hahahala!

so, everyone agrees with me that majorcrush is quite good looking. it's cool that i don't have to defend my taste for once (cos usually i'm the only one who sees the good-looking side of my crushes wahaha) but it's uncool that people are liking him because of his good loooks.... err that's like... competition! oh nooooo. yeah right, like i'm competing for his attention or something bwahahaha. it's enough that i'm seeing him quite a lot these days and that we have a couple of common friends. i'm ok with that, realllllyyyy. i can't possibly get to be friends with him the normal way, not when my hormones are hyperventilating when he's within 5 meters lol. i probably need uhm, 2 months? hahaha. ewan. nakakainis. haha

i can't believe i don't have anything due tomorrow. which means i can watch avatar and sherlock holmes then sleep! bwahahaha

trial 2! jec said i just did a vector hahaha, i never knew! :P this is quite ugly... that's supposed to be me... photo reference present and uhm yeah, that's one of my doodles on the background. i don't know what else to do. i need inspiration haha :P i wanna practice the smudge and burn tools more so i could make decent blendings. hehehehehehe

PS: done stalking. found out his full name, at last. ano ba yan. nakakahiya talaga ako! anyway... full name (pati middle name), highschool (pati section)... okay naman. hahaha

sige good night! :P

uhh, good morning?

#1) how to get

get what? the question box? or the quantum pendant (based on your referral link)?
assuming that was a complete question you submitted there...
quantum pendant: i dunno where to buy it, we just met an agent who's selling it. try searching for Quantum Science. hehe
question box: go here... http://www.response-o-matic.com/

:D

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i slept for around 2 hours after coming home from school! >:D bwahahaha!

it's feb! i did mention it's going to be all about 'love' (or crushes, mostly) in this blog! let me start by featuring (yet again, but for the first time in this blog) my artwork entitled My Heart Says it All with a poem my friend plaridel created just for it >:D


my heart says it all by ~melodia04 on deviantART

my heart says it all
and i draw it true
with a steady hand
to guide me through

in black and white
our story emerges
i don't need rainbows
to color the senses

my heart says it all
i want the world to see
love is what we live for
you and me, eternally

♥
 yah! it's the first time someone gave me poem haha thank you plaridel! :D

by the way, i already told chamel who my crush is, HAHA after all the hesitation! LOL i drew him on a yellow (pink, actually) pad, even. nakakainis, he's everywhere! yaaaah, like usual! eto nanaman ako! majorcrush aleeerrrrrtttt!

my crush! my crush! lalalalalaaaaa.... haaaaaaay ♥

in the gym

i don't really plan to workout, i just came here to make my parents

feel that i'm not wasting my membership. you know what, i'm so sleepy.

but i still wanna go window shopping cos it's the last day of 'the

great northern sale' bwahaha. i don't think i'm overworking myself

either, my mom thinks i need to rest because i've got work and school

to juggle at the same time now... but really... they're overestimating

my job. @_@ the library is a cool place, it doesn't get me tired at

all, and i only work for 4 hours a day. i mean, my only problem is

adjusting to a brand new sleeping pattern a.k.a. the healthy sleep

scheedule. insomniacs aren't friends with day jobs. and also, my mom

thinks i'm starving myself! WHAT A LIE. if there's one thing i can't

resist being taken away from my lifestyle, that is indulgent eating.

mom, you don't know how much cheeseburger i consume at school. i eat

less at home because i get easily full with organic yellow rice, i'm

thankful for that. i've been trying to avoid white rice for a while

and yellow rice is such a good alternative albeit being a bit

expensive. haha

goal for the day. get a new backpack! a nice one i could use for
school cos i now have a lot of things to stuff in... like my baon,
water tumbler and books. i feel like a highschool student! :D

it's almost february.
yah, *quoting mark* hukeyrz?? HAHAHA

hi pen tool :)

hello pen tool by ~melodia04 on deviantART

bwahaha! jec taught me how to use the pen tool yeheeeey! salamat bro! :D

i'm a big failure when it comes to saving. apparently, the only money i have with me right now is my allowance for this week which is really small hahaha, just enough for the fare. i've been trying to save but it all goes to waste when i see a cool jacket or pass by DQ.

i wanted to go to LB for the fair but going there is gonna cost me a lot. so sorry, anne. i want to see you but yeah, i kinda want the cheaper way to do so. :\

i'm also reserving saturdays as rest days, basically to catch up on sleep HAHA i'm having withdrawal syndromes with the abrupt disappearance of siestas in my daily routine. i need to adjust. haha echos. 

