the horrrorrrrrr! T___T;

what i want to do now is watch dvd and eat ice cream. my hair fucking sucks.

why?
you see, i had it cut short and it was so coooool right when i stepped out of bench fix. i washed it at home and when it dried, it was all messy and wavy and i just don't like it, the stylist was right. so i went to a cheap salon at the center mall and had it relaxed for 600. it came out straight, not to mention too stiff, and the ends of my hair look kinky burned. i fucking haaaate it. terai says i look like monkey girl from meteor garden. grrr.

my hair is so stiff i could look like a super saiyan effortlessly. T___T;
so now, my freakin hair cost 1,000. =____=;

fixed

got my hair done at bench fix trinoma. i like it... yeaaaah but i know it's only cool now cos it's blow-dried. i'm naturally wavy daw kasi so my hair has every tendency to fly away when cut short like... now. hehehehehehe

ok. webdev3 mode. theeeeeen... relaaaaax. >:D

right. what's the point in declaring a hiatus? just get lost, and come back whenever you like. people hardly notice.

// btw. i still feel bad. everytime i think of it. i feel betrayed. hahaha serious much? i realized it's no good sharing to people friends how happy you are. next time you know, your feelings are being played at and every time you speak, morons are laughing at your back. what sucks most is that i trusted these people. hala na. and they fucking broke it with a joke gone bad. i swear, it's not gonna be the same anymore. you're not getting me back the way i was. to you, what a parting gift!!! and i thought we'll stay cool even when you're gone. i was trying to build good memories pa naman kasi alam kong mamimiss kita. hindi na pala. sadya ba to? to the rest of you, i still hate you. so maybe i lied when i said it's ok na, hindi parin pala.

// leche ka, wag ka ngang makapag-comment comment na parang wala lang.

PS: sorry for forgiving half-heartedly. e kasi i was half happy and half pissed off. pissed off senyo. pero happy because of something else. so mejo i was in a good mood last night that it felt right to just let it pass. pero hindi talaga. hindi pala talaga. nakakaburat.

bwiset

nakakainis naman. bakit ako lang ang mukang tanga?!
pasalamat kayo nakakangiti pa ko ngayon dahil sa kanya, kundi badtrip na ko senyo habang buhay.

coffeeeee crumbleeee!!!!

came to class looking drugged because i haven't slept since last night! just came to pass the project then i went home na agad to sleeeeeep! yey! i was supposed to get a haircut today kaso ayoko pa pala bwahaha. 

bonded with saycee and chamel this afternoon till night! mega foodtrip! chicken, ice cream, spag, siomai, c2, minute maid!!! yeeeey! and waaait, parang nadagdagan pera ko sa atm by 1k? i dunno, lumaki e. anyway. o badtrip lang, minimum withdrawal is 1k na rin. nyeeeeek. 

exam on sunday. sunday na talaga. magpapagupit na ko!

wtf

grabe. how could you fucking do that to me?!

school started fine, i topped the data structures finals and had a good dose of JM at the library, ang bango nya in fairness ♥. he was asking about their research paper blah blah blah.

i got 100% on the webdev3 final exam. edi ayos. tapos. tapos. !@#$%^&*()
nakakabadtrip ka. hindi nakakatawa. napagbintangan ko pa si blandy. pahiya pa ko. ayan badtrip din sakin yung tao. napaamin pa ko.

grrrrr !@#$%^&*()

complexity science, major mindfuck!

currently listening to brew rats at 92.30 fm

you know how i love listening to people talking about science, physics, or chemistry, most especially if i'm not in a classroom and is not forced to listen hehehe. i've always been interested in science, reaaaaally. but i've recently figured that science is the most accessible thing that you cannot easily grasp. but the cool thing is that you don't need a lot of brains to appreciate it, like me. >:D (not fishing here)

ok. so Dr. Chris Monterola is still on air so i have to listen first bwahaha

anyway. he talked about the same things that got me glued to the TV the last time i watched nat geo. ASTROPHYSICS. actually, he discussed a lot of things, centering on einstein's theories and experimentations. he mentioned about time and space as two inseparable identities. he talked about how the speed of light is constant in a vacuum. he talked about the megapressure that produces sonic booms in aircrafts. how it is most likely impossible to go back in time. he says you could go to the future, after all, time is designed that way and is unidirectional, but you can't go back (theoretically, at least). he talked about sooooo many mindfucking things about physics that are sooooooo fucking interesting, minus the proving part of course.

i'm a theoretical person. i love theories. ♥ listening to super smart people like that, and actually getting them makes me feel like one heck of a genuis (that i'm not). just don't make me solve things hahaha. Dr. Chris Monterola, i give you my highest respect for being soooo smart and for making a study on how a chalk's teeth pattern can be traced back to the person who used it on the board via artifical intelligence. grabe lang e! grabeeee! magna nung college (UP diliman physics i guess?), most outstanding nung masters! @_@ bow ako sayo serrr.



depressing thing this week. i'm a major fail at data structures now. i didn't nail the recitation. i didn't top the quiz bee. all because sir's quiz now includes NUMERAL LOGIC. and i didn't nail it. i could memorize the entire chapter, but i couldn't solve that fast. [i'm only 2nd on the reci, and 3rd on the quiz (although i got perfect,2 people got 3 points past the perfect score, and i only got 1).] asar yun sobra. if you're in my shoes you'll feel depressed.

alam mo yun? parang nasira yung winning streak ko? hindi ko matanggap. i was always on top (back then).

hindi ko naman pinagmamayabang na matalino ako e. in fact, i know of people in school who are way smarter than i am. nagkakatalo lang sa sipag at effort.