lol what's happening???

i can't concentrate. whew!

i have to finish our webdev project tonight so i can do java tomorrow.

lol this isn't the first time it happened! teka let me count, since highschool... 1,2,3,4,5! errr, i'm talking about my majorcrushes. damn. hala i miss my crush! pwede makita? yun lang! then i'll probably hide when he notices me... as usual! nubayan. hahaha and i want coffee! and i'm also wishing for biofit to take effect NOW NA, so my stomach would lighten up kahit pano.

webdev. webdev. i have no idea what to put in the website. hmmm...
java. java. rogelio where are yooouuu??? =__=;

come to think of it, i had so many chances i blew just because i'm too shy, or scared... or uuhhm, weird. hehehe

oo at dahil dyan, i'll quit swooning (for a while) over jacob and continue with the damned project.

i'm hungry. =___=;

booooring -__-;

this is an extremely lazy day for me. i still get nauseated every once in a while like when i smell cold food but i don't throw up anymore. headache's gone too. wait, sounds like i'm fucking pregnant but no, i'm too much of a sinner to be granted immaculate conception. and even though my stomach is really big, there's no child in it, cos i'm 100% sure it's because i take too much afternoon naps and sit after every meal. k.

that's why i'm bringing back the biofit habit cos i think the food in my stomach hasn't been well digested for days. i also think my metabolism has gone slower than usual. hehehe

hey. last time i checked, NO ONE in our class is close to submitting the final project in java. sucks big time. rogeliooooo, i'm counting on you. hehehe

anxious much?

// ID FAIL: they got the spelling of my name wrong and Computer Science is spelled COMP\UTER SCIENCE. fucking typo. and i waited months for that. wait, where's the 'barcode'??? weeks ago they're preparing this ID swipe terminal at the gate and now it's goooone. haha and picture is too big! 2x2 WTF?!?!

buti pa yung ID sa UPLB!!! may barcode kahit walang swipe swipe thingy! HAHAHA >:D

// mathlog fail. i skipped a LONG quiz. what's gonna happen to my grade? it's my lowest subject (webdev too). =___=;

fckngsck

something's telling me that our java class this morning will be as usual, uneventful. i haven't studied the project in-depth so i feel guilty for my groupmates. and you know, poject-making thursdays are boring because none of us know what to do, and i'm sort of counting on rogelio to help me. ever since we came into arrays, i'm all blank.

if today would probably suck, i tell you, yesterday sucked even more.

i woke up as early as 5 because i was heavily nauseated, ever since, i came to the bathroom to throw up every 15 freaking minutes. maybe because it was too cold. i came to school and it became worse cos our classroom is a living north pole. the CR became my second home. and because i can't take it anymore, i'm feeling so damn sick of dehydration already, i just went back home to rest. i skipped half of filione and the rest of mathlog. and then, everything worsens from there, well, until i woke up this morning. i'm thought i'm gonna be sick for the rest of the week, thank God i'm not. whew.

which brings me to a crucial question, will i go to school??? >:\

like a child does

like a child does by ~melodia04 on deviantART

WIP: 50%

when someone says you suck, and the entire world knows and can testify that you don't, then that someone is clearly a pathetic, under-aged, not to mention corny piece of fucker who can't even spell her name right. smart people know when something hits them. and above all things, they know how to react wisely to it. i don't have time for kids who have no eye for talent and lacks the right words to use when they're calling for a bash war. words that hit the nerve. her's just don't. and it's fucking pathetic. trying hard much? funny, really! haha

tip: look for another blog, one that says the owner is 12 yrs old. ok? you're more likely to get what you want there. good luck on your quest! i wish you all the best! peace out! >:D

kids, really. tsk tsk tsk.

// meanwhile, i'm sort of 50% on this artwork i'm doing. will post later this night because I MUST submit it before midnight. whew. pressure.

// i just heard this from the radio... it says there that there have been numerous studies that claims the whole Global Warming issue as a HOAX. probably  used to obscure a top secret government funded mission? i dunno. maybe there are people who create artificial global warming agents (like artifical rain? or tsunami catalysts?)  to convince us the world is heating up in a ridiculous scale. i have yet to read a lot on this. hahaha

// excited for tonight's PBB. lol melason ♥ ♥ ♥

in fairness, i'm awake.

i'm supposed to be sleeping cos it's ardy my power siesta time but strangely though, i'm awake. ah because i didn't eat lunch so... yun.

finally, it kinda dawned on me that i have to accomplish quite a lot of things this week! 2 projects, 2 homeworks and an art piece i'm supposed to pass TODAY.

my friend larz also recommended me to this webdesigning racket thingy but no calls so far. that's quite relieving cos even though i agreed to it (cos of $$$), i'm never sure of how reliable (and professional) my webdesigning and coding skills are. why don't you tell me?

my cruuuusssshhh. i'm losing it, but i'm not in love. happens every semester.


speaking of! someone just called me about the freelance webdesigning thingy. i'm super tensed, seriously. @_@;

God, help me! >:D