throws IOException

yes! it's finally the last corpo day!!! no more planning on what to wear every monday!! yeheeey! :D

// thanks to mika, we have a project! >XD LOL i love you so much, if you're reading this, i owe you coffee next time we meet! i dunno, Planet 51? ALIENZZZZ!!! >XD >XD gawd, i love aliens. and cacti. don't ask me, i myself find it a mystery why i'm drawn to such... err, green creatures.

// awhile ago could've been more epic for me and my crush if i didn't have my friends around. see? i can't act normally if they're around, ready to tease me. even if they said they won't mind, thing is, I WILL -- and that alone changes everything. i wasn't able to even say hi cos i can't look at him, right when everyone around me is looking at him like 'yiiiieee. yan! crush mo o!!!' hmp. why are you so tall? you don't even dress properly. lol. and on top of that, you don't have freakin eyeglasses and and... sorry na. >:(

// my appetite is back. i find it unfortunate that i'm back to not being able to hold myself when i'm hungry. i buy everything that looks yummy without thinking if it could fit in my stomach. see, i just spent 200+ on dinner awhile ago. AND I WASN'T FULFILLED. i was full, but not fulfilled. there's a biiiig difference. full is when i dine in a cheap but scrumptious looking eat-all-you-can buffet and throw up afterwards. fulfilled is when i buy a mcsaver's meal at mcdonalds and take home lots of ketchup.

// i have three exams tomorrow. none of which i'm worrying about, except maybe java prog cos i'm afraid their finals are frakkin hard like last time (with c++). haaay.

// aaaah! i know what i want to learn now, MULTIMEDIA ARTS. damn. new dream course.

crash override ♥ acid burn

it's from the movie Hackers which i got from chamel. and old film starring angelina jolie as a hacker... who kinda looks like an alien with her make-up. but i still love her! she's looks so awesome as an i-come-in-peace alien. seriously. hehehe

anyway. java project update, anyone? still in fucking hell hole, my friends. when rogelio touches the keyboard and adds in the codes, i just go blank and think that i couldn't mess with his code lest everything crashes.  if you wanna see how messed up my life is right now, see this, just disregard the br's:

/*
* To change this template, choose Tools | Templates
* and open the template in the editor.
*/

package javaapplication6;

/**
*
* @author Compaq
*/
import java.io.FileInputStream;
import java.io.DataInputStream;
import java.io.InputStreamReader;
import java.io.BufferedReader;
import javax.swing.JOptionPane;
public class Main {

/**
* @param args the command line arguments
*/
private static final int STRING_NOT_FOUND = -1;
private static final String SEQ = "A";
private static final String ASC= "B";
private static final String DES= "C";
private static final String EXIT = "X";
private static final String VALIDCHOICES = SEQ + ASC + DES + EXIT;
private static final String MSG_INSTRUCTIONS =
"Welcome to the Final Grade Report Generator.\n\n" +
"Choose the Report you want to run:\n\n" +
"(a) Final Grades by Sequence\n" +
"(b) Final Grades from Highest to Lowest\n" +
"(c) Final Grades from Lowest to Highest\n\n" +
"(x) Exit\n\n" +
"Enter your choice here: \n";
//Message when the User enters an invalid choice
private static final String MSG_INVALIDCHOICE =
"Invalid choice.\n\n" +
"Valid choices are (a), (b), (c) and (x).\n\n" +
"Please click OK and try again.\n\n";
private static final String Exit =
"Thank You!";
private static final String DELIMITER = ":";
private static final int NDX_FIRSTNAME = 0;
private static final int NDX_LASTNAME = 1;
private static final int NDX_NUMBEROFNAMES = NDX_LASTNAME + 1;//2
private static final int NDX_NAMEORDER_01 = NDX_FIRSTNAME;//0
private static final int NDX_NAMEORDER_02 = NDX_LASTNAME;//1
private static final int NDX_MT = 0;
private static final int NDX_QA = 1;
private static final int NDX_FE = 2;
private static final int NDX_FG = 3;
private static final int NDX_NUMBEROFGRADES = NDX_FG + 1;//3
private static final int NDX_GRADEORDER_01 = NDX_MT;//0
private static final int NDX_GRADEORDER_02 = NDX_QA;//1
private static final int NDX_GRADEORDER_03 = NDX_FE;//2
private static String gDatastr;
private static int StartNdx = 0, EndNdx;
private static String Name[][] = new String [1][NDX_NUMBEROFNAMES];
private static double Grades[][] = new double[1][NDX_NUMBEROFGRADES];
private static final int Column = 14;
public static void main(String[] args){
String theChoice = GetUsersChoice();
if (theChoice.equals(SEQ)) {
ReadDataFromFileSetA();
}
else if (theChoice.equals(ASC)) {
ReadDataFromFileSetA();
}
else if (theChoice.equals(DES)) {
ReadDataFromFileSetA();
}
else if (theChoice.equals(EXIT)) {
JOptionPane.showMessageDialog(null,Exit);} 
else {
}
}
public static String GetUsersChoice() {
String theChoice;
boolean choiceIsValid = false;
do {
theChoice =
JOptionPane.showInputDialog(MSG_INSTRUCTIONS).trim().toUpperCase();
choiceIsValid = theChoice.length()== 1 &&
VALIDCHOICES.indexOf(theChoice)!= STRING_NOT_FOUND ;
if (choiceIsValid)
break;
JOptionPane.showMessageDialog(null, MSG_INVALIDCHOICE);
} while (true);
return theChoice;
}
public static void ReadDataFromFileSetA(){
String numStr;
String dataStr;
String fileStr;
int ktr;
try{
FileInputStream FIS_file = new FileInputStream("C:\\Users\\Compaq\\Desktop\\ab.txt");
DataInputStream DIS_file = new DataInputStream(FIS_file);
BufferedReader BR_file = new BufferedReader(new InputStreamReader(DIS_file));
for (ktr=0;ktr

