whoa. super useful pala ung stealth settings! eliiiiibs. ngayon ko lng triny e haha kla ko pag nagpermanently offline ka sa isang contact, irrevocable na un! hahahaha
oks! now i know! :D
oks! now i know! :D
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
an exception to the rule
i'm feeling excited for no reason at all! atat yata kong iblog tong araw na to. i've called this one a day already since i have no plans tonight. so sige. hohoho
// i take back whatever i said about FILIONE. it's still a pain to go through an awful block of Filipino text but because my classmates are fun, i get by. i wish i was at the end side of our row so i could laugh more discretely cos it's hard to contain a hard laugh when i read something funny from the book. weird naman tumawa magisa e. k fine.
// i knew it! there's a guy in class na feeling ko nakita ko na dati but it never crossed me that way. parang, when i first saw him, naisip ko... not a new face for me, yet not someone entirely familiar either. so i dismissed the thought na lang. but awhile ago after class he approached and asked me where i studied highschool and gradeschool kasi daw familiar ako. so i was right. we've probably met before. will not stress about it though kasi hindi ko talaga maalala! and besides, it's a small world after aaaaaall. hohoho
// it's nice to have people concerned about you no? nakakatouch eeeeh. hehehe salamat friends! :) subra ba! hahaha!
// i learned/heard something about two of my friends today. hahaha i won't pry though! pag napadpad lang ang usapan don, sige. :) hehehehe
// yehey! i have a new lucky item! when a dear person gives me jewelries or accessories, i call it lucky! wahaha i have lucky earrings na! terai just gave me her fancy pearl earrings! yehey! i have 2 lucky items i wear everyday now! ung isa ung bracelet! hohoho :)
// aynako tlaga. overboard ka na pare. alam mo ung feeling na STUCK? alam mo yun?!?! alam ko yun e! AND I DON"T LIKE IT!!!! I FRKN DON'T LIKE IT THAT I FEEL STUCK!!!!
sige, hula! hahaha
PS: na-schedule ko na na hindi ako papasok sa 29, 30 at 31 eeeeh! tapos midterms pala. haynako! :(
PS2: Jastine's inclusion to the merge was EPIC WIN talaga to the highest level!!! sobraaaa! all the more na dapat abangan ang survivor philippines palau!
// i take back whatever i said about FILIONE. it's still a pain to go through an awful block of Filipino text but because my classmates are fun, i get by. i wish i was at the end side of our row so i could laugh more discretely cos it's hard to contain a hard laugh when i read something funny from the book. weird naman tumawa magisa e. k fine.
// i knew it! there's a guy in class na feeling ko nakita ko na dati but it never crossed me that way. parang, when i first saw him, naisip ko... not a new face for me, yet not someone entirely familiar either. so i dismissed the thought na lang. but awhile ago after class he approached and asked me where i studied highschool and gradeschool kasi daw familiar ako. so i was right. we've probably met before. will not stress about it though kasi hindi ko talaga maalala! and besides, it's a small world after aaaaaall. hohoho
// it's nice to have people concerned about you no? nakakatouch eeeeh. hehehe salamat friends! :) subra ba! hahaha!
// i learned/heard something about two of my friends today. hahaha i won't pry though! pag napadpad lang ang usapan don, sige. :) hehehehe
// yehey! i have a new lucky item! when a dear person gives me jewelries or accessories, i call it lucky! wahaha i have lucky earrings na! terai just gave me her fancy pearl earrings! yehey! i have 2 lucky items i wear everyday now! ung isa ung bracelet! hohoho :)
// aynako tlaga. overboard ka na pare. alam mo ung feeling na STUCK? alam mo yun?!?! alam ko yun e! AND I DON"T LIKE IT!!!! I FRKN DON'T LIKE IT THAT I FEEL STUCK!!!!
sige, hula! hahaha
PS: na-schedule ko na na hindi ako papasok sa 29, 30 at 31 eeeeh! tapos midterms pala. haynako! :(
PS2: Jastine's inclusion to the merge was EPIC WIN talaga to the highest level!!! sobraaaa! all the more na dapat abangan ang survivor philippines palau!
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
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BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAT!!!
last night was hell. i sure am good in finding ways of torturing myself. i reached 40 last night. everything i eat, i throw up so my throat bled. the headache was the worst part though.
anyway, even though i woke up hale and healthy this morning, i decided to skip school because i needed to rest. believe me, i didn't want to skip school. i just missed a quiz in webdev1, see? or maybe i didn't want to take it in the first place. wahaha!
tomorrow, i don't want to go to school either! it's like, if i skipped classes today, the MORE i'd like to skip classes tomorrow. i have FILIONE tomorrow which is the crappiest, most boring subject of aaaaaall time. and i have to endure 4 straight hours of it. i'd rather have a bleeding throat.
