BV

bakit ba may mga babae na talagang sadyang nakakainis? kahit walang ginagawa sayo. tawag dyan, BV! bad vibes mehn. bad vibes. yung sobrang pacute at masyadong overbearing, not to mention malandi. fuuuuck those girls. ay mali, edi natuwa pa sila kung ganun nga. ano na lang, DIIIIEEEE!!!!! okay. nailabas ko na. tapos na ko sa babae.

sa lalaki naman. actually, i don't usually get bad vibes with guys at first sight e kasi malay ko ba hindi naman ako marunong magbasa ng lalake. pero meron talagang nakakainis rin! lalo na yung feelingero amp talaga aaaamp! lamo yuuuuunn??? pag di mo matitigan, feeling nya crush mo na. pag tingin ka naman ng tingin, aba crush mo parin?!?! ang haba lang naman ng hair mo pre! eto pa nakakainis, bakit may mga lalaking hindi mapakali pag may babaeng (feeling nila) maganda sa paligid? e wala lang. can't trust those guys, reaaaaalllly. -_-;

weirdo talaga tong si B kahit kelan. kung sino sino tinuturo sakin. wth. pero sige sige, pagbigyan. what's wrong with new friends. nakow.

dear chamel, i hope you're not hurt with jejemaster's joke. i swear to God it's not true. joke lang yun talaga. alam kong nasaktan ka, sorry talaga (and i also know you won't be able to read this). pero hindi talaga ako. walang kaming kung-ano. at hindi nya yun gagawin sa pasukan. promise. sorry. -___-;

no regrets!

this morning, brian and i came to convergys for our initial interview. hehe i just came to experience the application process, i wasn't really planning on working there because my parents are both against it. anyway, when i heard that there were no part time slots available and that a shifting schedule would be observed thoroughly, i already knew it wasn't for me. but i continued the process just to know how far i could go.

i passed the initial interview and the series of tests afterwards, and then i was scheduled for a final interview. BUT right before i was called in, i quit already LOL. i talked to the test administrator that i can't show up for the final interview because i can't work with a shifting schedule and a full time job right when i'm also a full time student. yon. so, yuuuuun. i didn't get the job. they put my application under active files in case i want to continue the application process, it'll stay there for a month. hehehe they say the final interview is the second to the last step, before the contract signing. ewan. no regrets. it was nice to know that i am capable of getting a call center job. feels goooood. >:)

but i also know i deserve something better HAHAHA yabang meeeehn.
so for now, i'll focus on studies! and being a SA parin hehehehe.

i'll most probably reapply after two years lOl. TSR sounds coooool.

nice?

finally got an interview schedule at convergys. hello call center... O_O whew. quite scary really. first real job interview. !_! anyway, i was wondering if they'll allow part time contractual employees. SA pay is too small, and i wanna get serious with helping with the household bills. (yeah, and like buy a new cellphone, a digicam and laptop LOL)

i fucking hate meralco right now cos our usual 4k monthly bill jumped to 8k!!!! and the consumption graph didn't even double in height. grrrr...

right, back to work issues. it's actually win-win. if i get a job at the call center, i'll try it out for the next 3 to 6 months, if i can handle it without losing my scholarship... i'll push through. otherwise, i'll continue working as a SA. sounds cool.

pero you know what, i kinda don't want to leave being an SA because of JM. LOOOOOOL!!! attached much? AS IIIIIFFFF!!!!

brian tatawagan ka rin nyan promiiiiiseee!!!!!

the horrrorrrrrr! T___T;

what i want to do now is watch dvd and eat ice cream. my hair fucking sucks.

why?
you see, i had it cut short and it was so coooool right when i stepped out of bench fix. i washed it at home and when it dried, it was all messy and wavy and i just don't like it, the stylist was right. so i went to a cheap salon at the center mall and had it relaxed for 600. it came out straight, not to mention too stiff, and the ends of my hair look kinky burned. i fucking haaaate it. terai says i look like monkey girl from meteor garden. grrr.

my hair is so stiff i could look like a super saiyan effortlessly. T___T;
so now, my freakin hair cost 1,000. =____=;

fixed

got my hair done at bench fix trinoma. i like it... yeaaaah but i know it's only cool now cos it's blow-dried. i'm naturally wavy daw kasi so my hair has every tendency to fly away when cut short like... now. hehehehehehe

ok. webdev3 mode. theeeeeen... relaaaaax. >:D

right. what's the point in declaring a hiatus? just get lost, and come back whenever you like. people hardly notice.

// btw. i still feel bad. everytime i think of it. i feel betrayed. hahaha serious much? i realized it's no good sharing to people friends how happy you are. next time you know, your feelings are being played at and every time you speak, morons are laughing at your back. what sucks most is that i trusted these people. hala na. and they fucking broke it with a joke gone bad. i swear, it's not gonna be the same anymore. you're not getting me back the way i was. to you, what a parting gift!!! and i thought we'll stay cool even when you're gone. i was trying to build good memories pa naman kasi alam kong mamimiss kita. hindi na pala. sadya ba to? to the rest of you, i still hate you. so maybe i lied when i said it's ok na, hindi parin pala.

// leche ka, wag ka ngang makapag-comment comment na parang wala lang.

PS: sorry for forgiving half-heartedly. e kasi i was half happy and half pissed off. pissed off senyo. pero happy because of something else. so mejo i was in a good mood last night that it felt right to just let it pass. pero hindi talaga. hindi pala talaga. nakakaburat.

bwiset

nakakainis naman. bakit ako lang ang mukang tanga?!
pasalamat kayo nakakangiti pa ko ngayon dahil sa kanya, kundi badtrip na ko senyo habang buhay.