i couldn't populate the arrays, i can probably sort but cannot take reference without fucking populating the arrays with data from the text file FIRST. and wait, did i tell you it was damn hard??? all my current program does is display the joption pane with the instructions, then READ the txt file. just damn READ and not sort... or anything else. now if our prof would be as kind to just give us an EASIER project, one that fits our tiny little brains. our school doesn't have enough geniuses! and our project is probably just his UCLA seatwork. maaan, i need more time and more lectures (more CLEAR LECTURES) on this. anyone help?

i want brownies. >:(

hello love!

of the 5 times i fell almost (but not quite cos i just fucking can't admit it to myself) in love, nothing ever happened. it's just me and my blog talking, me and my dormates giggling, and ultimately just ME. the reason why i can't label it as love is that... I FEEL THE SAME WITH EACH OF THEM, doesn't that make it less special? and love is supposed to be a unique feeling. something you don't feel with every other person whom you allegedly fall in love with. or am i just missing something that's supposed to be unique with each of them?

the way i feel with my majorcrush right now is exactly how i felt with ryan agoncillo 8 freakin years ago. it's also the same feeling i got with my 5 foot majorcrush 2 years ago. and nothing's different with my first ever college crush either, who faired top 2% in Math and Science during the UCPAT. so what gives? nothing.

sometimes i think love is an overstatement, or at least the way i perceive it to be. that's why i frakkin can't get out of my comfort zone and take risks. it's like, i won't enter into a non-serious relationship so i guess i'll just have to wait till i'm out of college so that the chances of meeting a young immature guy gets narrowed down. i admit it's a totally narrow view point but, yes, i am conservative. and also, i think the people around me are too young? or maybe i'm just too old. either way, they're still too young.

my psychology prof once said that college is a good marriage market. she may have said that because she's in UPLB, where, in terms of braincells, you won't have problems producing a smart child so the only thing you have to look for are other qualities like looks, # of cars, personality, lol.

but with me, intellect goes first on the list. and i can only look back at LB for probable prospects. sorry for being painstakingly prejudiced. but it's totally impressive if the guy is an intellectual who is good at math and has wide viewpoints on philosophy. just someone smarter than i am. i'm not that smart if you get to know me, really.

lol what's happening???

i can't concentrate. whew!

i have to finish our webdev project tonight so i can do java tomorrow.

lol this isn't the first time it happened! teka let me count, since highschool... 1,2,3,4,5! errr, i'm talking about my majorcrushes. damn. hala i miss my crush! pwede makita? yun lang! then i'll probably hide when he notices me... as usual! nubayan. hahaha and i want coffee! and i'm also wishing for biofit to take effect NOW NA, so my stomach would lighten up kahit pano.

webdev. webdev. i have no idea what to put in the website. hmmm...
java. java. rogelio where are yooouuu??? =__=;

come to think of it, i had so many chances i blew just because i'm too shy, or scared... or uuhhm, weird. hehehe

oo at dahil dyan, i'll quit swooning (for a while) over jacob and continue with the damned project.

i'm hungry. =___=;

booooring -__-;

this is an extremely lazy day for me. i still get nauseated every once in a while like when i smell cold food but i don't throw up anymore. headache's gone too. wait, sounds like i'm fucking pregnant but no, i'm too much of a sinner to be granted immaculate conception. and even though my stomach is really big, there's no child in it, cos i'm 100% sure it's because i take too much afternoon naps and sit after every meal. k.

that's why i'm bringing back the biofit habit cos i think the food in my stomach hasn't been well digested for days. i also think my metabolism has gone slower than usual. hehehe

hey. last time i checked, NO ONE in our class is close to submitting the final project in java. sucks big time. rogeliooooo, i'm counting on you. hehehe

anxious much?

// ID FAIL: they got the spelling of my name wrong and Computer Science is spelled COMP\UTER SCIENCE. fucking typo. and i waited months for that. wait, where's the 'barcode'??? weeks ago they're preparing this ID swipe terminal at the gate and now it's goooone. haha and picture is too big! 2x2 WTF?!?!

buti pa yung ID sa UPLB!!! may barcode kahit walang swipe swipe thingy! HAHAHA >:D

// mathlog fail. i skipped a LONG quiz. what's gonna happen to my grade? it's my lowest subject (webdev too). =___=;

fckngsck

something's telling me that our java class this morning will be as usual, uneventful. i haven't studied the project in-depth so i feel guilty for my groupmates. and you know, poject-making thursdays are boring because none of us know what to do, and i'm sort of counting on rogelio to help me. ever since we came into arrays, i'm all blank.

if today would probably suck, i tell you, yesterday sucked even more.

i woke up as early as 5 because i was heavily nauseated, ever since, i came to the bathroom to throw up every 15 freaking minutes. maybe because it was too cold. i came to school and it became worse cos our classroom is a living north pole. the CR became my second home. and because i can't take it anymore, i'm feeling so damn sick of dehydration already, i just went back home to rest. i skipped half of filione and the rest of mathlog. and then, everything worsens from there, well, until i woke up this morning. i'm thought i'm gonna be sick for the rest of the week, thank God i'm not. whew.

which brings me to a crucial question, will i go to school??? >:\