today? i went out. again. i told myself i'll sleep the entire day but i can't resist going out with ate theresa, anyway i slept for 12 hours last night. nothing really, i just haven't been to the mall for a week so i guess i missed it. wahaha. terai followed us to megamall and treated us PIZZZZAAAA!!! yeheeeey! :D :D

hahaha. 

ang sakit ng paa ko. T__T;

haha kala ko pwede na ko matulog

tambak pa pa pala ang dapat gawin. presentations, programs and favors from friends. haha busy busyhan nanaman ako. >:)

my allergies are getting triggered in the library! my golly, i sneezed 20++ times during the 4 hours i stayed in the circulation section to collate the books at ang lala ng sipon ko hahaha kawawang panyo. but nooo, i really don't mind. i was trying to suppress the wheezing baka isipin nila may sakit ako HAHA ayoko nga! kelangan ko ng pera. >:))

gusto ko sa library!

i saw my crush! i saw my crush! wala lang. :) he's all over my mind! kumekeso, amp! oo na, ganon talaga. hanggang tingin lang. haha

nakanamandisdey.

// filitwo was freaking hilarious. during a seatwork, we were asked to do a map from commonwealth to FEU-fern, then a couple of graphs. the map that i checked was so funny, so he drew comm ave, sandigan, the overpass, the tricycle terminal blah blah. but the overpass was labeled FLYOVER instead WAHAHAHA laughtrip grabe.

and weeell, we were asked to draw mangoes and someone drew leaves instead! others did stars and rectangles. my crush did triangles. =___=; i dunno if they were trying to be funny but, yeah, they succeeded naman. hahahaha

// after class... mark, neil and i waited for the cell group meeting. i learned a lot nanaman! sir lloyd was there and he shared a lot of insightful remarks about faith, religion and our purpose. i was reminded that God also has his own set of expectations for each of us and this is something we should prioritize to meet above everything else, because only his judgment counts. i couldn't agree more when sir lloyd said that religion is just a trademark and what matters most is faith because everything else follows if you have a strong faith in God. it doesn't matter what religion, since it's only there for formality's sake.

// after the cell, mark, jay and neil accompanied me to the reg office to file my application for SA-ship. haha kumusta namang moral support yan! overwhelming! salamat guys. the cell helped me so much because sabi nga ni kuya erni, believe that you have already received what you prayed for. i was afraid of being assigned at the college library kasi masungit yung front person. in fact, nasungitan kami this morning when we requested for a laptop. the entire morning mejo badtrip ako sa kanya but right after the cell, i changed my perspective. sabi ko, Lord i have to be friends with her! and sooo, sa lib nga ako na-assign and i started working for her.

alam nyo bang mejo na-shock ako when i saw her smile at me when i greeted her? parang, whoa. she.just.smiled. i never saw her smile before. anyway. everything's cool na from there on. hahaha

and weell, mejo nilamon ako nung time card machine sa reg office. wth??? how do you use that? hahaha nakakahiya mukang tanga lang.

// whew. at dahil dyan. wala na kong free time. no more siesta for me. haha antok na nga ako e.

haha malapit na mag feb! :D

what's with feb ba? aside from valentines? edi FAIR!!! i'll probably go fair-hopping next month. wla naman, diliman and lb fair lang nmn eh, yeah, and the compulsory school fair hahaha.

come on, we're selling tickets for a parokya ni edgar concert for 150! and up diliman is hosting a FREE concert on the same date featuring kamikazee, imago, blah blah blah blah (there's just a 80 pesos entrance fee but wth right?). tell me, WHO'S GOING TO FEU-FERN FAIR?

haha. feb is love! so i'll probably bombard this blog with entries about my college majorcrushes. i've had uhm, 5, i guess. hehehe and you know, if you could hack into this account you'd see draft entries about them. entries i'm too scared to publish because i never seem to finish an entry with a complete thought. and i usually feel embarrassed by sounding so cheesy. baka dagain tong blog na to.

today was good. i'm loving english3 so much because it's so fun! 4thglan still intimidates me but yeah, i'll work on that someday hahahaha. i'm going to pass my application for SA-ship tomorrow. i was kinda alarmed by the thought that i could be sent to work in the college library. under an extremely hostile librarian (no wonder no one goes there).  haha i don't even have a library card hahaha. 

// hey. i know, the smaller guy seems more impressive because he works and i have an impression that he has quite a big ego. and his smile reminds me of someone. yuck, 'smile' is such a cheesy word. wth. break na sila! HAHAHA epal stalker much?!?!?!

yes. sabi ko nga i have to finish a take home seatwork and a powerpoint presentation. :)

bye for now >:D