Saturday, October 3, 2009
day 2 and 3
i feel sick. crash kung crash.
i bet all my fats this isn't the right way to lose weight. lol
somehow, my only motivation in the gym is the sauna! hohoho yeah it dehydrates me for the most part but it's a place where i get to burn fats without moving much. and gracious, i also get a free hot oil treatment for my hair (hot oil conditioner lang!). the treats, man. wahahaha
you know what, i hope my PT crush isn't always present in the gym. it makes me conscious like crazy. have i told you he smiled at me one time, and another time he winked at me? i was like 'ohkaaaay hormones, calm down. calm down. this richard gutierrez looking buff isn't gonna melt you into a puddle of slime. whew!' lol, that was like... 4 months ago. hohoho!
kkk, blah blah blah, and that was day 3.
oh yeah, i also happened to watch lovers in paris awhile ago and piolo pascual looked so good in glasses! i totally find kc concepcion unfit for the role, she's so exaggerated and pa-cute. sorry, but her acting spoils my day. hahaha piolo in glasses is so ♥ ♥ ♥
about day 2...
nothing much, really. haha
i bet all my fats this isn't the right way to lose weight. lol
somehow, my only motivation in the gym is the sauna! hohoho yeah it dehydrates me for the most part but it's a place where i get to burn fats without moving much. and gracious, i also get a free hot oil treatment for my hair (hot oil conditioner lang!). the treats, man. wahahaha
you know what, i hope my PT crush isn't always present in the gym. it makes me conscious like crazy. have i told you he smiled at me one time, and another time he winked at me? i was like 'ohkaaaay hormones, calm down. calm down. this richard gutierrez looking buff isn't gonna melt you into a puddle of slime. whew!' lol, that was like... 4 months ago. hohoho!
kkk, blah blah blah, and that was day 3.
oh yeah, i also happened to watch lovers in paris awhile ago and piolo pascual looked so good in glasses! i totally find kc concepcion unfit for the role, she's so exaggerated and pa-cute. sorry, but her acting spoils my day. hahaha piolo in glasses is so ♥ ♥ ♥
about day 2...
nothing much, really. haha
doremifasolatido
haha i've been sleeping a lot lately so i'm gonna tell you another dream. hohoho
awhile ago, i dreamt that i was taking an exam with my fern classmates and i was cheating, googling the answers out when the teacher isn't looking, which happened to be my department adviser back in LB. eno naman?
another one. i dreamt of my 'vulnerable' crush, yung crush ko sa school. hohoho in my dream we were in a classroom daw tapos i wanted to sit beside him so sabi ko sa katabi ko, ui tabihan natin sya. tapos sabi nung katabi ko, sige... sabay *wink*. hanlaaaabooo. yung katabi ko nga, sya rin un e, si mr. vulnerable... so parang dalawa sila. hahaha labo. hahahaha (which reminds me, nakita ko sya sa SM fairview nung isang araw lol)
last na. eto naman i dreamt that i was playing with a friend from school, ano bang game yun basta may warships, may tubig tapos may explosions, may General Aguiba, may jet planes, may army choppers, may missiles. pero lahat yun miniature lang. haha labo.
good morning pala. :)
awhile ago, i dreamt that i was taking an exam with my fern classmates and i was cheating, googling the answers out when the teacher isn't looking, which happened to be my department adviser back in LB. eno naman?
another one. i dreamt of my 'vulnerable' crush, yung crush ko sa school. hohoho in my dream we were in a classroom daw tapos i wanted to sit beside him so sabi ko sa katabi ko, ui tabihan natin sya. tapos sabi nung katabi ko, sige... sabay *wink*. hanlaaaabooo. yung katabi ko nga, sya rin un e, si mr. vulnerable... so parang dalawa sila. hahaha labo. hahahaha (which reminds me, nakita ko sya sa SM fairview nung isang araw lol)
last na. eto naman i dreamt that i was playing with a friend from school, ano bang game yun basta may warships, may tubig tapos may explosions, may General Aguiba, may jet planes, may army choppers, may missiles. pero lahat yun miniature lang. haha labo.
good morning pala. :)
Friday, October 2, 2009
the sweetest dream
just so i won't forget about it.
