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Thursday, May 13, 2010

bored

"based on a psychological study, a Crush only last for a minimum of 4 months and maximum of 6 months... if it exceeds, you're already in love."

yes, and i always find a new majorcrush every term. onga pero why is it that there's always one person i love?

// i'm not swimming tomorrow, WHUUUUT?!?!?! my mom doesn't want me to cos i can't soak my feet in the water. huhuhuhu

// badly wants to go to elbi this monday to meet with anne BUT is out of cash, and i'm afraid i'll strain my feet more with the travel and walking. huhuhuhu

// is excited over the thought of a TShirt business... but is out of designs, and a feasible business plan., chaka pala pera. hohoho

// aynako gusto ko na pumasok. T__T;

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

PCOS ♥

sabi nga nila, wag magreklamo ang hindi bumoto. but i believe that the same goes to those who voted as well. tama nga naman, ang daming reklamo. i was one of those who didn't have faith in the success of the automated elections. i was one of those who prayed for the election day to be suspended cos all i heard about it was bad. i was being nega, yeah, but i was concerned.


i forgot what the whole election campaign theme is all about, AKO ANG SIMULA NG PAGBABAGO. ok, sige, ako na. it's easy to wear the slogan, it's easy to flaunt how you're part of such a noble movement. pero narealize ko, oo nga it starts with me... with the voters, pero it doesnt start on may 10. dapat, it started on the first evident proof of CHANGE. ano yon? edi yung automated election! the PCOS machines! even though they created so much controversy, we have to accept  it because they will eventually bring change. and they're doing it now...

300++ damaged machines, in exchange of fast transmission of election returns, in exchange of lower incidences of pandaraya. wag naman natin silang maliitin. they catalyzed change. pinilahan mo man ng mahigit tatlong oras, at least alam mong mas may silbi ang boto mo sa loob ng makinang yon, kaysa sa kalawangin na ballot boxes.

everyone knows how hard it is to accept change. lahat tayo nireresist yon in our own ways may it be for the better. change is entwined with great uncertainties that's why people decide to go against it. pero this time, satin na rin nanggaling na kelangan natin ng pagbabago. sana mapanindigan, sana this time, let's not go against it.

it's unnerving lang na these nobrainers shout for change for the sake of following the mainstream, pero pag nagsimula na talaga ang pagbabago, puro angal!

Monday, May 10, 2010

kayo ang simula ng pagbabago, kayo ang simula

wow. i don't know what to say, news about this day's election fill every local channel, and look... it's not good. there were too many complaints and most of them and really grave and beyond repair that i could only wish for this event to be SUSPENDED.

+ didn't NAPOCOR (or whoever) promise there would be no blackouts this day? guess what, there were lots.

+ i pity those who decided not to vote because they've been waiting in line for so long. i mean, yeah it's a matter of resolve but i couldn't blame them. you don't make the voters wait, you just don't. news says this happened a lot, the people decide to just leave. not a waste of vote for me, ever since this day has started... everything has gone completely haywire. fucking conspiracy?!

+ i pity the senior citizens more! accdg to news, some sc's were designated on polling precincts situated at the 3rd floor (or 4th or 5th). some of them are disabled too and cannot climb the stairs. and so, some of them just left! haaaay

+ i wonder, is there a quorum being observed right now? i mean, with the pace of the election process and the considerable amount of disenfranchised voters, plus those who left their lines? will we be able to meet the necessary number of people required to make this day valid? haha ewan.

+ the PCOS aren't as reliable either. sooo many technical glitches. haaay grabe.

nakakahiyaaa talaga. nakakalungkot. >:(

Sunday, May 9, 2010

flattering myself, yet again!

i received a private message from a ff.net user asking about some survey thingy, and that's when i remembered that i have an account there and it's mossing up already! so i opened my account to reply to the message and also to check my stats, LOL, which is something i do everytime i log in there... for the lack of other things to do.

and there...everytime i look at that table, i become proud! proud that i was once a writer whose stories were well appreciated by many. awwww... HAHA as if big time e no? when i was err... 5 years younger, whenever i upload a story at ff.net... i always set a standard to myself (as well as to the other fics i read)... for every chapter i upload, i must wait until i get at least 10 reviews before i upload the next chapter. 10 revs/ chap is my standard of a good fic. it's also how other authors gauge their work. hehehe

For Always, is malamang my proudest work since it's completed.. 10 chapters + a thank you chapter. 24,000+ words! 247 reviews (they're like comments)!!! almost 150K HITS. woooow. C2s are communities.. meaning there are 56 communities who added my story in their archives. 293 people added my story to their list of favorites too. awww...

and wait, For Always has been translated into FRENCH. sosyaaaaal. haha! and the stats are equally amazing.

the two other fics, however... are still having on a cliff... kinatamaran ko na e. sayang... 42 people are waiting for me to update Hate Me tapos 57 naman dun sa Interview with a Vampire... that's a lot for me, actually. pero wala... hindi ko na alam.

i've lost my writing mojo. @_@

Saturday, May 8, 2010