cafe firenzo

here for the wifi, not for the coffee. nothing beats BLENZ still. they serve the best frappes, the fastest wifi connection and offer the most comfortable seats (each with an electric outlet). it's just too unfortunate that the nearest to my place is at SM megamall. and because i have to embark on a brushes/fonts downloading spree to prepare me for tonight's bloody design agenda, i tried SM north. so far, the SM wifi here is fail but i'll get by hopefully. haaaay

so much to do tonight. i need more caffeine! >__<;

whut?

he raised his hand for a handshake, "Hi, ako nga pala si *insert firstname, middle initial, lastname.*" i took his hand, looking oddly at him, "Yan."

pota ang weird. 

but i remember him, he was wearing glasses in his ID picture, i saw it, i noticed it. why am i such a sucker for bespectacled guys?! he isn't even wearing one now. second time i mentioned him in this blog. third actually. hohoho

asdouyvqwrevqwr7qnpad CALCULUS and PE are my biggest problems. @_@

ayoko na, ayoko na talaga grrrrrrr

Lord, i did ask you to show me the right man after i graduate, but it doesn't mean i have to bank on the wrong guys right now. Lord, penge na kasing boypren. HAHAHA e kasi po naiinggit ako sa kanila. sila may love life ako wala! puro ilusyon! puro asa! puro crush!!! >:P Lord ah? thank you. he may not be the right guy for me now, but as long as he came from you, i know it's gonna work out. >:) chosssss!!! i'm not even serious but who cares? i'm not playing either... i just need someone. yun lang. Lord, you should know better, what do you think i need?! damn hormones.

earlier, i took back my exam at distruc cos i was so bothered with my score. i was confident pa naman that i'll get a high grade but it turns out i got two mistakes, 7 fucking points each. it wasn't even a mistake... it was, i dunno. i'm still trying to look for an excuse HAHA and with that, i was set at second place by 3 fucking points by none other than.... you know who. the smart little guy who wears glasses. ♥ okay lang, okay lang talaga, lalo ko syang naging crush. haha good competition. grrrr -__-; haaaay di nga...

woooh! i got 32/35 on sir MARIBAY'S quiz. yaaaak pero accomplishment yan. and i have to get straight A's from him from now on to compensate for my low quizzes. nakakaiyak. ayoko na. huhuhu

sorry sorry sorry

so there's this guy who constantly gives me BVs because of his, uhm, arrogance. he's a good friend and i admire him for his visions, missions, goals and objectives (VMGO lol) in life, though at times they sound impossible. he's a pretty smart guy, and probably a sensible one had i not been too prejudiced in psychoanalyzing him. thing is, most of the time i can't ride with his jokes, he either sounded too overbearing/proud OR i was too busy buffering. i'm sure if he was more serious, i'd love talking to him. and he writes well. kind of, well he can write. i mean, write grammatically correct sentences. wth does this have to do with this issue? yeah, but his arrogance is getting in the waaaaay. aksdgaruukblala

anyway, i kinda snubbed him at the library awhile ago cos i was too busy. nyahaha i felt guilty afterwards. so i thought i should make it up to him... by sounding like i don't hate him or something... on facebook. HAHAHA oryt, thanks Lord. feels like we're fine now.

i'm chatting with my best friend a few minutes ago, and discovered yet another thing about him. he likes helpless girls. i wonder if most guys have that kind of complex, hmmmm, let's call it the superhero complex bwahaha. self-explanatory, so you get it right? guys who like saving girls from the brink of nothingness or whatever it is that made them look in distress. i know now, they like damsels in distress!!!! no offense, but i haaaaaate damsels in distress. girls who look like they always need helping, FROM A MAN, on top of that.

yeah, i'm too ma-pride to appreciate unsolicited help that's why.
but occasionally i give em the benefit of the doubt. just to make sure i'm not stepping on a man's ego.

ajgfshdaSXAWEHQHAasadscf!!!!

from now on, i'm going to try to write properly. like, chronologically and without bullets. 

