coffeeeee crumbleeee!!!!

came to class looking drugged because i haven't slept since last night! just came to pass the project then i went home na agad to sleeeeeep! yey! i was supposed to get a haircut today kaso ayoko pa pala bwahaha. 

bonded with saycee and chamel this afternoon till night! mega foodtrip! chicken, ice cream, spag, siomai, c2, minute maid!!! yeeeey! and waaait, parang nadagdagan pera ko sa atm by 1k? i dunno, lumaki e. anyway. o badtrip lang, minimum withdrawal is 1k na rin. nyeeeeek. 

exam on sunday. sunday na talaga. magpapagupit na ko!

wtf

grabe. how could you fucking do that to me?!

school started fine, i topped the data structures finals and had a good dose of JM at the library, ang bango nya in fairness ♥. he was asking about their research paper blah blah blah.

i got 100% on the webdev3 final exam. edi ayos. tapos. tapos. !@#$%^&*()
nakakabadtrip ka. hindi nakakatawa. napagbintangan ko pa si blandy. pahiya pa ko. ayan badtrip din sakin yung tao. napaamin pa ko.

grrrrr !@#$%^&*()

complexity science, major mindfuck!

currently listening to brew rats at 92.30 fm

you know how i love listening to people talking about science, physics, or chemistry, most especially if i'm not in a classroom and is not forced to listen hehehe. i've always been interested in science, reaaaaally. but i've recently figured that science is the most accessible thing that you cannot easily grasp. but the cool thing is that you don't need a lot of brains to appreciate it, like me. >:D (not fishing here)

ok. so Dr. Chris Monterola is still on air so i have to listen first bwahaha

anyway. he talked about the same things that got me glued to the TV the last time i watched nat geo. ASTROPHYSICS. actually, he discussed a lot of things, centering on einstein's theories and experimentations. he mentioned about time and space as two inseparable identities. he talked about how the speed of light is constant in a vacuum. he talked about the megapressure that produces sonic booms in aircrafts. how it is most likely impossible to go back in time. he says you could go to the future, after all, time is designed that way and is unidirectional, but you can't go back (theoretically, at least). he talked about sooooo many mindfucking things about physics that are sooooooo fucking interesting, minus the proving part of course.

i'm a theoretical person. i love theories. ♥ listening to super smart people like that, and actually getting them makes me feel like one heck of a genuis (that i'm not). just don't make me solve things hahaha. Dr. Chris Monterola, i give you my highest respect for being soooo smart and for making a study on how a chalk's teeth pattern can be traced back to the person who used it on the board via artifical intelligence. grabe lang e! grabeeee! magna nung college (UP diliman physics i guess?), most outstanding nung masters! @_@ bow ako sayo serrr.



depressing thing this week. i'm a major fail at data structures now. i didn't nail the recitation. i didn't top the quiz bee. all because sir's quiz now includes NUMERAL LOGIC. and i didn't nail it. i could memorize the entire chapter, but i couldn't solve that fast. [i'm only 2nd on the reci, and 3rd on the quiz (although i got perfect,2 people got 3 points past the perfect score, and i only got 1).] asar yun sobra. if you're in my shoes you'll feel depressed.

alam mo yun? parang nasira yung winning streak ko? hindi ko matanggap. i was always on top (back then).

hindi ko naman pinagmamayabang na matalino ako e. in fact, i know of people in school who are way smarter than i am. nagkakatalo lang sa sipag at effort.

ngalay!

after class brian and i went to pldt eVentus to apply! my golly the quiapo bus was sooo fuuuuull we had to stand.   nakakangalay ng sobra! then when we came there, BUKAS NA LANG DAW. kasi madami ng iinterviewhin. T___T; dahil dyan, sa thursday morning na lang ako babalik.

when i came home, i was excited to sleep! after 2++ months, i finally got all my vacant afternoons back! power siesta mode na dapat ako but nooooooo, i had to do the laundry pa pala =___=; hahahahahahahaha


dear Lord, please give me a job. >:D
amen.

haaaay

LOL we only got 87 from the panelist during our project defense awhile ago. i wasn't expecting anything high, but it's depressing nonetheless. i had to talk to my prof for any chances of increasing my final grade to 90 or above, and he told me to talk to him about it next week. >:| fucking worried.

anyway, it's almost 2am. i'm not sleeping because i have to finish a research proposal for english tomorrow. it's a biggie, my friends... but i'm enjoying doing it, because i'm interested! RH Bill ftw! >:D

btw, i'm applying for a summer job this tuesday. sana matanggap, like hell i need the cash. i might actually drop out of the scholarship. Lord, waaaaaag naman sanaaaaa  >:(((((((((((((

kkk, back to english. >:D

vbshit

i stayed true to my word. i didn't sleep unless i was able to accomplish at least 50%. and i did, i'm confident to say we're 50% with our project (and i still have to do the remaining 50% in, lemme check, 6 hours). i know i have no right to say i'm confident with that fucking 50% because tomorrow is already the defense.... but still! it's one thing to learn such a troublesome, boring, unfair topic all by myself... err, also with the help of the ever supportive google. so tonight, i'm going to make yet another silly sticky-note cos i think it's working. lol

## DO NOT SLEEP until you have finished what you think is your 100% for this project. meaning: add/edit/delete student records and subject offerings.

really, it's the best i can do. given the timeframe (right. i'm sorry i procastinated so much on this one), that's the furthest and most relevant progress i can chart for tonight.

and i feel a bit proud because i now understand how adodc and the whole datagrid junk work.

so, what i want to do is to cover up the lack of functionality of our project with.... the user interface. hahaha

i think i've found a new crush. goodbye JM na ba ito? bwahahaha welcome, more heartaches!

shatterday!

what the heeeeell. can anybody tell me what to do with my vb project?
so far, i was able to add records from the form into the ms access database using datagrid control and adodc.

ok, i'll quit talking technically.

here is my fucking sticky note-to-self that should not be screwed or else i'll perish this sunday... along with my hopes of retaining the scholarship.

## DO NOT SLEEP until you were able to pass those field data onto a bunch of textboxes
## DO NOT TRY NOT TO open facebook fcol, or you'll be one fucking OTL this sunday.
## PRAAAAY HARD.