>:D

good morning earth!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRIAN!!!

hahaha! ang saya ng birthday mo promise! >:D

// this morning... went to church and rededicated myself, then to the cemetery to visit my lolo and auntie's grave. we do this every year on my birthday cos they both died near it. my lolo died nov13 and my aunt, nov16 talaga. saaaaaad >:(

// and theeeen, i slept all afternoon. kakagising ko nga lang e. e kasi naman may quiz pala bukas. haaaaynako. T__T;

// seriously no plans for tomorrow. i'll most probably just go to the mall to buy a jacket and i'm done for my birthday! hahaha bahala na kmi ni terai. >:D

Survivor Philippines Palau FINALE

Amanda Cooley Van Coll is Survivor Philippines Palau's SOLE SURVIVOR.

After tiring commercials, the finale ended with 3 votes for Justine and 4 votes for Amanda. It has been the most exciting Survivor Philippines, as far as being predictable is concerned. This Survivor did not revolve on outplaying (as anticipated) but rather on outwitting, as too much emotions and strategies were tolled. It was truly interesting to see Survivor being played on a different light, less on the physical and more on the mental. The girls proved this and I'm proud on how they worked they're way to the top.

I'm actually for Justine, but Amanda is equally deserving so CONGRATS AMANDA! >:D

what?

// why are these guys pushing me to the wrong person? when in reality, there's no one i want to be pushed into yet. there's this app at facebook which randomly generates reasons why you're still single. it's just funny cos the 'randomly generated reason' i got is something i've mentioned before. i didn't say i'm in that position. and for the record, HE IS NOT EVEN MY BESTFRIEND. what you see isn't always what you get.

right. i feel something, AND I'M NOT REACTING POSITIVELY ABOUT IT. now if you just tell it to me straight.

kill the fuss, folks. i'm not liking it, seriously. >:\

// currently making a gift for a bestfriend. >:P

// i'm thrilled to watch Survivor Philippines Palau later. who's gonna wiiiin????

// went to gym for a bit of cardio but i lost it all when i bought coffee.

// yeheeey! white musk! my mom says it smells like a guy. no waaaaaaay. :( it smells like... musk! duh?

tv!

// PPB Double Up - what happened to Tom? wasn't able to watch what happened earlier... then he's sick. e ang gwapo lang nya grabe. hahaha supercruuuush! ang lalim pa ng boses. mas gwapo pa pag nakasalamin. haynako. ah si patrick din crush ko! hohoho! mukang kuya kim eh. hahaha >:P

// Survivor Philippines Palau - so far, the part of the jury who spoke today will most likely vote for Justinne (yehey!). then there's the rest tomorrow. SPP today is made of epic win because of SUZUKI!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!! mega laughtrip! and he's trying to be serious. wtfinger?!?! when Jeff was asked, "crush mo si marvin?" -- her reaction was sooo damn priceless. she was blushing like crazy! laughtrip of the night! whew! di ko kinaya! >XD

// Plants versus Zombies! honestly i still like Luxor hahaha. but it's cool to have tried it, finally! gaaawd, i just get bored at the start cos it's too slow and the plants take a lot of time to recharge, next thing i know it's game over. the michael jackson zombie was amusing though! hohoho >XD

// Luxor? stuck at level 11. >:|

// heeey, i'm studying parin naman. in fact i did my homeworks first! like when i got home from school cos pundido na yung ilaw here so i won't be able to write on paper when night falls hahahaha.

// goal = DL. must have 21 units next term. come on, i need the discount... and my name up there. >:P

henako

// i learned something today. something i've wanted to confirm long before but is too scared to. cos i'm pretty sure i won't be getting the cool side of it all. haynako i knew it. i fucking hate it that i attract the wrong people... or i attract the people i don't like, or those i never thought i would attract in the first place. !@#$%^&*() why can't it just be the other way around? fuck naman e. so i wasn't surprised at all when i heard it. shrugged it off as soon as it was said cos i already know about it, my instincts served me right this time. epal. so, what to do? wala! keri lang! act like i never heard anything. i'm counting on TIME. yes naman, TIIIIME!!! go find another. i'm doing my part naman e, i'm doing everything to imply that there's no chance. hahaha sana next term na please???? and when i was asked why i don't like the 'news' i just heard, i just said that i simply don't like it, that i have my standards and it's a fucking dead case between the two of us. i won't give him the benefit of the doubt.


// yehey. he helped me set up the projector awhile ago. haha but i suck cos even though he's already there, i still called kuya IT to help me cos the projector won't turn on. sometimes my brain gets so clouded that i can't think and still call on other people even when somebody is already there. wtf? a life learning?

// wow. i thought i was already slacking off with filione but it turned out i got the highest midterm standing among all of the sections our prof is handling. yehey? >:)

i fear destitution

i still favor the elite mentality despite its narrowness and bounded philosophy. simply because i don't like being poor. i hate poverty. if it's not about the opportunities that an elite education could give me (cos apparently, i've already missed out on that), then it's about the bigger opportunities my ambition could open up to me. fucking pride. it's good to have some.

// went to the gym... to read. finally halfway through The Graveyard Book. haha

// yehey! i saw my crush awhile ago. same old. >:P

// Survivor Philippines Palau awhile ago was crazy. i still can't follow the reasons why Justinne burst out like that, but to me she still deserves to be the Sole Survivor.

>:)

// i went to school but the guard won't let me in cos i was wearing maong pants. honestly, i didn't think it was obvious, no one noticed them before. kudos to mr. guard's sharp eyes. so i retreated home and told my parents our teacher is absent the truth. thank you dan brown for signing me on the attendance sheet (as always) hehehe.

// since it's my sister's rest day... we went to the SM north! yehey! sobrang taken for granted ko na talaga yung gym. i never workout, i'm too lazy! so while she's working out, i did our trigo homework and continued reading The Graveyard Book. then i saw RR Enriquez! hahaha she goes to the gym pala. and also Yas Neri... the one from UPCAT The Movie. actually, i never thought she goes to the gym. anyway, she sat across me at the lounge and read a book din. i wanted to speak to her or something cos we were schoolmates naman nung highschool pero nahiya ako. hahaha that's what happens when someone you just see walking around during highschool becomes a celebrity. i'm usually more friendly than that. haha

then we crossed to trinoma and blah blah blah. we didn't shop, we just looked around. i'm brooooooke. tapos! i saw this super nice red jacket at Solo. haynako bibilhin ko un promise! i just need cash. pleaaaase i want that jacket. i really really want that jacket!

FAIL: we ate at WORLD CHICKEN. their food looks really yummy and super sulit BUT IT'S TOO MUCH and nakaka-umay! figure this, 152 for a quarter chicken, pasta and rice. pasta pa lang busog na ko, it took a lot of self-motivation on my part to continue eating. the food isn't really masarap, but it's madami so we're really cool with just that. we even saw Rodjun Cruz and his girlfriend Diane (tadjock diane from wazzup?) eat at the same stall. wala lang, foodcourt eh. haha anyway, i never finish an entire plate at world chicken. sucks how i never learn. mejo sayang pera cos takaw tingin ako. sayang sayang! hmp.

// TOM! TOM! TOM OF PBB DOUBLE UP! hala ang gwapo nya! hahaha supercrush!!! >:D

// i don't feel anything special with turning 19. 19 lang nman e. hahaha next year na lang ha? hahaha >:P