anxious much?

// ID FAIL: they got the spelling of my name wrong and Computer Science is spelled COMP\UTER SCIENCE. fucking typo. and i waited months for that. wait, where's the 'barcode'??? weeks ago they're preparing this ID swipe terminal at the gate and now it's goooone. haha and picture is too big! 2x2 WTF?!?!

buti pa yung ID sa UPLB!!! may barcode kahit walang swipe swipe thingy! HAHAHA >:D

// mathlog fail. i skipped a LONG quiz. what's gonna happen to my grade? it's my lowest subject (webdev too). =___=;

fckngsck

something's telling me that our java class this morning will be as usual, uneventful. i haven't studied the project in-depth so i feel guilty for my groupmates. and you know, poject-making thursdays are boring because none of us know what to do, and i'm sort of counting on rogelio to help me. ever since we came into arrays, i'm all blank.

if today would probably suck, i tell you, yesterday sucked even more.

i woke up as early as 5 because i was heavily nauseated, ever since, i came to the bathroom to throw up every 15 freaking minutes. maybe because it was too cold. i came to school and it became worse cos our classroom is a living north pole. the CR became my second home. and because i can't take it anymore, i'm feeling so damn sick of dehydration already, i just went back home to rest. i skipped half of filione and the rest of mathlog. and then, everything worsens from there, well, until i woke up this morning. i'm thought i'm gonna be sick for the rest of the week, thank God i'm not. whew.

which brings me to a crucial question, will i go to school??? >:\

like a child does

like a child does by ~melodia04 on deviantART

WIP: 50%

when someone says you suck, and the entire world knows and can testify that you don't, then that someone is clearly a pathetic, under-aged, not to mention corny piece of fucker who can't even spell her name right. smart people know when something hits them. and above all things, they know how to react wisely to it. i don't have time for kids who have no eye for talent and lacks the right words to use when they're calling for a bash war. words that hit the nerve. her's just don't. and it's fucking pathetic. trying hard much? funny, really! haha

tip: look for another blog, one that says the owner is 12 yrs old. ok? you're more likely to get what you want there. good luck on your quest! i wish you all the best! peace out! >:D

kids, really. tsk tsk tsk.

// meanwhile, i'm sort of 50% on this artwork i'm doing. will post later this night because I MUST submit it before midnight. whew. pressure.

// i just heard this from the radio... it says there that there have been numerous studies that claims the whole Global Warming issue as a HOAX. probably  used to obscure a top secret government funded mission? i dunno. maybe there are people who create artificial global warming agents (like artifical rain? or tsunami catalysts?)  to convince us the world is heating up in a ridiculous scale. i have yet to read a lot on this. hahaha

// excited for tonight's PBB. lol melason ♥ ♥ ♥

in fairness, i'm awake.

i'm supposed to be sleeping cos it's ardy my power siesta time but strangely though, i'm awake. ah because i didn't eat lunch so... yun.

finally, it kinda dawned on me that i have to accomplish quite a lot of things this week! 2 projects, 2 homeworks and an art piece i'm supposed to pass TODAY.

my friend larz also recommended me to this webdesigning racket thingy but no calls so far. that's quite relieving cos even though i agreed to it (cos of $$$), i'm never sure of how reliable (and professional) my webdesigning and coding skills are. why don't you tell me?

my cruuuusssshhh. i'm losing it, but i'm not in love. happens every semester.


speaking of! someone just called me about the freelance webdesigning thingy. i'm super tensed, seriously. @_@;

God, help me! >:D

melason ♥ ♥

// since ate theresa is nagging me to watch PBB Double Up, i watched it this evening to see how melason is progressing. hahaha super kilig talaga ever!!! >XD grabeeeee like, whew! ang lakas! but then, it's still unclear whether jason is really 'courting' melai like he loves her or something cos last time i heard, he just misses her so much that he went over the bakod just to see her and set up a 'picnic date'. and that's what melai is being paranoid about, does he always do sweet stuff when he misses someone??? kamooowwwn, jason! just tell her if you love her or not. i feel for melai kasi it's still vague. mahalaga ka sakin. hindi ako magsasawa sayo. masaya ka kasama. eh fuck naman eh, why can't u just tell her you love her then before she disfigures herself making funny faces with confusion. LOL ang hirap aminin diba? e duh mahirap talaga aminin ang love (lalo na sa sarili), especially for SERIOUS people. hmm...

// this afternoon i tagged along with ate theresa to UN blah blah, i was supposed to buy a drawing journal at national but it's not available... anyway, soon enough i figured why God didn't want me to have that notebook.

we dropped by this ukay ukay near fcm to check and i saw this supercool black jacket hahahaha e ang gandaaaa... so binili ko na. hahaha i'm impulsive when it comes to jackets eh sorinaman. lalo na black? tapos 161 pesos lang? hahaha yehey. parang nalugi tuloy ako dun sa huli kong binili na jacket... 1,400. >X|

>:D

EDITED COS I'M TOO EMBARASSED NA. just when i thought i have the right to feel this way without being cautious. >_>; henako

java project? still no progress, if i really wanted to get over with the damned project i have to dedicate AN ENTIRE DAY reviewing everything about arrays, especially populating them, then i'd probably understand what's going on with sir's powerpoint lectures.

blank faces fill the class. though there's someone who impresses me... rogelio! or yow!, as i call him. he gets the freakin thing! i wish i had his programming intellect. he's far better than i am, seriously. galeeeeenng!

ms. tailor, come quick cos i wanna leave the house early. >:\

i realized i have so many things to do tonight and i'm not even worrying about them. T__T;; it's the usual indifference that plagued my entire UPLB life. hehe