakikichika lang ako sa FB. 

feeling ko hindi ko naman dinedeprive ang sarili ko. nakakakain pa naman ako ng tama. nakakapagisip ng tama (sa classroom). masaya naman ako. pero parang may kulang talaga. >:|

argh

may mga bagay na dapat tinutulog na lang e. pero eto hindi e. i'm now 2,000 words behind schedule. i just downed my favorite upper but i decided to sleep na lang, kasi kahit gising na gising ako ngayon... ramdam ko yung pagod. argh.

>_<;

classified information

i got two screenshots to prove that you're paranoid and concerned at the same time. two screenshots and a comment to prove she's pissed. and one recent activity to prove that i'm involved. i even stressed all the date stamps to further my claim. there's an entire wall of hints at your disposal, and you're playing it just like how you did before.. or just like how you always do. how come you never change. i'm curious about how she feels, what you tell her, and what she tells the other girl.

go ahead and cross the line, i'll lower it so you won't trip. >:)
meanwhile. i'll continue playing dense, until you straighten it out. 

anyway. oryt, i have an entire discussion thread about this in my inbox... and my friend, whom i conveniently labeled as my opportunity-segregator, has advised me to quit, and look somewhere else. somewhere else, meaning you-know-who. of all people. argh. like i'm not looking at him enough? apparently what she thinks i don't see is that there's something more about him:

- coming to me every time i'm alone then leaving when someone else comes (duh?)
- making me jealous, right when he knows i have a crush on him. argh?
- doing all the approaching. it's 95% him, which could be roughly broken down to 30% work-related and 65% whatnots. i never go to him unless my work requires me to, which is the remaining 5%.
- texting a conv starter, which i successfully ignored by being asleep. i woke up regretful. for one: hindi sya palatext. he doesn't even know unli! T____T; argh
- and more.

of course, i know all about those! i'm on fantasy mode every time my crush is near, every little thing he does in real life has an exaggerated translation equivalent to something like 'he likes me back'... which could easily be an understatement if it were only real (keyword: if). 

i could only think it's his way of wanting to make sure if his knowledge about me is true. but i'm not one to give motives, let alone recognize one. i'm curious on the type of assurance he got with my reactions. LOL so i think this is going nowhere.

but it's something else... when somebody thinks there's something else. >:P

Thursday, January 6, 2011

oh wow

//i made it. i finally made it to the full scholar category of the dean's list! 100% tuition fee discount yay! my parents will be happy! @_@ Lord, this is an awesome start. 2011, i'll make you mine. >;) kaya naman tume-22 units ako ngayon! goood luck!

//i got my new schedule and i'm taking one of my dad's class. this is ridiculous, but it can't be avoided. he's the only one handling that particular subject and it's a major one too so i can't let it pass. besides, even if i did, who knows if he won't be teaching it next tri? >:| grrrr this will be a very awkward tri.