so how was this day? it started out fine, got to work, and did an extra hour to compensate for my absence last saturday. lunch hit, ate with saycee and chamel then went in line at the cashier to pay for my tuition. my parents gave me 9.5k because that's what it says in my COR, but when the cashier checked it, i only have to pay 7.something thousand for both midterm and finals! whoa. yeah, i didn't notice that my COR says NET PAY = 7.something K hehehe. so my entire tuition is around 13K only. YEY i thought it was 19K, even with the discount. bwahahaha

after that, i tried on some LMA shirts to get my size. i don't actually want to buy any org shirt but CBS announced that they will be strictly implementing a no-org shirt no-entry policy during wash days. errrrrrr. and because i think LMA has the neatest design among all the orgs, i'm buying one. i'm not even a member but wth. i doesn't trip my guilt that i'm not buying the ICON org shirt instead (where i'm a member). sorry Wil. >:( LOL but that's just half the reason why i bought the shirt. HAHA

FCLC, short for Fernian Chronicles Literary Circle (school newsletter org), which i'm legitimately part of, will also be releasing a shirt, which i'm required to buy. so that means i'm gonna have 2 org shirts for this sem. meg asked jerome and i to design for it... and i'm excited. >8D hahaha

i came home and saw that Payoneer has sent my debit card already! it's the account where all my earnings from odesk.com will be credited. actually, i haven't started taking projects yet. but once i get enough time (and a fast internet connection), i'll work on it. it's pretty exciting, getting paid to write!!!! yeaaah, and that card will be my inspiration. >XD

alright, time to study. 

lutang!

JM posted on my wall. @_@ that kinda made my day. no, it actually made my entire uhhmm 2 days! i dunno, he's too cool. we're getting closer i guess and it feels awkward. and i think it's because i still have a crush on him so err, how do i explain this? i panic inwardly when my crushes are near, so... yeah. he.he.he. i could remember how cold i turn when he's within 10 meters and my friends are teasing me. i swear i could freeze those jerks to death.

who would've thought diba? who would've fucking thought.

communication. part of why i don't see my majorcrushes as future boyfriends is that i cannot freely communicate with them. you need that right? someone you can pour yourself at with all freedom, without restrictions, someone who's comfortable to be with. even at your worst. even in silence. i don't feel that way with my majorcrushes, unless the feelings i have for them have died and were replaced with a brewing friendship. yeah that's a different story. but reallllyyyy now, can you imagine me with someone i terribly have a crush on? i don't. it has to be rooted at something else, like friendship! then you'll hear me complaining about not wanting to risk the friendship for something as uncertain as relationships. i don't know. my mind is a mess when it comes to things like this. i thought i was mature enough to handle these thoughts. then i think maybe love isn't supposed to be thought over. it just happens. how i wish i could be my own cupid.

Lord, give me a lovelife? i seriously don't have one. i'm at the right age i guess... to fall in love. ah right. i already did. let's rephrase that. Lord, it's high time for me to fall in love AGAIN. the hormones are kicking in. i don't wanna disappoint them, cos when they hibernate, my life will become extremely dragging and i might never consider looking at the male species again. what a bore.

ok, just give me a good book to read? the 500 people you meet in hell by jessica zafra, please? it's missing in the library! can't afford to buy books right now i'm kinda broke. >_<

btw, i just learned that mr. tony stark is our country's former national treasurer! wooow, and i dined with him. i feel honored. and i thought he was just a mere investment executive. srsly, i've never met someone as gentlemanly as he is. he's just too... TONY STARK. haha fits him perfectly.

haha Lord, give me a sign. nyahaha

then and now

first pic was during my first (or second?) piano recital at UP abelardo hall, i was grade 2 (or grade 3?) hehe i don't remember. next pic was JUST A PHOTO OP at Makati Shang during my mom's awarding.

note that i don't play that much anymore. i missed playing the piano, seriously. haaaaay

MIDTERMS coming up! whew!