we were having lunch with a bunch of friends at LB square when he started talking about us, about how he wished i wasn't too independent so i could feel how much he cares for me. he said sometimes he thinks he's not good enough for me cos i can do anything without anyone's help at all. he said he wanted to be my guy. he also said i'm almost like a mother, always concerned about the people around me, that if i were a guy i would be the perfect gentleman.
then my mom woke me up for breakfast.
crap.
i could only hope it happened for real, but it was only a dream! i've never been than flattered in my entire life. can i cry? and it came from a guy i was crushing on... before. same old feelings rushing back in.
my entire body hurts, i may not go to the gym today. wahahaha
k bye, off to MoA. haha
[ETA: i don't think most of what he said were true though. hahaha i don't like being called a gentleman cos that's for, duh, men. i'm only more careful with my girl friends and younger friends, cos you know, they're girls...and they're young. yeah, whatever, thanks. hahaha but it doesn't change the fact that i was flattered like hell and also considered being 'his girl'. sucks it was only a dream!]
we were having lunch with a bunch of friends at LB square when he started talking about us, about how he wished i wasn't too independent so i could feel how much he cares for me. he said sometimes he thinks he's not good enough for me cos i can do anything without anyone's help at all. he said he wanted to be my guy. he also said i'm almost like a mother, always concerned about the people around me, that if i were a guy i would be the perfect gentleman.
then my mom woke me up for breakfast.
crap.
i could only hope it happened for real, but it was only a dream! i've never been than flattered in my entire life. can i cry? and it came from a guy i was crushing on... before. same old feelings rushing back in.
my entire body hurts, i may not go to the gym today. wahahaha
k bye, off to MoA. haha
[ETA: i don't think most of what he said were true though. hahaha i don't like being called a gentleman cos that's for, duh, men. i'm only more careful with my girl friends and younger friends, cos you know, they're girls...and they're young. yeah, whatever, thanks. hahaha but it doesn't change the fact that i was flattered like hell and also considered being 'his girl'. sucks it was only a dream!]
Thursday, October 1, 2009
day 1
discipline!
this day, i kinda over exerted myself that i almost fainted in the shower after maxing out the hourglass at the sauna. it's an epic gym day for me too because i lasted for more than 30 minutes on the 2 cardio machines i hate the most, usually i give up on the first 5 minutes. waha! walang kwenta!
and guess what, i didn't go gaga over their brewed coffee. in fact, i managed to ignore it for the rest of the day! 3 months ago i never leave the gym without a cup of coffee, so this is something new. i'm not a coffee person anymore! hot choco na favorite ko. hohoho!
karlaloo, my bestfriend, also came in... to freeze her account! haynako, no more gym buddy. so we bonded for awhile, ate at pancake house (oi, first time ko kaya dun! haha), bought ice cream, checked odyssey and blah blah blah.
i'm worried about that could-be supertyphoon Pepeng. :\
awhile ago in the car, while waiting for terai to sign off at greenwich, my dad and i talked about random stuff, he asked me what would i rather be, a maya bird or an eagle, a maggot or a crow, if i would prefer to live in the new testament or now.
of course i answered him... i'd rather be a maya bird because i think being an eagle is too lonely, you'd never see them in flocks. they're too proud and they live only for themselves. and well? a maya bird has friends! wahaha >:D
maggot or crow? binatukan ko na lang tatay ko. scavengers are yucky. and the existence of maggots puzzles me. bigla lang silang nag-ssprout out of nowhere whenever there's decaying meat (or something). ewan. oks. research item number 1.
on the third question though, even though it would be a treat to live in the new testament and hear Jesus preach LIVE, i said i'd still live here in the present, here at AD. kasi, knowing myself, even if i lived back in the NT, i don't think i'd be one of Jesus' avid followers. i understand why the people in the Bible didn't believe Jesus at first. duh? sino ba naman? if i were there i guess i'd be cocking an eyebrow at Jesus for claiming he's the son of God. ikaw ba naman, lapitan ng anak ng isang hamak na karpintero tapos sasabihin nya sya daw ang Anak ng Diyos? the nerve! so essentially, hindi rin ako ma-ssave at that era. so much for meeting The Son of God in the flesh.
we're so lucky we're at this age where salvation is free and you can consult God however you want, through prayer or though the Bible. all you have to do is accept Jesus wholeheartedly.
naisip ko nga e, what if this period is the New Testament? how would Jesus dress up? would he be a mainstream conformist? hiphop? emo? or would he dress up like those on-the-go evangelists? and hirap isipin cos He has to be perfect. nowadays pa naman, most of your credibility lies on the way you dress. would he be a celebrity? hmm...
