the one i can't sleep without

i don't know why i can't leave my stuffed toys behind. i'm 19 and i still sleep with fake animals. i feel uneasy when i don't have anything to hug when sleeping. her name is Baks, i don't know why i give stupid names... i have a turtle named 30 and a dolphin called Pir, i call this laptop PA-Q (it's compaq kasi), and my other laptop PA-Q 2 (the one that got stolen) but that's besides the point haha sorina. Baks is short for Tibaks ... named in the spirit of being a UP student (before) if you get what i mean. i didn't know it could mean something... like her being a cow (or ox?), and me transferring to FEU... ang labo ba? but she's like a tamaraw! sige na nga. pagbigyan ang pinagpilitang koneksyon.

school starts tomorrow. i'm... nervous, because i don't have "easy" subjects, all of them seem so hard i wish i could pull them off with ease. whew!!

i realized that i'm one step behind being a full scholar! if only one of my grades were 0.25 units higher, i could've saved 13,000. haaaaaaaay sayang. sige next time!!!

woooooh! i love aircon. i hate the electric bill. @_@

Lord, you always surprise me. >:D

i'm excited tomorrow because i'm going to write another letter to Jesus and i'm going to slash off a looooooot of things on my wishlist! andame ng natupad, thank you so much Lord! bwahahahaha!

this day was soooo effing hot. got a hepa vaccine then came to antipolo with ate theresa. super adventure! best part was eating banana-q. yey fulfilling meeeehn. yun nga lang it was soooo freaking hot and my foot kept bitching around. may PE pa naman ako this tri. grrr..

oh wait, i'm technically the 5th smartest student in school now. wow i've never felt this smart before. yeheeeey.

daddy's really going to teach at school! he's talking physics 1 and 2, and mathmet LOOOL. it's the reason why i chose a different section at physics! anyway, i'm going to sit-in his classes HAHAHAHAHAH humanda ka daddy. bwaha!

i had a dream

pero di ko na maalala yung mga tao.

dream #1: i was chatting with someone who says he'll give me everything! tapos he listed down a lot of things, andame may twalya, tshirt, baller, bowling, tsinelas... blah blah blah (walang pera sayang). ang reply ko daw ay: baller!

ang weirdo, yan na yung everything nya?! pooooor! hahahaha!

dream #2: magnanakaw yata ako dito cos i was in an unfamiliar house na puti ang ma pader at maraming pinto. malaki yung bahay, naliligaw ako e tapos nagtatago ako dun sa mga dumarating na tao. ah yun lang. feeling ninja yesss!

tapos na!

enrollment week is finally over! mamimiss ko to! specially the free food LOL. tumaas respeto ko kay sir rey, ANG DAMING ALAM GRABE. nakakatuwa kausap, specially when he started talking about physics, and parallel universes. nakakawili makinig sa kanya, though hindi ko gets exactly, at least i know the concept LOL. alam nyo namang trip ko ang astrophysics eh, kapos lang sa utak. hanggang nat geo lang.

shempre, idol ko parin si sir lloyd kasi kung si sir rey ay scientific, si sir lloyd naman ay philosophical. ang dami ring alam whew! sige kayo na. marami pa kong babasahing libro para maging ganun kalawak ang isip ko! nakakaexcite maging matalino...

pero sabi nga sa bible, which sir rey reminded us one day... do not learn beyond what is written. ang hirap kaya. >:|

anyway. sana laging enrollment? HAHAHA because, seriously, mas gusto ko yung trabaho sa enrollment compared to normal library work. HAHAHAHA mas ano, mas alive. >:)))

trabahow

i realized it won't do me any good if i buy a touch phone, so i'll just settle for a nokia6300 (or somethin cheaper). just something that stores more than 20msgs and plays an mp3 for alarm tone. i'm cool with that. also something with a metal case. hehehehehehehe

chard left early so i have no one to talk to, lazer took the day off too so yeah, i'm alone. haaay. buti na lang, may internet! bwahahaha

okaaay. back to work.

ay! before i forget!

one night nanaginip ako!!! at naaalala ko ang mga characters: ako, michi, jayjay, olyssa, brian, umpe, nadia. LOL akalain mo.

maiksi lang to HAHAHA
overnight dapat kami nina bri. edi pumunta silang dorm (ewan ko kung bat dorm! pero dorm yun e!). michi, jayjay and i were fixing the beds. tapos nagtext, adyan na daw. edi baba ako sinalubong ko sna bri + umpe. tapos nakasalubong si nadj, may binigay na pera kay bri, sukli daw (di ko maalala kung anong binili). tapos binigay sakin ni brian yung barya wew. tapos nakasalubong ko si olyssa, pinagbabantay ako ng lugaw sa canteen. it ended there! nagising ako knowing na papunta akong canteen... WAHAHAHA

bow. ang weird lang e. sorry, but i have to share this kasi i'm trying to keep a dream journal! see the Dreams label at the sidebar para mabasa mo pa yung iba kong mga panaginip na swerteng naalala ko! yey

weird people in the my dreams. iniisip ko nga kung bat sila andun e. hmmm...

wag ibibigay ang hindi hinihingi

ang saya saya ko pa naman kaninang umaga. imagine, he talked to me! as in he was in line, and he came to me and chatted. ang galing naman ang dami pala nyang kwento, ayos kasi tahimik akong tao! natatawa ko sa kwento nya! hahahaha

there weren't a lot of people in line for their grades this day, kaya mejo ang haba ng petiks mode ko, compared yesterday na sobrang box office kami ni mam. whew! haaaay, swerte nga nila ang bait bait ko eh, seryoso. hehehe

i also got my schedule na! o eto, shaaaare

blank boxes will be filled with work. it looks a bit haggard cos i have to attend classes 6 days a week at ang panget ng tues at fri ko. but that's okay. i neeeeeed to preoccupy myself badly.

naisip ko nga... hindi naman talaga ako napapagod. ano lang, inaantok lang. it has always been hard for me to stay awake for 8 hours straight. kahit wala akong ginagawa, basta gising ako ng matagal, hindi ko kaya. lalo na pag may araw pa. rrrr dapat sakin MAY SIESTA. i looooove sleeping in the afternoon. >:D

nagseselos ako. NAGSESELOS AKOOO!!! grrrrr

aba., at nameet ko na rin sya. he came to get his grades awhile ago, naisip ko.. sino tong pamilyar na taong to? and then i remembered, sya yung tinuro sakin ni $%^&* na kinawayan ako pero hindi ko kilala. si mr. mukang-masayahin NA NAKASALAMIN sa kanyang ID pic. uuuuuuuuuuiiii, mukang nerd! pero hindi e, nakita ko grades nya e. at least walang bagsak, he even asked me to congratulate him. lol

it's fun observing people's reactions when they see their grades. alam nyo yun, there's worry, excitement, relief and despair. halo halo. makikita mo naman e. >:) it's the most exciting part of the enrollment process.