hmmm

i never actually thought i was helping enough, but thank you for appreciating my efforts. >:) the hardest thing i did was type, so it doesn't really feel like i did a lot already. yeah, i made a proposal letter, created an ending for one play, wrote stuff but those only took me less than an hour each, and re-typing the 2 plays took me 5++ hours (including facebook breaks) so that's more effort on my part hahaha

i have a problem. i'm forgetting the things i'm supposed to do. O_O and i'm writing this in hopes of stumbling upon them, one way or another. yeah, through facebook... or just by constantly thinking about it. i just don't fucking remember my homeworks. haaay k, time to bring back my jotterpad. @_@;

lakas maka-haggard ng inet grabe. this day was all about work, AS IN. worked in the morning, bummed around a bit during the afternoon and helped ludrick with whatever, then attended a seminar for SA's.

it's an understatement to call myself busy cos whenever i get home, i drop everything on the bed and sleep. and even with the things i do, somehow i still find myself unoccupied.

the seminar was fun but it took too long. it was supposed to end at 530 but we were dismissed at 8pm. wew huh? good thing daddy waited for me. thank you! love you daddy! happy happy anniv!

speaking of my parent's anniv, i'm listing three things that make their relationship special... or weird. whatever suits you.

1. my mom is 7 years older than my dad
2. they only dated for 3 months then decided to get wed already. and i mean they only knew each other for 3 freaking months. when they were introduced, they started dating already, reto-reto kasi e.
3. my dad didn't have ex-girlfriends. in short, my mom was his first and last. for a guy, that's unbelievable. well, my mom had 4, making daddy his 5th and last. haha

i was surprised at number 2, but i gathered the real reason behind it was that my mom was already getting old. she was 30 then and my dad, 23. if you were at my mom's shoes you'd be in a manic obsession to get wed, or engaged, at least. lol i was exaggerating, she wasn't desperate, but she knew she was lagging behind. HAHA

it's a real blessing that their relationship worked out perfectly. i mean, who would've thought 3 months of dating would turn into 22 years of marriage? quite a miracle, if you ask me. thank you Lord for my parents! >:D

and then it happened

i'm learning to hate you because of your ways. and i can't do anything but observe and cringe, read and roll my eyes, and wonder and curl in disgust. i'm too old for this. i definitely am, but somehow i want to tolerate my childishness in this aspect of my life, cos seriously, i never knew better. someone's gotta show me what to do, cos i'm an idiot when it comes to this.

i feel especially old when i reminisce a lot. you see, memories are for the old. errrr, memories are for those who actually have a good one at least. HAHA errrrrrr....?

i'm trying to work hard for LMA, it's the least i can do being part of this particular production. being script-editor, i realized, was actually a very small job. so i'm doing my best to help out on other things. cos it bums me that i've already done my part and won't be doing anything else. nakakahiya kaya. everyone's working hard and since i'm pretty much done with 80% of my job, i thought i should help out. in any way i could. ang bait ko ba? oh, the remaining 20% goes to cast selection.

it flatters me that they liked my shirt design. too bad it's exclusive for FCLC members only >:( and wait, most of our new members today signed up because of the shirt. i don't think it's a good idea to make the shirt exclusive. i want my design to be seen everywhere. >:( grrrr

uhmm... hmmm... back to the first paragraph. i'm starting to hate the guy, really. i realized i can't tolerate his ways. best way to deal with this, i gathered using my utterly and unreliably inexperienced emotional psyche, is to minimize any form of contact with him. like, why the hell? I DON'T EVEN KNOW. what do you suppose i do to push him out of my friggin encephalon? not that i think of him a lot, but whenever i do, i get irritated to the core. whenever he breezes my mind, i never recall the good days. all i remember is me looking at my fool-est, and him fooling around 24/7. not a good memory. errrrr

ugggh, jealousy saps out my virtues.

cheap

sakay agad?!

can't you have any more class than that? and to think i fell in love with someone like you makes it even more unbearable. 


i don't like the weather. bad memories creeping in. last time i lit a cigarette was not even a year back, and now the fucking rain and cold make me want to grab one. 

shirt designs

credits to: Brusheezy (brushes) | Dafont (fonts) | Kevin Monge (tamaraw shape)

tshirt proposals for FCLC >:)

cafe firenzo

here for the wifi, not for the coffee. nothing beats BLENZ still. they serve the best frappes, the fastest wifi connection and offer the most comfortable seats (each with an electric outlet). it's just too unfortunate that the nearest to my place is at SM megamall. and because i have to embark on a brushes/fonts downloading spree to prepare me for tonight's bloody design agenda, i tried SM north. so far, the SM wifi here is fail but i'll get by hopefully. haaaay

so much to do tonight. i need more caffeine! >__<;

whut?

he raised his hand for a handshake, "Hi, ako nga pala si *insert firstname, middle initial, lastname.*" i took his hand, looking oddly at him, "Yan."

pota ang weird. 

but i remember him, he was wearing glasses in his ID picture, i saw it, i noticed it. why am i such a sucker for bespectacled guys?! he isn't even wearing one now. second time i mentioned him in this blog. third actually. hohoho

asdouyvqwrevqwr7qnpad CALCULUS and PE are my biggest problems. @_@

ayoko na, ayoko na talaga grrrrrrr

Lord, i did ask you to show me the right man after i graduate, but it doesn't mean i have to bank on the wrong guys right now. Lord, penge na kasing boypren. HAHAHA e kasi po naiinggit ako sa kanila. sila may love life ako wala! puro ilusyon! puro asa! puro crush!!! >:P Lord ah? thank you. he may not be the right guy for me now, but as long as he came from you, i know it's gonna work out. >:) chosssss!!! i'm not even serious but who cares? i'm not playing either... i just need someone. yun lang. Lord, you should know better, what do you think i need?! damn hormones.

earlier, i took back my exam at distruc cos i was so bothered with my score. i was confident pa naman that i'll get a high grade but it turns out i got two mistakes, 7 fucking points each. it wasn't even a mistake... it was, i dunno. i'm still trying to look for an excuse HAHA and with that, i was set at second place by 3 fucking points by none other than.... you know who. the smart little guy who wears glasses. ♥ okay lang, okay lang talaga, lalo ko syang naging crush. haha good competition. grrrr -__-; haaaay di nga...

woooh! i got 32/35 on sir MARIBAY'S quiz. yaaaak pero accomplishment yan. and i have to get straight A's from him from now on to compensate for my low quizzes. nakakaiyak. ayoko na. huhuhu