anywaaaaay, after that, my dad explained to me that it is, without a doubt, ALREADY THE END TIMES. the revelations are already manifesting. hindi nagkulang si God. it's all up to us. whenever my dad talks about it, i always listen to him intently, after all.. he was a pastor and he's the nearest person i could consult about my 'spiritual' problems.
grabe, natatakot ako. sunod sunod ang bagyo.
no one knows when the 2nd coming will be but everyone knows it's near. nakakaloka yung ganun a. pero we should all realize that the best preparation we should make is to accept God. yun lang naman. hahaha
i wanna be saved too you know! kaya nga mega prayer brigade ako ngayon and i'll resume my Bible reading session (oo kasi i was fascinated with the old testament e, history kasi yun! hehe), at magpapaka-bait ako. i'll quit smoking and stop cursing!
so this day isn't just day 1 of my crash workout plan, but also the day i started rekindling my lost spiritual ties with God. :) it's not yet too late
help me, Lord!
this day, i kinda over exerted myself that i almost fainted in the shower after maxing out the hourglass at the sauna. it's an epic gym day for me too because i lasted for more than 30 minutes on the 2 cardio machines i hate the most, usually i give up on the first 5 minutes. waha! walang kwenta!
and guess what, i didn't go gaga over their brewed coffee. in fact, i managed to ignore it for the rest of the day! 3 months ago i never leave the gym without a cup of coffee, so this is something new. i'm not a coffee person anymore! hot choco na favorite ko. hohoho!
karlaloo, my bestfriend, also came in... to freeze her account! haynako, no more gym buddy. so we bonded for awhile, ate at pancake house (oi, first time ko kaya dun! haha), bought ice cream, checked odyssey and blah blah blah.
i'm worried about that could-be supertyphoon Pepeng. :\
awhile ago in the car, while waiting for terai to sign off at greenwich, my dad and i talked about random stuff, he asked me what would i rather be, a maya bird or an eagle, a maggot or a crow, if i would prefer to live in the new testament or now.
of course i answered him... i'd rather be a maya bird because i think being an eagle is too lonely, you'd never see them in flocks. they're too proud and they live only for themselves. and well? a maya bird has friends! wahaha >:D
maggot or crow? binatukan ko na lang tatay ko. scavengers are yucky. and the existence of maggots puzzles me. bigla lang silang nag-ssprout out of nowhere whenever there's decaying meat (or something). ewan. oks. research item number 1.
on the third question though, even though it would be a treat to live in the new testament and hear Jesus preach LIVE, i said i'd still live here in the present, here at AD. kasi, knowing myself, even if i lived back in the NT, i don't think i'd be one of Jesus' avid followers. i understand why the people in the Bible didn't believe Jesus at first. duh? sino ba naman? if i were there i guess i'd be cocking an eyebrow at Jesus for claiming he's the son of God. ikaw ba naman, lapitan ng anak ng isang hamak na karpintero tapos sasabihin nya sya daw ang Anak ng Diyos? the nerve! so essentially, hindi rin ako ma-ssave at that era. so much for meeting The Son of God in the flesh.
we're so lucky we're at this age where salvation is free and you can consult God however you want, through prayer or though the Bible. all you have to do is accept Jesus wholeheartedly.
naisip ko nga e, what if this period is the New Testament? how would Jesus dress up? would he be a mainstream conformist? hiphop? emo? or would he dress up like those on-the-go evangelists? and hirap isipin cos He has to be perfect. nowadays pa naman, most of your credibility lies on the way you dress. would he be a celebrity? hmm...
anywaaaaay, after that, my dad explained to me that it is, without a doubt, ALREADY THE END TIMES. the revelations are already manifesting. hindi nagkulang si God. it's all up to us. whenever my dad talks about it, i always listen to him intently, after all.. he was a pastor and he's the nearest person i could consult about my 'spiritual' problems.
grabe, natatakot ako. sunod sunod ang bagyo.
no one knows when the 2nd coming will be but everyone knows it's near. nakakaloka yung ganun a. pero we should all realize that the best preparation we should make is to accept God. yun lang naman. hahaha
i wanna be saved too you know! kaya nga mega prayer brigade ako ngayon and i'll resume my Bible reading session (oo kasi i was fascinated with the old testament e, history kasi yun! hehe), at magpapaka-bait ako. i'll quit smoking and stop cursing!
so this day isn't just day 1 of my crash workout plan, but also the day i started rekindling my lost spiritual ties with God. :) it's not yet too late
help me, Lord!